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you know babe PLEASE STAY in my life because my heart not accepting nobody else no matter who they are or no matter who gonna walk into my life my heart won't still accept them other then you and especially nobody to come closer to my heart other then you and my heart is ready to treat you the way how you deserve it to be treat it and please stay with me because my heart finally finding a way home to you

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SUNDAY JUNE 28,2026

but you know babe I have to miss you I have no another choice because but missing you and thats all what my heart wants to do he won't pay attention on nothing else and on nobody else because thats not important to him and plus he doesn't want me to get distracted by something else that is NOT important and now its impossible to stop missing you and I love that even when I hear your name I immediately starting to miss you and plus I keep a picture of you in my wallet when im starting to miss you then I tear up and look at your picture in my wallet that you have gifted o me

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TUESDAY JUNE 23,2026

you know babe I try so extremely hard NOT to miss you but that didn't work at all not even for a second the more I try not to miss you the more its forcing me to miss to miss you none stop and only it keeps doubling a billion more times and its really hunting my entire heart its giving me big warning I have 24 hours a day I have to miss you it list a little bit because there is no way that I can't miss you

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TUESDAY JUNE 23,2026

you know babe I will always going to keep loving you in no matter what CONDITION you are because I fell in love with you NOT because of your looks but because who you really are and what you are that drives me so insanely nuts and I really do not care about the looks because thats not important to me at all not even for a second to me more important is the HEART

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TUESDAY JUNE 23, 2026

you know babe you are so perfectly enough for me even more enough then I was baring about and enough for me for the rest of my entire life and I have never thought that somebody going to be enough for me that will be able to fill up my cup all the way up until I have met the one girl that filled up my cup all the way up and she's perfectly enough for me she's always fills my cup when I feel empty and the way how you are filling up my cup with so much happinesses its even unbelievable to believe that this is NOT a dream and nobody in this whole entire world will be able to fill up my cup the way like you do no matter what they gonna say or do because they are not YOU and they not as pure like you are and plus they are not gifted from heaven

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TUESDAY JUNE 23,2026

you know babe you are my most best safest place to be in especially in this generation of the world that we are living that you cannot trust nobody at all not even for a second because they gonna turn around and stab you in the back 100 million times because they just don't really like you or just because of jealousy and you know babe even my heart its keep telling me every single day that you are my safest place to be in right now and forever no matter what happens to us and I can promise you babe that won't never ever gonna find more safest place to talk to someone because they will turn around the words and point the fingers on you and blame you for it and especially to someone that you think you trust and will back you up but they won't and especially when you want to talk to someone really badly without getting scared that they will judge you for every single words that you gonna say or do and you know babe you are my sweetest safe place that I can be myself without you judging me and that I can always speak up and talk to you about anything that bothers me or just have a real talk without trying to get out of that conversation or without trying to change the subject because you don't want to listen anymore or giving advise but me babe im looking straight into your eyes and hold you by your hand give you all my attention and ignore everything else and everybody else and listen to you because everything what you share with me I keep it close to my heart

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THURSDAY JUNE 11,2026

you know babe the most company that I enjoy the most is yours in this whole entire universe is yours because your company has so much energy none stop and I love that I wouldn't replace that for anything I don't care what it is and look babe at others people company they are so freaking boring that tot got really disappointed right way since the first step you got in and you want to get OUT from there right in that second but with your company babe its totally different your company has much energy that you cannot even imagine that someone could have that much energy in them and even the whole entire world getting so jealous of your company because everyone is enjoying it so much and having it there best time of there life and they don't have to FAKE it who they really are just to be in there group just be who you really are and the company will never ever judge you I promise you that in front of GOD but know ............. will spuriously will support you and your opinions really do matters and right now the universe taking tips from you and writing them down how to have amazing company like yours but it keeps messing it up everything they say or touch because they are always judging they don't understand and thats why they always faking it you cannot have a good company with nobody because after you gonna turn around they will stab you in your back and start to talk bad about you to others but your company honey its totally different thats why I love you and your company

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WEDNESDAY JUNE 10,2026

you know babe I always enjoy your sweetest and the best company I can ever find and I swear to GOD that there is no better company then yours because you are who you really are and you not hiding anything and you NOT being fake person like the rest of the people on this earth and babe I promise to GOD again that nobody's company more fun then yours and you won't never ever gonna find somebody's company more fun I can swear to you on my life that you won't find it not even for a second to be more heavenly fun and I always want to be involved in your company because thats best part of being next to you

