Dancing In the Rain

Sometimes men can be so bloody emotionally disconnected. Marriage is fucking hard, whoever says it's easy is lying. I love him, but seriously sometimes I just wish he'd think before he speaks 😩😩😩😩

So I work on my feet primarily...and by the end of each shift I literally feel like my back is about to break in two!! I have sciatica and when I was pregnant with my youngest I ask developed SPD, this seems to have seriously contributed to my back problems since! I don't know what to do, I need to work to pay the bills, but I need my back to survive in life 😅🙈 I'm trying super hard to get an admin job, I do work for temping agencies and do random admin jobs here and there, however I need something more reliable. But now I'm starting uni I can't imagine any admin jobs exist with flexible hours 😩😩😩 I won't give up uni because this could benefit our lives massively!!

Today has been a pretty awesome day, actually the last 7 days have been pretty positive!! Started with my husband getting into college to do a diploma in electrical installations, only two evenings a week...followed by him getting a new full time job that pays well!! 😄😄😄 Then today I got a new temping position through the agency I work for doing some admin...AND THEN...I only went and got accepted into uni to study BA(hons) English Language and Literature!!! 😆😆😆😆 I mean how awesome is all of this!!! After THE WORST start to 2016 everything is finally starting to look up Here to the good times to come 🍾🍾

Me: Can you shut the fuck up.

So yeah...bit of a hobbie on the side is singing. Here's me singing one of my all time favourite songs. It's not perfect and I don't by any means think I'm an incredible singer. But this is me. Accept it or walk away :)

So it seems our first month officially TTC was unsuccessful. 😞 Fresh start on CD 1...fingers crossed this month is our month. If we conceive this month our EDD will be 13th June 2017. Calebs was due 6th June and I really enjoyed being pregnant around that time of the year. ☺️ On another note, I think these are the most uncomfortable period pains I've had in months 😩