im gay

everything is so scary. thank god for plushies

it's such a blessing that we can hear a smile in a person's voice

every few months i have to re-realize that the purpose of life is art

I love that Duang and Qin are autistic for autistic but opposite ends of the spectrum romance because it's perfect. Duang thinks outloud, takes everyone literally and at face value, doesn't read into anything, constantly moves and stims, big emotion is a big reaction and has absolutely never even heard of a poker face let alone had one. Qin internalizes everything, rarely expresses anything on his face, takes time to process everything silently, gets frustrated by big emotions, prefers solitude and silence, constantly self-isolating to soothe himself, slow to use words to express himself. They're just perfect together because they form such an amazing balance of love and respect and understanding. Because Duang might be an overenthusiastic puppy but he's also too much of a literal thinker to break a specifically requested boundary while also being too literal to be driven away by anything less and Qin is a tsundere because he takes so much time to process his own emotions but that doesn't mean he doesn't feel them just that he needs 1-2 business days to face them. It's perfect.