Nightmare Nightmare Nightmare.

I don’t know how much longer I’m gonna be able to do this. I’m so so tired. I’m either uncomfortable, in pain, or both. Never just comfortable and painless. Genuinely why did I deserve this. This is going to kill me.

I got my bloodwork today and had to get both arms poked because the arm I usually use for labs didn’t want to work. This is the second time this has happened and I ended up stuck in my bed for the rest of the day because of how sick it made me. Genuinely when will this bullshit end. I’ve gotten 20 views on my kofi and zero donations. Still no word from my job and no employers have gotten back to me.

I also have a huge fucking hole in the side of one of my teeth now!!!! God fucking dammit! I haven’t gotten anything in my Kofi so far so if anyone can rb my pinned I would appreciate it because now I have dental bills to worry about on top of everything.

Also my doctor is going to test me for Adrenal Insufficiency and I’m kinda scared about that Hahahahaha. Hah. Ahahahhhhh.

I’m actually really pissed about getting fired from my other job Because I Asked If Accommodations Were Possible. Because what the fuck??? I didn’t even say “I need this is that ok” I asked if it was ok and possible to use my wheelchair and she fired me. Is that even fucking legal??? I know I live in an at-will state but that has to be clear discrimination right???? Right??????????

I’m genuinely starting to think people will only believe that I’m sick if I die from this.

I’m actually going to lose my fucking mind i cant do this anymore i have had to leave my station at work to dry heave threw fucking times in two hours i cant do this i cant fucking do this i wakt to know whats wrong with me

I genuinely wish mobility aides were cheaper what do you mean my genuinely cheapest option rn for a wheelchair is $599.