never seen a hero like me in a sci-fi

it’s so hard for me to not doxx myself every single day btw. my oversharer’s spirit is being stifled by internet safety

“she should be at the club” “but not everybody can handle loud music / likes going out / enjoys drinking / wants to—“ YOURE MISSING THE POINT. “she should be at the club” is not about the literal club!! it’s about the whimsy of youth!! it’s about the things you can get away with, body and mind!! it’s about having fun and ignoring the horrors for as long as you can!! it’s about the fact that you do not deserve to feel this pain and have these responsibilities, you do not deserve to be locked in your room with your sadness, you deserve to enjoy the music and the pretty lights and the ass shaking of life!!! it’s about how i wish joy for you, even if you do not wish it for yourself!!! you should be at the club!!!!

#look at those grins!! #even though it’s super dangerous and scary it’s fun!!! and it’s fun because dean’s there!!!

we talk a lot about how sid saw geno in latvia and began to weave their red string of fate on sight, but what we don’t discuss enough is that latvia was mid-may 2006 and geno took his first decisive step toward coming to pittsburgh in june. which could mean nothing.