Idk What This Is Either

Sometimes I get insecure about myself because guys I like don’t like me back. Is it karma for not liking guys that liked me? Or is it that when I like them I open up and I become myself or change and no one likes that? I just want one perfect relationship, one person to just be there, hold me, not let me feel alone in this world.

Everytime I text you I can’t even tell you how much I hate myself and fear you’re again not going to reply but I still can’t stop trying. Because for some reason you’re still important to me with or without a reply back. Even when you ghosted me, it broke me but i still tried to understand you let you back in. We never even properly dated but for some reason I can’t get you out of my head.

I miss him, I miss his touch, the feeling of his lips on mine, his hands on my face, my body’s brushing against his. I miss sleeping on his chest. I miss the warmth, the tightness, the safety, the feeling of being full and peaceful. I can’t stop thinking about it, about how I want it again, I crave it. I keep going to sleep trying to imagine and replay it again in my head because that’s the closest I can get to feeling that again. But everytime I wake up my head hurts knowing i may never meet him again.

This sudden wave of loneliness… is it normal? To just want to be held and understood. To just want to be wrapped in someone’s arms as I cry out my frustration. To not wanting to be judged by my weakness and vulnerability.

My back starts hurting and I know it’s that time of the month

After Third wave coffee no one cares about Starbucks

One pimple can really kill your self confidence

I thought I’ll start getting stressed one day before the exam but here I am… rewatching gossip girl for the tenth time.

Genuinely need some study tips to keep up with my timetable I’m stuck in this planning cycle without actually following through. Any help?

When he has seen your story but won’t reply😡

When he has seen your story but won’t reply but you still won’t stop opening your phone every 10 minutes to check if he’s replied,….

Hate chatting solely for the “ you replied within 2 hours so I won’t reply before 2 hours to protect my ego” game

90daythatgirlchallenge starts

Just saw a YouTube video about how to study and becoming an A grade student. Going to plan my day minute to minute on the calendar app and be super productive.

Recently I want to start early and stay regular with studying so I make a list and then plan everything but then I sit to work and then just decide that I’m hungry as an excuse to not study

I want love but admitting it is something that I’ve never been able to do! The idea that love restrict power and makes you dependent is something I’ve always hated. And admitting that I want love, want to be loved, be held even if it’s just for a second, have someone constant to fall back on is something I need to learn to do.

You know when you have work to do, but no motivation and you are just scrolling through social media and you see stories… not even any specific story but just people and you feel this emptiness, a sense of loneliness, a longing to just call and talk to someone but you don’t know who? You don’t want to brother people or randomly call anyone. Maybe because you have many friends in general but when it comes to those close few, you’re all alone. You don’t have anyone really. And it hurts, it’s a craving to belong somewhere with someone.