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𝑰𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒅𝒖𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 :

★ Vernard Mürrisch (?)

★ Crest : White Lynx

𝑭𝒂𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒔 :

→ 𝚅𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚛𝚍 & 𝙿𝚁𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎 (updating) :

★ Reading Between The Lines (Leon Dompteur)

★ Sweetness Of Understanding (Yves Kloss)

★ The White Tiger And The White Lynx (Chevalier Michel)

★ The Night Wanderer (Jin Grandet & Clavis Lelouch)

★ Unspoken Agreement (Nokto Klein)

★ Little Moments, Big Effects (Luke Randolph)

→ 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 :

✿ Beneath The Silver Glow

✿ Beneath The Autumn Rain

✿ Leaves Of Change

✿ The Moon's Gaze

✿ Autumn's Golden Lament

✿ Gossamer Of Threads

✿ A Sprinkle Of Cinnamon

✿ Feast And Facade

✿ Years The Snow Forgot

→ 𝙱𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚜 (updating) :

❥ Between Cheers And Scorns (1st Year)

❥ I Didn't Want To Be Alone (2nd Year)

→ 𝙱𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝙾𝙵 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 (updating) :

✦ The Day Vernard Respected Yves

𝑴𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝑹𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒆 :

❉ COMING SOON ❉

𝑺𝒆𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒍 :

❉ COMING SOON ❉

𝑬𝒅𝒊𝒕𝒔 :

Beast encyclopedia

True love. For someone like me ( Version 1 , Version 2 )

Rumors about Vernard

“Watch ads to enjoy more” page (Vernard version)

Vernard's appreciation society chatroom

Part 1 , Part 2 , Part 3 , Part 4 , Part 5

Downloading page

Devs note (Vernard's version)

Vernard's route's opening part

𝑨𝒓𝒕𝒔 :

Main Route (Chose Suitor)

Vernard Mürrisch taking over the app

Blinded with snow

The second and the unranked

Angel Vernard

3rd partner in crime (?)

Vernard's bedroom

You pressed the back of your hand to your mouth now, eyes burning. You're being ridiculous, you told yourself firmly, the way you had been telling yourself for the past twenty minutes, and it was working about as well as it had been working for the past twenty minutes.

The library blurred softly at the edges.

"If you are going to weep, at least do it somewhere that doesn't echo."

You spun around.

Chevalier sat in the high-backed chair nearest the far window — your eyes had simply slid over him in the dark — a book open across one knee, his pale gaze lifting from the page with the mild irritation of someone whose evening had been interrupted. He looked as immaculate as ever. Platinum hair. Sharp jaw. The particular expression he wore when he was cataloguing you, which was most of the time.

"I — " Your voice came out wrong. You stopped. Tried again. "I didn't know you were here."

"Evidently." He turned a page. "You made quite an entrance for someone attempting to be invisible."

"I'll go." You were already reaching for the door handle. Your throat ached with the effort of keeping your voice level. "Forgive me, I didn't mean to intrude on your —"

"I didn't tell you to leave."

You paused.

Chevalier had not looked up from his book. The firelight caught the edge of his profile, the downward cast of his pale lashes, the faint tension in his jaw that you had only learned to read after months of careful study. He turned another page, deliberate and unhurried, and said nothing further.

Which was, you had come to understand, his way of saying stay.

You let go of the door handle.

The silence stretched between you, not uncomfortably — or at least, not in the way silence usually was. You crossed to the window seat on the opposite side of the room, tucking yourself into the corner of it, pulling your knees up slightly and staring out at the dark garden below. The moon was high and cold. The tears that had been threatening to spill simply sat behind your eyes like unwanted guests who had nowhere else to go.

Several minutes passed.

"Who was it."

It wasn't a question, precisely. His voice was even, almost disinterested, the way it always was when he was paying the most attention.

You glanced at him. He still had not looked up from the book.

"It doesn't matter," you said quietly.

"That is not an answer."

"Chevalier —"

"You came into my library at half past ten with red eyes and the particular expression of someone who has been told something they didn't know how to refute." He finally turned to look at you then, and the steadiness of his gaze was almost unbearable. "So. Who was it."

You looked back at the window. The garden. The cold, indifferent moon.

"The Duchess of Varell," you admitted, after a moment. "She said —" You stopped. The words felt embarrassing to repeat out loud, here, in front of him. "It was nothing important. She's right, anyway. It's nothing I hadn't already thought myself."

A pause.

"What did she say."

