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Notes from an SA Victim

I met this guy,

I met this guy that shined so bright,

It felt like I was looking into a mirror so.

I met this guy that shined so bright,

It felt like I was looking into a mirror so,

I learned his actions,thoughts and feeling but.

It felt like I was looking into a mirror so,

I learned his actions, thoughts and feelings but,

I glimpsed into a cruel part of him because.

I learned his actions, thoughts and feelings but

I glimpsed into a cruel part of him because

He reached out to me when I barely awoke, but felt excused since he was unconscious yet.

I glimpsed into a cruel part of him because he reached out to me when barley awoke but felt excused since he was unconscious yet, refers to me as the “bitch” that ruined his reputation and ego only.

But felt excused since he was unconscious yet refers to me as a ‘bitch’ that ruined his reputation and ego only,

to prove his nice guy status when.

Ruined his reputation and ego only to prove his nice guy status so he can be part of the ‘normal’ guy status when the status allows him to believe the victim status, that says fuck off to the assaulter status,

I wish I could say words that rhyme and call you names because I’m borne with this status, I wish I could believe you were fucked up and did what you did borne status. I wish I could go back to the night just to get others to believe me borne status, because that’s what we do, that’s what victims do borne status.

I wish you got to tell your mom who taught you to respect women, so that she could ask what she should’ve done? If you say that’s fucked up, I have my answer. What should you do if you had a daughter? What would you if the same happened to her ? If you spat that’s fucked up, I have my answer. What should you do if a guy groped her and said that it was a mistake and she was the bitch to tell her loved ones ( and somehow you) about it? If you say that’s fucked up, I have my answer. What would you tell your future partners when they ask you to go slow to build their trust, and you confidently believe in your self control when you couldn’t even fathom that “bitch’s” interpretation of events? If you say that’s fucked up, I have my answer. What would tell the lord when he asks your regrets status? Would you tell them that you behaved this way with a close “bitch” or tell them that you have none?

If you say that’s fucked up, I have all my answers.

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Someone running in my brain

There comes a moment in every woman’s life where the world begins to move past the very thing that rooted you in this very earth.

There comes a moment in every woman’s life where the space of your attractions heightens your sense of sight and draws the space between you and your fantasies to a breathtaking halt.

There comes a moment in every woman’s life where you feel yourself reach into your temptations and stroke the thoughts that run so deep in your veins.

There comes a moment in every woman’s life where the proud independence you lay so high upon your shoulders, shudder at the sight of a person. The person.

There comes a moment in every woman’s life where you realise that the trust in the past, shifts involuntary focus to the next fearful yet shameful drawing of your mind.

There comes a moment in every woman’s life where the guilt of being unloving and dejected passes into a state where the hands of your fantasy begin to fondle all except your heart.

There comes a moment in every woman’s life that aches to know the passion laced on a man’s lips and the depth of your tug at his bottom lip.

There comes a moment in every woman’s life where your mind pains itself with the hopes, or the leaps to the root of your fake memories .

There comes a moment in every woman’s life that you trust you have left your traumatic love as you holds your chest curious to learn the bustling feelings that can’t bear parting.

There comes a moment in every woman’s life where you clutch the pains, tales, and lessons to allow enough space in your heart to share its smallest asset which only burgeons.

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offtodef-deactivated20221117

ahgase revival: week 2 • favorite ot7 moments

Okay, something that everyone should consider:

I get that a lot of things are happening and ALL issues need to be talked about and shared. People NEED education. That's a fact.

But PLEASE put a trigger warning before sharing videos. ESPECIALLY on Instagram stories because there isn't a way to skip it without seeing a glimpse of something horrifying.

Again, we need to be educated and spread as much information as possible, but numerous people have been through traumatic experiences that they can never erase- let's not remind them of it.

#education #awareness #dont be antipathic

braveshin-deactivated20201012

STAYS! PLZ READ THIS

here's the comment

I am disgusted

stays, this is not a drill. this is not some clownery shit floating around, this is real. Felix's life is on the line. support stray kids with all your might to keep him alive. being an idol is hard and people need to know that. if you truly are a stay, pls support stray kids, even if it's just watching a MV, streaming, voting, buying an album, anything helps. pls. Felix's life is important.

#welovefelix

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If you are outside India, I am practically begging you to reblog this

Last week India passed a blatantly anti-Muslim law that seeks to naturalise millions of immigrants, except if they are Muslims.

In August of this year, India revoked the autonomous status of the Kashmir region, putting a communication blackout on the state. Kashmir has entered the fifth month of no internet and heaviest militarisation of any region in the world.

India is a secular, socialist republic. This bill is anti-constitutional and against the principles on which the country was founded

Naturally, there have been protests across the country. At the forefront of the protests are students from India's public universities.

