Never Enough Destiel

I’ve decided to combine all my subblogs and just have my one massive fandom blog. 

1. Cause I’m lazy.

2. Cause it’s easier. (and that helps with the lazy thing)

3. Cause my TFW blog is Sam/Dean heavy, since I post most of my Dean/Cas to it’s own blog. And I want them all in one place.

4. MAINLY, because I’ve unfollowed quite a few shippers who didn’t align with my shipping preferences and now I want something more streamlined.

5. Also, cause I take HUGE breaks for being lazy and curating one blog instead of 3 is lazier easier better.

Dean: Get out of him.

Demon!Cas: Or what, you’ll stab me with that little knife of yours? Because I’m just taking a shot in the dark here, but I think this vessel is a bit more important to you than some stranger.

Dean: …

I totally agree, and it’s also worth noting that Dean is saying here what he’s been told the whole season by everyone around him; he resents that Cas is being allowed to express his pain so plainly. What happened to Cas isn’t his fault, but his ‘madness’ (we’ll use that word for now) is such a blatant expression of the pain he’s dealing with, and Dean has always been taught that he simply isn’t allowed to express his own.

No wonder he thinks, “how dare you"; Cas’ pain hurts Dean, and the other people around him. It’s a flagrant, almost ostentatious expression of misery and to Dean that’s just something people do not do. 

Shut it down, put it away, move on; this is the way that Dean has always lived his life, and confronted with a sadness this blatant must have ripped him to shreds, especially coming from Castiel, whom dean looked to as a constant from the moment he was pulled out of hell. Also, like Claire says, he just wants his friend back; goading him always worked before as a last-ditch effort; why not now? 

Dean’s behaviour in s7 is layers and layers and layers of self-denial and repression, even more than usual, and often the things he says to other people (particularly cas) are more about himself than about them. Dean is hurting, so profoundly, and he can’t say or do a damn thing about it (not to mention the fact that he blames himself for everything that’s gone on between him and cas from s5 onwards).

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