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here is a user guide to cha siwooāor rather,Ā midasā ken doll (accessories sold separately):
a) do not get too attached. keep your heart free from the risk ofĀ fallingĀ (god forbid).Ā
b) handle with care. donāt be deceived by his charming words and plastic smile.Ā
c)Ā truth is, the sky is blue, the earth is round, and at the end of the day siwoo will still be fucking heartless, despite how badly you want to believe otherwise.
WARNING: use with caution, incapable of love.
after all, feelings are temporary.
(and there is no point in wasting time on the fleeting.)
yet here lies exhibit #23, living proof of the above stated: kwon hyojoo. a pretty girl with a pretty heart whoād been far too foolish to have made the mistake of letting him play his game of hide and seek.
heās not sorry. (rarely is.)
which is why after the hustle and bustle of the festival dies down, siwoo finds himself behind the glamour of it all, wandering out of the stuffy crowd and into the humid night air. he should be out kissing ass somewhere else, he knows. but tonight is not the time nor place for it, and he still ends up at some back alley near the venue of the whole concert hours after his performance.
thereās a lighter between his fingers that he mindlessly clicks on and off, flame flickering against the dark. itās nothing more than a distraction from the stifling routine of it all, and he vaguely wonders if he should ask someone for a stick. a vice heās hidden fairly well, he supposes. an ugly mark on how strikingly perfect heās supposed to be.
until.
his watches as a stray soju bottle rolls and stops at his feet, an apparent lone ranger until he realises itās part of many moreāand only to look up and find the familiar figure heās grown to know all too well.
so he pauses, takes a moment before walking up to her and plucking the green bottle from her hands. thereās really no point in pretence when he knows sheās seen siwoo for who he really is, anywayājust a wolf in sheepās clothing, and now he isnāt so innocent after all.
āhey, long time no see, babe.ā siwoo examines the bottle and frowns, faux disapproval already on his tongue. āthis stuff is bad for you. what are you doing?ā
so: use with caution, he warns. too bad some people donāt ever listen.
or at least, thatās what he tells himself, falling short of twenty-one with his heart in his throatĀ and a memory that eats away at this graveyard of a forgotten childhood, of a family that used to be four.Ā
this is where he learns, as he stands outside the door: all disasters leave some sort of damage in its wake. in this case, home, as he knows it, has been destroyed by a hurricane of hatred thatās been bottled up in their youngest son and unleashed with a devastating result. he kills the warmth and whatever sense of familiarity it has left.Ā
(suffocating suffocating suffocatingā)
he tells himself, feelings are temporary. and heās convinced that heās returned victorious.
thatās proven wrong the moment he steps through the door.
even with his demise, jiwonās ghost follows him everywhere. heās faced with the remnants of his existence: medals and graduation photos and framed achievements that siwoo could only dream of owning.Ā itās always been like this, a house where siwooās completely erased, and strangely itās a mix of comfort and frustration rolled into one.
a home that he hasnāt seen in five years, and yet it is not his. or rather, never has been.Ā
heās spent all this time trying to prove them wrong, and for what?Ā
for what when heās just a son they donāt recognise, anyway?
just like this, siwoo falls again. he is not victorious, nor triumphant.
(he shouldāve known better.)
siwoo is, and always will be son #2, younger brother, redundant in the most useless of ways possible. choose to call it whatever, maybe, but it doesnāt make the truth less ugly.Ā
five years away from home, and nothingās changed. he is justā fuckingā jiwonāsā brother.
aka, no one. no one special, no one that people will remember. he is so fucking pathetic that he doesnāt even deserve an identity of his own.Ā
siwoo is no weakling, but this brings him down to his knees.
and he wonders, what now? after all this time that heās been trying to prove that heās someone of his own but to absolutely no avail. all these years struggling to fight his way to the top, but heās still anchored at the bottom.Ā
whatās he waiting for at the end of all this? some sort of salvation? some kind of victory? or an official statement of congratulations, youāre a fucking joke, siwoo? (like thatās new.)Ā
whoās he doing all this for?Ā
no matter how hard he tries, he is still
no
one.Ā
helplessness clings to his skin like a disease, a sticky film he canāt get himself out of. at the end of the day, he still stands defeated, and cha jiwon will always emerge the winner.Ā
(itās a lesson he shouldāve learnt a long time ago.)
feelings arenāt really temporary, he supposes. not when thereās an aftermath of bitterness that constantly threatens to drown him and is the fuel that drives him forward. not when the hatred that boils at his very core never even flickers. apparently, siwoo of olympus doesnāt matter. siwoo the upcoming actor doesnāt matter. nothing matters when all he is is a son that has always been forgotten by his own parents, and everything else is pointless.
hehatesthishehatesthishehatesthis
siwoo is reduced to nothing once again.
wellā
he picks up a framed picture of a pair of smiling boys. funnily, one of them is taller, and he blocks the other from the cameraājust like how he lives in his shadow from then on. siwoo runs his fingers over the glass, a whisper of a smile tugging at his lips. murmurs, thank you.
