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ooc | my mom cancelled our terrible internet today however we won’t be getting new internet until tuesday so lol rip.

i’ll be lurking and maybe writing stuff that isn’t formatted like it is when i’m on my laptop. hope you guys don’t hate me xx

#this is my main blog #ooc #hiatus

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for @anotherdayinthefleet

With his PADD in hand, Spock made his way to the garden behind the embassy on Risa. This place was quite possibly the only quiet place Spock could find outside of his bedroom. The water flowed from a stone, manmade waterfall and into a small pond that was home to several fish and amphibians of Risa, and the sound was immensely calming to Spock’s old ears.

The ambassador chose a small, ornate bench that had a good view of the entire garden. From his perch in the center, Spock could admire the beauty of the bright yellow and faded pink flowers that were in full bloom all around the garden. He could’ve smiled at a picture like this, but instead he just inhaled the sweet aroma and began to write replies to messages from what seemed like everyone in the entire quadrant. He wrote the last message he needed to the night before, but now in the garden, he had at least eighty more to write.

With a sigh and a clearing of the throat, Spock chose the oldest message and began to type away, looking up at the pale blue sky every now and then to comfort his eyes. Soon, he heard a familiar voice behind the doors that led back into the embassy, and he quickly put his PADD to sleep and set it beside him. The Vulcan stood, his hands clasped comfortably in front of his waist, hands feeling the soft fabric of his robes. His back was turned to face the doors as the gentle breeze brought a short s h i v e r to his exposed neck and hands.

The door opened after some time, but Spock did not turn around to face it just yet, seeming to admire the brightest bush of yellow blossoms in the garden. He didn’t have to turn around to know it was his old friend, or at least his old friend’s counter part. “Jim, what brings you to Risa?”

#anotherdayinthefleet #verse ; the next step #sorry this took a while!

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neetols

I just imagined the amount of Vulcan screaming Sarek must have done in The Search for Spock when he found out his son’s coworkers just launched Spock’s body in outer space without giving him a proper Vulcan funeral fkekfkckdkdl

#musings #poor dad lmao

"I do not argue with obstinate men. I act in spite of them."

Spock sighed, his breath almost t i r e d as it came from his nostrils. His hands were folded gently in his lap as he looked at the chess board in front of him. Usually he preferred 3-D chess, but he’d found himself wanting a more casual game tonight. The woman in front of Spock was certainly irritated, and he knew the exact reason, even if she wasn’t going to admit it anytime soon. He moved his rook in silence before looking up at his much younger companion with a calm and slightly amused look.

“I always make an effort to stay out of my counter part’s life and timeline, however, I can assure you, Nyota, he only means to aid you in life, not hold you back. Even if he is rather stubborn at times,” he explained with a quiet voice, hoping Uhura would keep his observations to herself.

#kajunpakt #[answered]#verse ; tbd #thanks love!

Agatha Christie Starters

"One must seek the truth within."

"Imagine how some unfortunate master criminal would feel, on coming down to do a murder, if he found that Sherlock Holmes was putting in the weekend there."

"Ah, but life is like that! It does not permit you to arrange and order it as you will."

"Unless you are good at guessing, it is not much use being a detective."

"I am all that there is of the most real."

"Ah, the why must never be obvious. That is the whole point."

"What you do not understand is that there are things that cannot be bought."

"Rest assured, I am the best."

"I do not argue with obstinate men. I act in spite of them."

"It is the courage, the insistence, the ruthless force of youth."

"You are crazy, or appear crazy or you think you are crazy, and possibly you may be crazy."

"If you've lost, you've lost."

"I do hate this differentiation between the sexes."

"I really cannot understand the point of what you're saying."

"You are a philosopher?"

"Use that fluff of yours you call a brain."

"I enrage myself with an imbecile."

"Two words can express volumes."

"Sensationalism dies quickly, fear is long-lived."