"That I don't belong here." You laughed quietly, and it came out slightly broken at the edges. "Hardly an original observation. I know that. I *know* that, I just —" You pressed your fingers to your mouth briefly. "I couldn't stop thinking about it. Which is absurd. I don't even particularly like the court."

The fire crackled. Somewhere in the walls, the old palace settled with a low groan.

Then there was the soft sound of a book being closed.

You looked up, startled. Chevalier had set it aside on the arm of the chair — carefully, with the kind of precision he applied to everything — and was watching you with an expression you didn't immediately have a name for. Not soft. It was never soft, with him. But there was something in the set of his mouth, in the quality of his attention, that was different from the usual cold appraisal.

"Come here," he said.

You stared at him.

"Chevalier, I'm fine —"

"You are visibly not fine, and you have been sitting across the room being not fine for the better part of ten minutes." He held your gaze with the particular kind of calm that brooked no argument. "I won't repeat myself."

Slowly, you uncurled from the window seat.

You crossed the room and stood before him, feeling somewhat ridiculous, and he reached out without ceremony and took your wrist, pulling you down until you were sitting on the footstool in front of his chair, close enough that his knee nearly touched yours. He studied your face the way he studied everything — thoroughly, without sentiment, missing nothing.

"She is a duchess," he said, at last. "She has spent thirty years learning to locate the precise fault line in a person and apply pressure to it in company. The fact that she succeeded tells me nothing about you and everything about her investment in keeping you diminished."

You blinked. "That's — that's not —"

"You are also catastrophically poor at distinguishing between a statement designed to wound and a statement that is true." He said it flatly, without cruelty. "They are not the same thing. Conflating them is a habit you should correct."

"So you think she's wrong," you said slowly.

Chevalier's eyes moved over your face — unhurried, precise. "I think," he said, "that belonging is a question of utility and competence, and you have demonstrated both. Repeatedly. To anyone with the capacity to observe it." A faint pause. "The duchess is not, from what I have seen, a particularly observant woman."

Something loosened in your chest. Just a little. Just enough.

"That's almost a compliment," you said.

"It is an accurate assessment. Don't romanticize it."

A surprised laugh escaped you — a real one, slightly watery at the edges, but real. Chevalier's expression didn't change exactly, but something shifted in his eyes, something almost imperceptibly warmer, gone before you could be certain you had seen it.

"You're terrible at this," you told him softly.

"I am not attempting to be anything," he said. "I am telling you the truth. The two of you are not equivalent. Stop treating her words as though they carry any authority over what you are."

The tears that had been waiting all evening finally made up their minds. You felt one slip down your cheek before you could catch it, and you turned your face away, embarrassed, pressing your fingers to your eyes.

"Sorry," you murmured. "Sorry, I'm not —"

"Stop apologizing." His voice was lower now. Not softer, exactly, but lower. More deliberate.

You felt his hand — cool, dry, unhesitant — come to rest at the back of your head, a careful weight, and then with the same measured precision with which he did everything, he drew you forward until your forehead rested against his knee. He didn't say anything. He simply rested his hand against your hair, and let you.

You breathed.

The fire burned low and golden beside you. The library smelled of old pages and candle smoke and something underneath it that was simply, irreducibly *him.* The tears came quietly, without drama, and he did not comment on them or try to stop them or offer you hollow words about how everything would be all right. He simply stayed exactly where he was, his hand a steady and unmoving anchor, and let the silence do the work that words were never quite built for.

After a while — you couldn't have said how long — you exhaled slowly, and sat back, and found that the unbearable weight behind your ribs had diminished to something manageable.

Chevalier looked down at you. His expression was still composed, still unreadable in the way that had once intimidated you and now, after all this time, simply felt like his particular version of peace.

"Better," he said. Not asked.

"Better," you agreed quietly.

He retrieved his book from the arm of the chair. Opened it to where he had left off, as precisely as though no time had passed at all. But he didn't move back — he stayed exactly as he was, close, your shoulder nearly against his leg, and the hand that had been in your hair settled instead at your shoulder. Light. Present.

"You may stay," he said, to the page. "If you intend to be quiet about it."

You leaned your head back against the arm of the chair. Looked up at the candle-shadowed ceiling.

"I'm always quiet," you said.

"You are, in fact, almost never quiet." He turned a page. "But I find that I don't particularly object to it."

You smiled — small, tired, genuine — and closed your eyes.

The fire crackled. The palace settled around you. And Chevalier read on in silence, his hand never leaving your shoulder, steady as everything he refused to say out loud.