Art Is All

Here’s a not-so great love story.

We met and instantly we knew we had something special.

A bond I never had with anyone else, not even my best girl friend.

So, he was my best friend. A really great friend. We talked for hours on end, and I really liked him, again, as a friend. I was in a relationship at the time, and I wasn’t interested in anyone else than my boyfriend who, at that moment, I didn’t already realized that I wasn’t in a good relationship. I wouldn’t call it toxic but it was clear that there was something missing.

Then, one night I spent with some friends and him, I had to go to sleep (because I was working the next morning) and he didn’t want to go home that late (because he lives kinda far) so I offered him to sleep over.

I didn’t know I already had feelings for him.

We talked, until 6 in the morning. I didn’t go to work that day.

We talked about his previous relationship and my current one, and it made me realize how negative it was, and I decided I was gonna take a break from it, to see it through.

I broke up with my boyfriend six days after this. And I realized I had feelings for my best friends a week after.

We took it slow at first, because he had feelings too, and we dated for two months before he broke up with me, saying he didn’t love me anymore.

We’re best friends again, and I couldn’t be happier.

I don’t want to get back in a relationship soon, because this heartbreak really changed me..

But I still love him, I know I can’t forget those feelings.

I have to work. Never stop working.

Mental me: I should take time off

Stressed end of session me:

A day of art ft. The Fœdult

Basically you have to choose if you want to create a lot and still have a social life and get obviously no sleep (because creativity strikes anytime ..)

Orr basically have no social life to have sleep..

And if you sleep well and have a social life: