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Learn what is to be taken seriously and laugh at the rest.
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Assassination of character or maybe my ego
You don’t realise how fuckin’ completely brittle you are
You don’t realise how words can cut you open and bleed you dry
You don’t realise how helpless you feel
Until it happens to you
When someone makes a false claim about your character
Especially when all your life you’ve sealed yourself and somehow managed to stay very far away from the madding crowd . And then one fine day a misinformed person comes in and says something that goes entirely against the perfect image you. It takes two second to shatter someone’s soul. Two second to assassinate someone’s character. Two seconds to ruin someone’s relationship someone’s life
Two seconds.....
Although what happened to me isn’t a big deal but oh God has this affected me in the greatest of ways
I’ve been in deep thought since last night and I’ve decided, I’ve decided to FUCKING pause and not over use words and be careful and selective of what may come out of my mouth.
Tongue, now I know why so many will go to hell because of it.
Tongue the sinner. Tongue the liar. Tongue the cheat. Tongue the life ruiner. Tongue the Wrecker. Tongue the destroyer. Tongue the misguider.
I have this constant feeling of being skinned alive while simultaneously being cut in half with something blunt. Maybe that’s the anxiety aspect of it.
Maybe it’s the ego part of it because this is the first time someone has pointed a finger at me and I’ve been so uptight all my life that it’s just offending my inner animal aka my ego
Anxiety part deux
Who says anxiety doesn’t have physical manifestations
Let’s talk about my sweat soaked shirt
My clammy hands and feet
My trembling hands
My quavering speech
Let’s talk about the vomit that still floats in the sea
Let’s talk about the acne breakout
Let’s talk about the mother fucking heart which is pacing like it’s running for its life
My breath which comes out in short bursts
The diarrhoea. The cramps.
The tensing of the muscles in my back
The fucking night time grinding of my teeth
Flattening of my molars, the ache of my masseter waking me up in the middle of the night
THE INSOMNIA , when my own body betrays me and becomes my night time prison
Are you telling me I’ve thought this up? Conjured it out of space? This is happening. This is happening most of the time. But majority of the time the other person doesn’t even know that you’re just sitting there spaced out staring at the wall fighting your own demons, so sorry I spaced out when you’re talking about your children. I care. But I need to slay my demons before they possess me body and soil
There are days when My demons are loud they drown out the speech of other people. Loud enough to take over my actions.
Louderrrr when I become them.
My demon makes me do things I regret when the heart settles and the mind comes back in play. I am a person trying to achieve perfection but here I am standing at 5’6 made up entirely of flaws and regrets.
I am trying. Everyday. Day at a time. Hour at a time. By the minute. Here I’m controlling my breath by the second..
My problem is that I’ll randomly get really motivated to do shit, but it’s within such a small window of time that I must do the thing at that EXACT moment and if I don’t the moment passes and I’ll have to wait like at least whole month for another random burst of motivation to do the thing ya feel

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The past few weeks have had a toll on me. For once in 8 years I want everything to be alright
Nobody triggers a girl like her mother.
The kind of love which saves you
There are days I wonder how the fuck I’ve gotten into some things.
Like I look at my life and ask myself how the fuck I managed to get into a situation like that
I ask myself this question once too many times!
Take the olive branch and shove it far up your ass. Because I’m not a big enough person...yet. And might never be for such things. So here’s a GIANT FUCK YOU for every time you made me feel small and not good enough!

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Who, me?
Rejection is the most humbling yet devastating experience ever! Yes, in all sorts of relationships. Just at the top of my mind:
1. Job rejection/ Rejection of your work/capabilities
2. When The patient rejects your treatment
3. Rejection by people who gave birth to you, yes it’s been 25 years. That’s why it’s no.3. But it’s such a painful burn thus it’s still in the top3.
4. Rejection from the one whom you’ve bared your soul to. Especially in friendships. But stands with all relationships. Relationships who see through you.
5. Rejection after being intimate with someone
6. Rejection because of your Race, religion, creed and your beliefs.
7. Rejection after accomplishments
8. Rejection by little kids
9. Ghosting
10. Rejection from your peers
I don’t know. This list could go on forever but these were on top of my mind. It’s coming from 25 years of rejection and insecurities. Having to QUESTION every nice thing someone does for me. After 25 years of neglect and reject I have no idea what I’m capable of. I’m like unchartered territory with no idea what I can and cannot do. Who and what I can love. Because Constant rejection has shaped my life choices in the fear of further rejection.
Not only have you ruined such a great name for me. It’s actually painful when I come across your name.
I think we all just want someone who can see the beauty we can’t see in ourselves. Not someone that romanticizes the mess and calls it beautiful, but someone that walks boldly into our brokenness, sees us spread-eagle in the middle of the wreckage and says that we’re worth salvaging.
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Growing up means that you finally understand how effin toxic Yang and Burke were for each other. It was a toxic as fuck relationship and I finally see it. Wow.
Just a little more
I don’t need the start of a new year to make a resolution. Just a day, just a thought. Im making a resolution to be kind. And even though I’m a very sassy and sarcastic person and known for my smart ass-ness and wit I will make it a point to be kind. In everything. Have kind feelings, kind thoughts. Kind actions. Kind words. Kind eyes. And the most important kind tongue. And listen to kind things. The world is always short on kindness. And I will try my best to bring kindness in every single one of dealings and especially in my thinking. One can’t be kind of their thoughts aren’t kind. Because who knows what lives I can change with the little bit of kindness I can show and add to my own life

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You and me both, spongebob (smh) Being 25 y/o is a JOKE. You look like an adult but you’re far from it. Constantly doing things you don’t understand. THIS YEAR Has been the biggest joke of my entire life!!!!
You sometimes think you want to disappear, but all you really want is to be found.
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