Stupid fucking rules. Stupid fucking rules. Stupid fucking rules. Stupid fucking rules.
Mix the autistic mind, rigidity, obsessive fixations, constant racing and bad thoughts and severe suicidal ideation and itâs an absolute shit show going on in my head currently. I wish I could find a way around them sooner đ
I feel beyond help. Iâve given up ever thinking Iâll get even a little bit better. I want to go now, but my stupid head with itâs stupid rules are extremely difficult to break and work around đ















