Hazy City

This is the last day of a shitty year I personally want to forget. I'm going to get dressed up and go out and shed this awful thing. I'm not even going to be passive aggressive here. Someone I consider a friend has left me hanging. I understand needing to take time for yourself, but fucking let me know. It makes me feel like shit and I didn't do anything wrong. And if I did I have no way of knowing because I'm not a mind reader. Also I'm glad we are moving in April and won't be having roommates, it was a stupid idea. I don't mean to hurt anyone's feelings but I can't do it again. It only makes things more complicated. I guess I just need to distance myself. And for the record I haven't done any drugs since the Christmas party. I had such a bad time that I haven't wanted to feel that way again. I'm also trying to get a real job so I can afford to live like an adult. I'm done being a kid and I feel like most of the people around me aren't. Peace out 2016, you're a piece of shit. PS don't feel like you need to ask me if I'm OK, I'll be fine. I'm just venting.