Police opened fire on peaceful protestors in Jamia Milia Islamia University in Delhi, and Aligarh Muslim University in Uttar Pradesh.

Ever since then, the ruling fascist Hindu nationalist political party, the BJP, has been doctoring videos and sending fake news all over the internet, discrediting protestors and labelling them as terrorists

India has already seen too much religious violence, please please signal boost this, call your representatives, make them aware, get them to make statements. The only thing India and its dictator Modi care about is its image abroad

hardmantle-deactivated20200808

This post is dated December, 2019 so a little update (June, 2020) since I’ve seen it on my dash a lot lately:

Amidst the raging pandemic and our Government’s botched handling of it, GOI has found the time to book student activists under a draconian “anti terrorism” law called the UAPA.

Here’s a brief article about what exactly the UAPA is here. It was written in October last year so it’s before all of this, but it highlights the ways it could be misused, and why it’s a cause for concern.

Here’s another article about the same. Has proved prophetic, because our government NEVER fails to let us down!

Many student activists have been booked under UAPA, like Natasha Narwal and Devangana Kalita. Safoora Zargar, who is pregnant, has been jailed despite concerns about COVID-19 (and this being entirely under an unlawful law).

Here’s a quick twitter thread with the names of other activists booked under UAPA.

[Oh btw, in a completely different story, no charges have been made against those suspected of inciting violence at JNU. It’s under investigation, which sounds promising, but uh, we’ve seen what’s happened in the past. There’s not really a lot of hope there.]

While there are scattered protests about this, and some mild coverage from very few news channels, and people have talked about it a little, it’s been lost under all the noise of the pandemic, the migrant crisis, cyclones, locust invasion and other horrors hitting the country right now. Please, please, PLEASE raise awareness about this.

givemearmstopraywith

via hautehijab on instagram

[Image I.D: Tips for protesting in a hijab.

The less fabric, the better. If you wear a rectangle hijab, tuck in the long ends. Squares are preferred as they’re smaller.

Do not wear pins. Use a magnet if you have one or wear jersey or another hijab that does not require pins.

Bring an extra hijab. Bring an extra hijab in case you get tear gassed- it can linger on the fabric and get reactivated, so it’s best to change. End I.D.]

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aarianas

Today, Breonna Taylor would have turned 27. In honor of her, please consider donating to the gofundme her family has set up, and help those in her community who are fighting for her by donating to Louisville Community Bail Fund . Also, please sign petitions: including the petition set up by the Action PAC (it is aiming for 1 million signatures), the petition that’s been going around social media (it is aiming for 4.5 million signatures), the MoveOn petition (it is aiming for 600,000 signatures), and the ColorofChange petition (it has reached it’s goal of 750,000 signatures, but you can still sign). All of these petitions urge the Kentucky government to hire a special prosecutor to investigate the three police officers responsible for her death, to investigate the Louisville police department, to ensure the LMPD pays her family, and to get Congress to discuss the constitutionality of no-knock warrants. Additionally, visit the website set up by the political committee her family contacted, where you can make calls to key officials.

I got this from a Google Doc but I think it’s hard to access because of how many people who has requested it but here is the tweet with the links to every petition you need to sign (not just ones concerning Breonna) and other place to donate. There are templates provided on that document to help you write an email or make a call to certain officials. I provided links to their emails/websites, in case that’s easier to make use of than making phone calls.

Louisville Metro PD : (502) 574-7111

Twitter

Louisville Mayor Office: (502) 574-2003

Twitter

Governor Beshear’s Office: (502) 564 2611

District Attorney Tom Wine: (502) 595 2300

Attorney General Daniel Cameron: (502) 696-5300

Senator Rand Paul: (202) 224-4343 / (270) 782 8303

Representative John Yarmuth: (202) 225 5401

Kentucky Senators General Hotline: 1-800-372-7181

Also consider looking at these:

Ways To Help

Black Lives Will Always Matter

BLM Links

With the FBI opening the case again, let’s ensure that the 3 officers involved in the murder face jail time, and that the demands in these petitions are met.

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BLACK LIVES MATTER

Fuel campaigns to end State-sanctioned violence, liberate Black people, and end white supremacy forever.

ivyquinzel

This has been getting a lot of notes but if you can reblog the version with the link to donate that would be appreciated!

singinginthecar

you know what scares me? what will you do once george floyd's name fades out of the news cycle? will you go back to your "normal" life or whatever normalcy you've created during this pandemic and forget? will you stop listening, learning, speaking up? will you forget about this and disappear only to come back again until another black person succumbs to state sponsored violence? you probably will. so please don't stop learning. please don't stop listening to and amplifying the voices of black people. please don't stop speaking up. dig deep and find the courage to keep this up. insist that you and everyone you know fight for a future where black people can live without fearing for their lives. a future where white supremacy is fundamentally annihilated.

