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“Find it all here. Bathe it in brilliant light”
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Multifandom (but bfish specifically) studying audiovisual arts
Spanish / English / Portuguese

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The cure by Olivia Rodrigo
I love him so much. I need help
Tradigital Art #8 (Graphite and Gold Paint)
Lee Yut-Lung - Banana Fish
Man, I get so fucking annoyed with how Blanca treats Yut-Lung with kid gloves, meanwhile he slaps Ash around and shits all over him and makes him hate himself even more than he already does. But okay, whatever.
This entire sequence pisses me off.
Yut-Lung literally just admits that he wants to kill Eiji because he's upset at the idea of Ash "finding redemption" while he has to wallow in his bitter hatred. But again, for as intelligent and brilliant as Yut-Lung is, and for as well as he's able to read Ash and target his weaknesses, he shows here that he really doesn't know him at all.
He says he can see the "rage" in Ash. That his beautiful face masks a furious demon, and blah, blah, blah. Talk about a terminal case of projection.
The real, root cause of Yut-Lung's hatred toward Ash is that Ash isn't like him, and he knows it. He knows Ash has experienced worse abuse than he has, even, and yet Ash isn't "filled with hate" the way Yut-Lung is, and he never has been. Eiji isn't the reason for Ash's empathy or compassion. Ash had those things long before he ever met Eiji. We see it in the way Ash ran the youth gangs in Manhattan, for example. Under his rule, fighting between the groups became basically non-existent. We see it in the way Dino talks about how much Ash cried the first time he was ordered by Dino to kill for him. We see it in the way he spares the lives of his own boys, even when they went behind his back to work with Dino. We see it in the way Shorter gets frustrated at Ash for playing "soft ball" with his enemies. We see it in the way Ash begged Blanca to show him how to go easy on his enemies, and in the way Ash tries to limit the damage he can cause by using a revolver instead of a semi-auto. On and on. Ash never wanted to hurt anyone. He never let the abuse he suffered drive him toward hate. He was always filled with compassion and kindness, and always led with those qualities first. So this so-called redemption that Yut-Lung expresses so much jealousy over isn't even a real thing. Ash never needed redemption, because he never sought to hurt anyone who didn't hurt him first or threaten him or the people he cared about. And even then, and I know I've spoken about this before, but for example, he never shows any, real desire to go after Yut-Lung, despite the absolute horror he subjects Ash to.
I swear to God, Yut-Lung is so full of shit.
He's trying to make excuses to Blanca here for his own, shitty behavior. Because he knows what he's doing is wrong. So he tries to pawn it off as somehow being Ash's fault because it "isn't fair" that Ash can find love while he can't. He refuses to give Ash any credit for being a good person. As if Ash just lucked into the bonds and relationships he has, rather than gaining those friendships through his own kindness and compassion. The real reason Ash has so many people who care about him is because Ash cares about them just as much, if not more. People are drawn to Ash, ultimately, because they know he would never abandon them. Because they know his care is genuine and that he would do anything to protect them.
And Blanca is only half-right here. He thinks, along with Yut-Lung, that Ash would have ended up like both of them if he hadn't had Eiji. That losing Eiji would turn Ash into a monster. But the truth is, with or without Eiji, Ash was never a monster and he never would have become one, either, because his entire character is defined by compassion. He was compassionate before he ever met Eiji, and he would remain compassionate, even without him. The part Blanca gets right is when he says that 'rather than hate and be triumphant, Ash chose to love and be destroyed'. Ash made that choice, before he ever met Eiji, even. He made it in the bonds he had with Shorter, and with Alex and Kong and Bones, and Skip, and Griff. He made it every time he willingly put his life on the line for theirs, every time he showed compassion and mercy, even to his enemies like Arthur. The reason Arthur is able to come back for Ash later on is because Ash chose to spare his life to begin with. Something Blanca would have cautioned him against. That's a manifestation of what Blanca means when he says Ash chose to love and be destroyed over hating and finding triumph. Again, long before he ever met Eiji. And when Blanca tells Yut-Lung that 'one who does not love cannot be loved', and when he says 'Ash at the very least knows what it is to love', that's a perfect encapsulation of the fundamental difference between Ash and these two. Ash always knew what it meant to love. He never lost sight of it, never lost the ability to love, no matter how bad things got for him, and that's his strength as a person. That's what makes him superior to Blanca and Yut-Lung.
Yut-Lung's real problem with Ash started when he saw that Ash was capable of love, still, despite the hell of his life.
He couldn't handle it because Yut-Lung himself no longer was, and so Ash's very existence served as a constant reminder of his own weakness and failure.
And so all the horrible shit he does to Ash, it's all in service of trying to drag Ash down to his level. Of trying to turn him into a monster like himself, so he doesn't have to be faced with his own shortcomings.
It's so petty and it's so wrong. Ash never did anything to him, but Yut-Lung doesn't care, because seeing Ash makes him hate himself even more, and that's enough of a reason for him to destroy his life.

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asheiji pls come back 😔
Angel
I cry.
I have been waiting for Pretty Lethal to come out since I first heard of it. I watched it yesterday and it was so much fun
I wish we had a bit more time with the girls before everything went to shit and the fighting started but I had a lot of fun. The fighting was so heavy on the ballet side of it and it made the action scenes so entertaining and original which is really the best you can ask for for a movie about ballerina's fighting to survive
Maddie gave such a great performance and I feel like she should keep doing action/thriller/horrors because she has always had an incredible expressiveness and physicality obviously
Also Lana was a highlight as a selfish spoiled brat. I just love watching an all female cast kill men together
Bones with her septum piercing and multiple earrings is a lesbian to me and her and Princess are so enemies to lovers toxic yuri speed run idc
Those two giggling on a motorbike together covered in blood at the end? Peak yuri
Bones and Princess totally kissed after all that, trust

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*finishes Pretty Lethal*
Guards. Make Bones and Princess kiss immediately
BLUE SPRING 青い春 (2001) dir. Toyoda Toshiaki
Lowkey been dead, forgive me ppl have some banana fish fanart, ik its not hetalia
The year is 2026 and I still cry over banana fish-
Palm April 1983 Magazine Akimi Yoshida Interview and Betsucomi Signature

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Banana Fish Timeline for Fanfic Writers
Hello! I've been working on this project for literal months, and I'm crazy relieved that it's finished. It was super fun, and now I know the manga more intimately than ever before, but whew! What a lot of work!
For those who are curious about the title, I've created this specifically as a resource for fanfic writers who need to sort out what happened when in the manga canon. Because of that, this sucker is DETAILED.
I've sucked out every official date, every approximate date, and then gave my best educated-guess-dates for everything else. Because so much of it is based on conjecture, please don't think that I think it's like the end-all, be-all of accuracy. It's not! There are issues that couldn't be resolved at all, so I did the best I could.
I fully expect this to be a living timeline--by that, I mean that if someone points out a mistake or a better reading of any situation, I'm happy to go back and make amendments, whether those be in the form of notes or changing the timeline all-together. This is a tool for the whole fandom, and I'd love as much helpful, critical feedback as possible.
Anyway, here's the link. Please let me know if you have any technical issues! And please, share!
testing brushes!
asheiji because what else at this point
I shall call this one "Squeezing the Boyfriend"