Notes from an SA Victim
I met this guy,
I met this guy that shined so bright,
It felt like I was looking into a mirror so.
I met this guy that shined so bright,
It felt like I was looking into a mirror so,
I learned his actions,thoughts and feeling but.
It felt like I was looking into a mirror so,
I learned his actions, thoughts and feelings but,
I glimpsed into a cruel part of him because.
I learned his actions, thoughts and feelings but
I glimpsed into a cruel part of him because
He reached out to me when I barely awoke, but felt excused since he was unconscious yet.
I glimpsed into a cruel part of him because he reached out to me when barley awoke but felt excused since he was unconscious yet, refers to me as the “bitch” that ruined his reputation and ego only.
But felt excused since he was unconscious yet refers to me as a ‘bitch’ that ruined his reputation and ego only,
to prove his nice guy status when.
Ruined his reputation and ego only to prove his nice guy status so he can be part of the ‘normal’ guy status when the status allows him to believe the victim status, that says fuck off to the assaulter status,
I wish I could say words that rhyme and call you names because I’m borne with this status, I wish I could believe you were fucked up and did what you did borne status. I wish I could go back to the night just to get others to believe me borne status, because that’s what we do, that’s what victims do borne status.
I wish you got to tell your mom who taught you to respect women, so that she could ask what she should’ve done? If you say that’s fucked up, I have my answer. What should you do if you had a daughter? What would you if the same happened to her ? If you spat that’s fucked up, I have my answer. What should you do if a guy groped her and said that it was a mistake and she was the bitch to tell her loved ones ( and somehow you) about it? If you say that’s fucked up, I have my answer. What would you tell your future partners when they ask you to go slow to build their trust, and you confidently believe in your self control when you couldn’t even fathom that “bitch’s” interpretation of events? If you say that’s fucked up, I have my answer. What would tell the lord when he asks your regrets status? Would you tell them that you behaved this way with a close “bitch” or tell them that you have none?
If you say that’s fucked up, I have all my answers.





















