jealous man

Jealousy is consuming me as of late I watch the women I love so much with another man, as I can do nothing but watch and be happy for them I struggle to be happy myself when I see them together. I become so sick

Her birthday isn't far from now and I got her something i hope shell enjoy it and find it cute enough to display.

Whenever I fall asleep at night im always thinking about her, I wonder if she would think of me the way I think of her as I sleep.

I watch his hand on her caressing her i wish it was me, but as long as I can see her being happy I can be happy, im not a good man after all.

When she compliments me it drives me crazy, she said I smell good, like of course I do i did it for you and only you.

Her scent is so intoxicating it fills the room and i can't get enough.

I may overly be freaky but I want to hold her close and cuddle and fall asleep.