(for ruining my fucking life.)
āsiwoo smashes it.Ā
score one for siwoo!
that is the first and the last time he returns home, and he leaves wondering what the point of all this really is.
the life of an idol is no nine to five job. siwooās fully aware of thatāhaving been in the trade for a good eight years, which is why he drags himself out of his apartment at eight in the evening for a prearranged dinner with roman just for appearanceās sake. the fans still act like itās some kind of miracle, after all, when they hang out even after years of being stuck together.
truth is, itās not. itās just some gathering between two business associates, and nothing more. (sorry to spoil your fun, honey!)
fast forward, and heās sitting on the floor at romanās place with more than enough food to feed two people in order to film the standard mukbang. and yet, siwoo knows heāll make a huge show of pushing the food away and whining about a diet because the fansā sympathy will fill him up anyway.Ā
siwoo on v-live dutifully plays his part as olympusā moodmaker, bright grin in place with half of his body draped across romanās lap. there are a bunch of things he could say that he knows will cause a buzz, including but not limited to:
iāve really missed you, olympians! we just ended promotions but it feels like a lifetime since iāve seen you. ( +1 CHARISMA )
ah, did you guys know roman hyung is my absolute favourite? thatās why iām here today with him! ( +1 FANSERVICE )
oppaās sad, i really want to see you again. but remember to take care of yourselves, okay! iāll meet you in your dreams soon! ( +1 AEGYO )
see, easy. itās a game he knows how to play.
here is also a list of things he cannot say that would also cause a buzz:Ā
i really couldnāt give less of a fuck about entertaining all you fools but you guys love me either way so itās a win-win
well, so maybe not.
instead, he leans his head back on romanās shoulder, practiced pout curling on his lips as he tugs on the elderās sleeve.Ā āhyung, iām hungry. feed me?āĀ
@idxrmn
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sup iām super excited to be here!!! sorry this is so late lmfao i fucking suck at intros but here i am with cha siwoo and i hate him :^) like this and iāll send a message over to you to plot, but hereās a tl;dr and some plots under the cut and hereās his bio if you want to check it out!!
olympusā sub vocal and lead dancer but an average one at most
downright a snake and that is all you need to know about him
he has issues with being anything but the best so in any case he just always wants to be first and never second
would take a lot of measures just to sabotage people especially if he doesnāt like them or they seem like a threat to him
generally does the Most to play his part as the ultimate uwu oppa idol and is super fucking extra? all the time?
amiable towards everyone as a rule bc keep friends close but ur enemies closer
so ya if you knew him youād probably know that heās super sweet and caring and funny and tries to make everyone around him comfortable
but actually inside heās just calculating and manipulative and would be shady in the subtlest of ways?? except he never shows that side to anyone except his members honestly
petty and bitter
until this day he subconsciously still compares himself to his older brother who he hasnāt seen in 10 years bc his family literally neglected siwoo for him which is Sad
heās really out here to prove a point to himself and his estranged family but he just went about it in the wrong direction
āmoodmakerā lmao especially in front of cameras, real charismatic and is super loud and talkative on variety shows and big on fanservice for the fans bc he knows they lap that shit right up
he just wants attention but he pushes everyone that can even tolerate 5 seconds of his bullshit away
anyway he hates everyone if that isnāt obvious enough
thinks itās amusing to toy with peopleās feelings ig, flirts a lot and goes about his way but is literally never serious about it
likes.... the idol life actually because he loves the screaming fans that make him feel successful lbr
is venturing into acting because his entire life is an act basically lol so why not
really bad plots (ish???) iām always open to suggestions ofc!!
someone that sees right through his fake ass and calls him out on it
olympus fans that are enamoured by siwoo
friends that siwoo makes use of lmao / friends that heās ditched or sabotaged in the past and now they Know
casual hookup except they catch feelings and siwoo just leads them on
fake dating for the media pls
ābut dont u know who i AM????ā āno i donāt now fuck offā
siwoo just flirts with ur muse for fun and goes on dates and stuff
cute sunbae-hoobae r/s
this guy who danced with siwoo at a club and Gay Panic ensues
exes and now they just keep playing some petty game of revenge which goes absolutely nowhere
but also someone has the patience to stick around )-:
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