do you want to play a game?Â
I have some questions for you. If you have some time to spare. Yes I know in your case that shit is rare, you always caught in your own head. During those dark episodes it seems like you are glued to your bed.Â
But still I want to ask if you donât mind. Some answers might be hard to find, but donât think too much try to speak your truth right away before your delusional self tries to stay. You cannot plead the fifth when it comes to this game - and there is a small possibility that once this questionnaire is done you wonât be the same.Â
So let me start if thatâs ok with you but remember what ever you tell me has to be honest, has to be true. I want to thank you in advance for your participation for that matter, letâs see if this experiment is for the worst or the better.Â
Do you feel like everything is getting too much from time to time? Are you annoyed that everything I write seems to rhyme? Is there a void you are trying to fill so you wonât feel so empty inside? Has it been a while since you played your favorite music and went for a ride? Are you awake through the night? Are you looking for someone to just hold you tight, until those days of darkness pass as they always do? When was the last time you did something new? Do you really care about yourself, your physical, your mental health? Are you checking on your friends, do they check on you? Are you still thinking about your old boo? Do you think itâs your fault it did not work out? Are there moments where all you want to do is shout and not to be heard? Are you hurt? Did you hurt someone recently, did you do someone wrong? Admit it you still thinking about that song. That song that was playing in the background during your first kiss, donât you? I hate to remind you, but your answer must be true. Did you lie to yourself by saying : itâs all good, I am alright? Does being you just doesnât feel right? Would you like to end it once and for all? And then you think about the people you claim to love and you stall? Do you understand that you are a unique being? One in a million thatâs for sure, canât you see that you are pure? Havenât you made it out of this misery before? I understand you feel sore, but can you keep going for a bit? Life is more than a funny skit, you have to get serious at some point. Do you feel better when you finish that joint? Does reality hurt less when you are high? Are you really ready to say goodbye? I mean you would not actually say it, you would just run and never return like the lost son. Are you capable of grasping that your fate is in your hands and you have the control? Can you relate to the lyrics of Oasisâ Wonderwall? Do you believe that anybody feels the way you do about you now? Are there many things you would like to say to yourself but you donât know how? Now we coming to the hard ones indeed, donât think too much answer with speed. Are you really okay or do you just pretend ? What is it that you regret, or resent? And is it really worth it since you canât change it anymore? Who would you love to have in this moment, right now, knocking at your door? What would you like to tell yourself in order to heal ? Is your self love real? I mean really real the way it should be? Can you ever forgive me? I mean forgive yourself because I am just asking and you agreed to play. Is there a better way? We ainât got time left to go deeper in that matter. I just want to remind you, after worse usually follows better.Â
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