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I had enough of myself.

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Sadly Im still alive, i havent killed myself, I might tonight. I ruin everything and touch, is true that living with BPD is just torture. Honestly i should just end myself, will be the best for everyone and myself. I think i had enough of everything. I had enough of myself. note - maybe to keep myself sane or alive i will just.. post this stuff. This blank page helped me to write down shit and just draw wtv i wanted... I guess it finally applies for what this tumblr was made. "I draw because im sad..."
You don't have to answer this publicly or do anything with it at all
But I hope you're doing okay
Ik we've. Never met before, ik but I wanna lend out my hand yk?
You are very sweet, genuinely. I wish there were more kind people like you. Bet the world would be abetter place.
Is it getting Bad again?
Very Awful yeah.. Tho i hope you are well
Me: good morning
My brain at 6:57am: you should have killed yourself when you were 15
My brain: You should've died when you were 12, maybe your brother would still be alive.

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I JUST WANT TO BE OKAY MAN, THAT'S ALL
Gotta be fucking numb if not I'll have a breakdown.
That's a fact
on self sabotage and unstable relationships
Iβm a hypocrite Iβm a hypocrite for telling people not to harm themselves while my self destruction habbits have reached a warning point
Iβm a hypocrite for encouraging people to stay alive and live for another day while I donβt know whether or not Iβll wake up tomorrow
Iβm a hypocrite for telling people to keep hoping for things to change while Iβve given up and lost hope
Iβm a hypocrite for pushing everyone away and isolating myself from people while I desperately crave for company
Iβm a hypocrite for telling people Iβm fine while Iβm feeling numb and my feelings are dead
Iβm a hypocrite for showing everyone that nothing bothers me or hurts me while Iβm sitting and overthinking about every single little thing that made me feel like shit
Iβm a hypocrite for so many reasons but that's just me

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But I loved you.
And I loved you the best way I could.
Hurting because I hurt you.
IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SOSTUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPIDIM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPIDIM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID IM SO STUPID
IM SO STUPID I THOUGHT YOU LIKED ME
a daily occurrence

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Is been 2 to 3 years now of waking up and imediatly think:
"God dammit... I'm still alive..."