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spctlessminds

this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion. i’ve divided it up into two categories ( light & dark ) based on the themes. some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions. please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘ at night i dream of you. ’ ‘ don’t give up yet. you still have time to fix things. ’ ‘ falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack. ’ ‘ i am still so weak when it comes to you. ’ ‘ i can’t believe i let myself let you down. ’ ‘ i don’t care where we go when we die, as long as i’m with you. ’ ‘ i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late. ’ ‘ i feel so warm & safe when you talk to me. maybe i could love you if you’d let me. ’ ‘ i finally let the right people in & i have never felt so loved. ’ ‘ i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone. ’ ‘ i lived in your permafrost for twenty years & then you looked at me & i felt the warmth of spring. ’ ‘ i once wished you’d leave me alone, but i take it back. ’ ‘ i want to be able to love someone else, but you stretch your arms & spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else. ’ ‘ i want to believe that we got it right this time. ’ ‘ i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely. ’ ‘ i would travel across the world to be by your side, because as long as you are with me, anywhere is a perfect place to me. ’ ‘ it took me awhile to realize it myself, but you are not what other people say you are. ’ ‘ it’s not that i really need you, but life would be pretty boring without you around. there’s no one i would rather be with. ’ ‘ i’d like to stay like this for awhile. ’ ‘ life & death don’t have to be so boring, let’s make both an adventure. ’ ‘ life imitates art, they say. i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke. ’ ‘ live your life so that when you die, souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales. ’ ‘ make your exes jealous & your past self proud. ’ ‘ maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on. ’ ‘ never get caught falling harder. they’ll never let you back up. ’ ‘ please don’t go. ’ ‘ some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it & succumb. ’ ‘ sometimes, you’ll find it hard to keep going, but you always will. ’ ‘ the desire i feel for you is that same itching, insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction. ’ ‘ the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad. ’ ‘ there is absolutely nothing & no one who can stop me. ’ ‘ there is no route of losing you that is without pain. ’ ‘ there’s still room for adventure & there is no one i’d rather have by my side. ’ ‘ things didn’t turn out the way i planned, but i’m alright with that. ’ ‘ we could be really incredible together, you know? ’ ‘ you are beautiful & vibrant & confident. you are light & laughter incarnate & every fiber of your being screams freedom & joy. when i am with you, i am truly happy. ’ ‘ you are starlight incarnate, from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think. blessed are any to be loved by you. ’ ‘ you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you. ’ ‘ you call me yours & i have no idea what that even means to you. ’ ‘ you remind me of bubblegum & sweets; soft & pink & warm. you are strong in the gentlest way. you are so stubbornly kind. i wish i could be like that. ’ ‘ you still visit me while i sleep sometimes. your fingers trace my spine & i listen to you breathe. please stop haunting me. ’ ‘ ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you. ’

D A R K

‘ a thousand empty bottles & fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day. ’ ‘ everyone else has moved on, but i am still here. ’ ‘ everything about you screams danger. ’ ‘ everything is worthless to you & you, in turn, became worthless. ’ ‘ for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress. ’ ‘ freedom is really hard to get used to. ’ ‘ how could you do this to me? how fucking could you? ’ ‘ i am becoming everything we always dreamed of & i am leaving you behind. ’ ‘ i buried you so well that you might as well have died. ’ ‘ i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead & not the monster you became. ’ ‘ i can’t look at you. not now, not ever. ’ ‘ i don’t ask how you’ve been. what’s the point? you’d lie anyways. ’ ‘ i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest. ’ ‘ i haunted this house first. there is no room for you here. ’ ‘ i have a right to be upset. i loved them too, you know. ’ ‘ i just want it to end. i want it to all go away. i want to go away. ’ ‘ i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing, but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous. ’ ‘ i saw your face today & didn’t feel anything. i am free. ’ ‘ i tried to save you, but you didn’t want to be saved. you just wanted someone to suffer with you. ’ ‘ it’s almost as if you were never here. ’ ‘ it’s unhealthy to do these things, you tell me. you say it’s time to stop smoking, time to stop gambling, & dammit, i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you. i sure hope you’re right, darling. ’ ‘ i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind ’ ‘ i’m not really scared to die. i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone. ’ ‘ i’m not the person you left behind anymore. there’s no one here to miss. ’ ‘ i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive. ’ ‘ i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals & ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you. ’ ‘ i’ve never been completely satisfied. i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death. ’ ‘ no motive other than pleasure, my dear. ’ ‘ one day i’ll go or you will. either way, it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself. ’ ‘ our dreams & promises decay along with you. ’ ‘ the leaves change, but nothing else does. ’ ‘ the only difference between avoiding & leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you. ’ ‘ there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you. ’ ‘ there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage. ’ ‘ things aren’t going as i hoped. maybe if i die, i can start over again? better luck next time. ’ ‘ this is not something to be proud of. this is a tragedy. ’ ‘ trying to get rid of me? oh honey, you’ll have to try much harder than that. ’ ‘ trying to get under my skin? you’re nothing more than a pesky itch. ’ ‘ unlike you, i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger. ’ ‘ weeping is for gods & martyrs, we cannot afford such luxuries. ’ ‘ would you even miss me? ’ ‘ you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart. ’ ‘ you complain nonstop about being unloved & alone, i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true. ’ ‘ you don’t know what it’s like. ’ ‘ you made this so fucking easy for me. ’ ‘ you should see me as a threat. i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you. i am a walking threat. ’ ‘ you think i’m already gone, but i’m still fighting. ’ ‘ you think i’m dead, but i’m just dying. ’ ‘ you were never an addiction, you were a fucking disease. ’ ‘ you wouldn’t dare cross me. i am god & you are the soil beneath my feet. ’ ‘ your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity. ’ ‘ your fingers are so cold & bruised, but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference. ’ ‘ your hair is tied in a noose & your fingernails are razor blades, your lips are poison & i will gratefully kiss them. ’ ‘ your hatred has a body count & we will not forget. ’ ‘ your loss, not mine. ’ ‘ you’re a sick fuck. you know that? ’ ‘ you’re not gentle with me & i would never ask you to be. ’ ‘ you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore, it’s a pit. ’