poguesgold

HOW TO DONATE TO BLM WHEN YOU HAVE NO MONEY

a black woman named zoe amira posted a video on youtube. this video is an hour long and filled with art and music from black creators. it has a ton of ads, and in result will rack up a ton of revenue. 100% of the ad revenue from the video will be dispersed between various blm organizations, including bail-out funds for protesters. it will be split between the following, dependent on necessity

brooklyn bail fund

minnesota freedom fund

atlanta action network

columbus freedom fund

louisville community bail fund

chicago bond

black visions collective

richmond community bail fund

the bail project inc

nw com bail fund

philadelphia bail fund

the korchhinski-parquet family gofundme

george floyd’s family gofundme

blacklivesmatter.com

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aclu

turn off your adblocker and put the video on repeat. do not skip ads. let it play on loop whether you’re listening or not. mute the tab if you need to focus elsewhere. but let. it. play.

youtube will donate to blm for you.

please, please reblog. for people who don’t have money to spare, this is incredibly important information to have.

gothgfs

pride month starts tomorrow, but don’t let that distract from continuing to protest and donate in support of black lives matter. here are some black lgbt funds to donate to if you are able:

center for black equity

homeless black trans woman fund

miss major’s monthly fundraising circle

pay black trans women

marsha p johnson institute

google doc full of organizations and funds

also, i know many pride events have been cancelled due to covid-19, but if you are going in public to protest or to another event, please be careful and wear a mask. covid is still going on through all this

theblackoutofficial

#Blackout for Minneapolis. For Louisville. For Toronto. For Brooklyn. #Blackout for Us All.

To the #Blackout Community and Tumblr at large,

We know you must have a lot of questions or are feeling distressed about the news. The world has been dealing with a lot this year, and it is an especially harrowing time for Black Americans and Black folks abroad. We know your biggest question right now could be summed up by a quote from Toni Morrison:

“What can I do where I am?”

Here at #TheBlackout, we have decided to help you start finding an answer to that question - we feel that we need each other. We need unity, organization, a clear sense of direction, but more importantly, a space where you can be yourself without judgement or fear.

So, in addition to boosting your art and businesses, our highest priority right now is to provide you all with resources to help you start from where you are.

This is a masterpost of places you can donate, find mental health + spaces for radical self-care, and just do something fun. We will be adding on as things change.

Donate/Boost/Sign:

Minneapolis Freedom Bail Fund & Louisville Community Bail Fund

Reclaim the Block

Black Visions Collective

The Official GoFundMe of George Floyd’s Family

Official Petition for Breonna Taylor

Justice for Regis Official Fund

Justice for Tony McDade Petition

Black Lives Matter Network

Mental Health Resources:

Ethel’s Club - Black-owned and operated social club offering access to Black therapists and a multitude of creative events for People of Color.

Crisis Text Line - A different approach to crisis intervention, Crisis Text Line offers you help when you text 741-741. You’ll be able to chat with someone who is willing to listen and provide you with additional resources.

Shine Text. – Black-owned! Sign up to receive cheerful texts and tips every day.

Therapy For Black Girls - A Black-owned a directory to help you find Black therapists in your area.

Tips for Organizing/Protesting:

Knowing your rights - ACLU

How To Prepare for a Protest. (Remember to wear a mask in or to protect yourself!)

A Twitter thread of suggested readings

Fun Online Communities and Things to Do:

Some of our favorite online communities.

Nerd Culture: @blacknerdproblems, @superheroesincolor

Poetry and Literary Spaces: Cave Canem Literary Balms program for Black poets, Nuyorician Online Open Mic Events, Well-Read Black Girl

Podcasts: Therapy For Black Girls, Strong Black Legends by Netflix’s Strong Black Lead, The Read with Crissle and Kid Fury.

Hobbies: #BlackBirdersWeek by BlackAFinSTEM (5/31 - 6/8), Wellness Week by Black Girl Gamers.

Join us for the 5/31 Emergency #Blackout/#BlackoutDay here on Tumblr and Twitter.

Update (5/30/2020 4:41 PM EST): Our original post included a memorial link to Tony McDade. We corrected the link to an ongoing petition. As of this posting, there is no official memorial fund collections for Tony McDade.

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If you haven’t already please sign these petitions. It’ll only take about a minute of your time.

Sign the petition: Demand all the police officers are charged for murdering George Floyd.

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Justice for George Floyd

And if you can, please donate here

On May 25, 2020, my life shattered as I learned of the tragic passing of my dear b… Philonise Floyd needs your support for Official George F

Minnesota Freedom Fund

selenastaylors

i just hope all of my black followers, mutuals, etc know that your voice matters and that your voice needs to be heard. you matter and should always matter. im so sorry people are gross. and im so sorry this is still happening in 2020.

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