Has anyone made a beat for beat Ilya POV of their first time? I want cocky Ilya going in ready to blow this kids mind. He’s smart enough to assume based on thier interactions so far that Shane is probably “straight” or at least really uncomfortable with his sexuality, assumes he’s going to need to convince him to do anything, will need to teach him anything he is willing to do. Lots of ego soothing. There’s a nonzero chance the guys going to freak out and call him a slur and just kick him out.
Plus general hookup culture where you need to stay pretty aloof and impersonal and gtfo within like four minutes max of finishing.
He can almost certainly talk him into receiving head because that’s “less gay” and everyone loves to get their dick sucked. Probably not giving any. Maybe some hand stuff. There’s no chance in hell of getting ass unless he’s way misread this situation and he maybe shouldn’t mention it if he doesn’t want him running scared.
It’ll be fun because the guy is hot and a hockey player and it’s forbidden but it’s not going to actually be good sex.
Only to be met with Shane Hollander, hockey prodigy, literally so earnestly desperate to be dommed and topped he’s insane with it.
Two minutes in he’s dropping to his knees giving the most passionate and clearly virginal blowjob on the planet and Ilya can’t believe the guy he’s been so fucking jealous of with his perfect family and Canadian good-boy shtick and professional accomplishments is just unabashedly gagging for it despite also having no idea what’s going on.
He’s polite he’s sweet he’s apologizing for coming in his mouth. He doesn’t get a chance to kick Ilya out.
Ilya pretends he isn’t thinking about this encounter nonstop. The next time he shows up it’s the same deal but not only does he not balk at bottoming, he’s been fucking preparing. He still sucks dick like it’s the meaning of life. He still gets giant wet eyes just getting to touch Ilya. When Ilya orders him to his knees he DROPS, not a second of hesitation. Ilya does not know what’s going on and cannot believe his good fortune.
He’s convinced he’s never actually going to get to hit that. It’s been two years, and two years as a wildly successful professional athlete to boot. There’s no way that guys still a virgin. There’s no way Ilya’s actually going to talk his way into his pants after this long.
But somehow he does? And Shane is somehow even more desperate and sweet than when they started if that’s even possible? He literally cries when Ilya touches him. He’s braced to be turned down when they get down to it since it’s the first time and he might need to stop or be sore pretty quickly but not this guy noooo he’s He’s making noises like a porn star if the porn star was the sexiest hockey player alive. He’s letting Ilya bend him in half like a fucking pretzel, staring into his fucking eyes, losing his mind. Ilya would be concerned for this guy fucking anyone else who might take advantage of all this because he’s so impossibly sweet and innocent but apparently no one else is touching him? Like at all? He’s pretty proud of himself honestly for keeping his shit together and making this a good first time and not scaring the guy off or coming too quick except Shane decides to finish off potentially the best sex Ilya’s ever had by coming completely hands free on his dick?? Ilya is legitimately SHOCKED he’s never made any guy do that before, he wasn’t even sure how possible that was irl, and Shane doesn’t even appear to realize anything out of the ordinary has happened. Ilya comes harder than he ever has in his life and is SHOOK this is not good no no no forehead kisses fucks like a porn star literally a virgin an hour ago Shane Hollander is DANGEROUS and must be avoided at all costs.
Just, something that really gets into Ilya being dumb and young and his shock when Shane actually drops to his knees to the first time or comes hands free please and thank you all recs welcome.