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WEDNESDAY JUNE 10,2026

you know babe I cannot do this to my heart anymore my always keeps on screaming out your name no matter how may scars went through its still wants only you and cannot stop keep getting hurt every single time when it falls in love with you and you know something all there left to do is cry in silent and you think that nobody can hear you but in reality you are crying really loud but you think you are crying really quietly and trying to pick up all the tear drops so that nobody will notice that you have cried but the more you are trying to stop to cry the more you starting to cry and my heart cannot stop crying after you and especially cannot hold the tears in my hand anymore and now my bed and my pillow all in tears no where to sleep and now all my heart can do is scream out your name and cry himself to slowly to sleep if he can and after waking up its to scream out your name in tears over and over again

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WEDNESDAY MAY 27,2026

babe you know I don't know why but my heart keeps whispering your name out in my ear but since I don't give listen to it or when I don't give him the attention that he wants then my heart starting to scream out your name in tears that I thought that my heart gonna jump out of my chest but when I don't listen to my heart them my heart breaking down in tears and screaming out your name and hoping that you gonna finally hear it and my heart is crying out your name because he's not ready to LET you go and never gonna be ready even since you left so many scars on my heart he still wants you to be around him and no matter in how many pieces you have broke him or gonna break him all he can do is cry and slowly being drowning in his own hears and all he can do is break down and cry out so much every single day and night that you lost the count of the day when you didn't cry and especially crying at night so loud that cannot even hear himself crying and every single day and night and cannot even stop himself from crying and all he can do blame himself for everything nonstop and keep continuing cry out your name in scars that you have caused it and still promised to love you even if we become ghost my soul will never gonna leave you and never gonna scare you and this is not just a normal cry as you thing its a cry that you cannot even clam yourself down and even its really difficult to breathe

to be continued

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TUESDAY MAY 26,2026

babe did you know that the silence always whispering your name in my heart every single time when in lay down in bed and especially screaming your name really loud in my head and all im hearing is your name and thats all what you have left me a scar on my heart from you and I was thinking where are all the screaming coming from and then I realized that was my heart was calling for YOU

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TUESDAY MAY 26,2026

babe you know with you I feel like I won the most biggest LOTTERY ever nobody in this whole entire universe has won that big lottery like I just one and I feel like im the most luckiest person in this world and no other lottery can beat that much as much I just won and my heart cannot stop skipping beats because thats how excited you have made me when I won and now I gonna be fully healthy and happy for the rest of my entire life

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THURSDAY MAY 20, 2026

you know babe I want to recreate all our memories that we had together since the day that I have met you even go to the same places where we met even where we had our first kiss and even go watch same movie that we watch when we met and even go to the same place where we lay down first time on the grass at night and looked up on the sky I was matching each single star how much I have loved you and how much you meant to me more then anyone in this whole entire world and even go to the same place were I took you to our first picnic together and I want to do this recreations with you every single year for the rest of my life

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WEDNESDAY MAY 20 2026

babe lets make another PACK for each promising that we always gonna keep loving each other in no matter what situations we still gonna keep loving each others in no matter how big fights we gonna get into or how much we are gonna argue or we not gonna talk to each others but we always gonna come back to each other and promise me that we always going to love each others like the day one when we met and remembering those all those days when we met and how much fun we were having it.....

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WEDNESDAY MAY 20 2026

babe do you remember the PACK that we made for each others ? when we were younger that we wouldn't never ever leave each other in no matter what situation or no matter what's going to happen to us and im really happy that we kept that promised that we wouldn't leave each other and look at us now we are still together and deeply in love

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WEDNESDAY MAY 20, 2026

how can you even ask me that question over and over again? none stop Without her there is no purpose no purpose of breathing on this earth without her because when she's not next to me then im starting to losing my oxygen slowly because she's the most purest air that I need to stay alive and breathe and even with the inhaler would making even worst to breathe because nothing could help me breathe better other then YOU being next to me and because you are the only air that I need to breathe for the rest of my life and I always answer you why do I really love her that much

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SATURDAY MAY 16,2026

can how can you even ask me that question? my whole entire life don't make no SENSE when you are not next being next to me but when you are next to me then everything comes together and makes perfect a SENSE and all because of your existing and being with me

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FRIDAY MAY 15,2026