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leifor

remember how i promised to colour the sketch i did for @gj-fangirls ‘s wonderful spirk superhero AU? here it is!

and i threw in another drawing too, because glasses (also spock totally uses pink blush makeup for the disguise, right?)

also you mentioned pike as the editor, so here he is (i just couldn’t stop lol)

i hope it’s okay i drew so much for your au hahahh

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@starjourney | sc.

Spock listened to the low hum of the ship and almost felt his lips curl upward. This was a very interesting event to say the least; a wormhole had opened near New Vulcan, and when he’d figured out it was stable, he’d meant to return to his home and give the good news, but the Vulcan had gotten caught in the wormhole’s gravity, and pulled through. Spock’s small ship was safely on the other side, but he couldn’t really tell what the other side was, until he saw the ship. The Enterprise. Well, the Enterprise before she was his Enterprise.

After some slight deceit and a little risk taking, Spock was exactly where he wasn’t supposed to be. He knew it was safe to go back through the wormhole, but he couldn’t resist seeing the first incarnation of the Enterprise with his own eyes.

As he made his way down to the mess hall, he heard steps behind him, and he turned to face them. The ship’s linguist was trailing slowly behind. He nodded his head slightly to greet her, and decided to be the first to say anything in the mostly empty hallway. “Your Captain is very accommodating, I must say. I know making changes in temperature for one guest is not regulation,” he spoke in Vulcan, mostly testing her ability in the language. He could try a few other languages with her, but he wasn’t sure if these explorers had made it to those species yet.

#starters #starjourney #verse ; tbd #hope this is okay!

horrificmemes

Confess a dark, twisted, or otherwise sinful thought your muse has had about mine.

On or off anon, it’s up to you!

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charmingart013

#musings #spocko likes cats okay

❄️ (either half or true form)

accepting | find spock out in the cold alone

His fingertips were numb, and through half-lidded eyes, he could see they were discolored and bruised. Spock felt his head fall backward onto the ground and his eyes were shut without effort. The Vulcan’s chest was so heavy that he felt like something was sitting on him.

Spock was sure he’d imagined the sound of wings flapping, since he’d seen no sign of birds on the planet’s surface, but when he heard footsteps coming near him, he knew it was real. Eyelids cold and heavy, he forced open his eyes and tried to speak with such an irritated throat. “Wh-who is there?” He could hardly see anything, but he could see a tail near the snow on the ground before his eyes fell shut again.

#karmaelyon #[answered]#spocko why would you not bring a sweater #verse ; tbd

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@scottisms | sc.

Quiet clicks of boot heels flowed d o w n the hall as Spock walked to the engineering room of the Enterprise, his arms resting comfortably behind his back. He’d been summoned by the Chief Engineer to talk about, well, he didn’t really know. He’d been hoping it wasn’t another one his rants about Starfleet’s incompetency to approve of his plans and requests.

Spock felt a little more pleasant in the engineering room, mostly because of the minor increase in temperature compared to the rest of the ship. The Vulcan took a short breath and stepped further into the engineering room, and failed to find Mister Scott anywhere. “Mr. Scott, you asked for my presence about six minutes ago,” he announced, talking to the air as he wondered where the Engineer was.

#starters #scottisms #verse ; tbd #hope this is alright!

naragun-deactivated20161113

I highly recommend you follow the person I reblogged this from.

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