genesis

its pretty funny actually that after 25 years of scapegoating Lottie she dies and they all immediately go "hm who else is easy to blame? i know ! that other person we repeatedly isolated and demonised". and well shauna doesnt exactly help her case by biting people.

but you don’t get it. because do you mean shauna’s awfulness, her meanness, her violence doesn’t make sense? what do you mean ‘where did her softness go?’ ‘what happened her to guilt and vulnerability?’ it fucking gone! her best friend died an avoidable death. her baby didn’t even cry. her baby wasn’t even fucking hers, but a piece in the other’s wilderness cult. her teammates left her alone to butcher the body of a LITTLE BOY WEEKS AFTER SHE LOST HERS. all of their lives were turned into nothing but a sacrifice to the wilderness for the rest of them to survive. they felt entitled to the deaths she held the closest to her heart. of course she’s fucking angry and bitter and borderline psychotic. of course she’s hungry for the title of queen because what else does she have? what else, in the mind of a TEENAGE GIRL, could quell or at least mask some of the pain and make it at least seem worth something? why would she want to go home when her baby and best friend’s bones rested in the wilderness? why would she want to face a reality where she’s nothing but a tragic girl who was in a plane crash with a dead friend and dead baby that no one expect the team even knew existed? why? when she could be something that could never exist back home? fear was all she had felt for MONTHS. why should she not be entitled to be a little feared too? is it right? no. of course fucking not. it’s so unbelievably messed up. THAT’S THE POINT!

mari is such a hater she’s just like me fr

i will never let her legacy die 🙏