what am I doing here? who am I?idk

“Be patient, boy.”

meanwhile bobby:

Omg hello!!!! Thank you so much!!! Ngl Angel's Wild was,, well, wild😅 it was more like,, everyone knew itd take a while to complete than daunting. If im not forgetting something, it was 8 illustrations and a bunch of sketches? So it was a lot!

The thing that was hilarious about AW was that i, like, i assume, many artists, hate drawing feet. And yet, cas was barefoot in every single one of those illustrations. Sometimes dean too. So that was fun!

Im adding my process for one of the AW pieces under a cut cause thats a lot too😅 Also adding a video at the end!

I hope you like this slightly whimsical, slightly creepy Cryptid!Castiel piece!

In my head, Castiel is kind of like the patron saint of hunters in this AU. Dean regularly comes to visit him, leaving little offerings, lighting candles, and praying for protection before heading back out into the world. I don't know... I just love the idea of their relationship having this almost mythical, reverent quality to it. 💙

these sam lines from 1.11 Scarecrow have always struck me as such a cruel thing to say (and i know dean forgave him immediately because he’s a sweetheart but i was put on this earth to hold dean’s grudges for him and holding this one i am) even though i get they were coming from a place of heightened emotion. it’s just, only two episodes since 1.09, when dean admits to sam for the first time ever that mary’s death haunts him so badly he swore to himself he’d never go back to lawrence again… just feels disproportionately mean.

but on this rewatch it’s the lines before it that hit me:

sam is an obvious john mirror starting as early as 1.01. it’s not particularly subtle, and the show definitely wants you to pick up on it. it’s not just the similarities in their storylines, ie. losing their partners to the same entity; it’s in their natures. their tendencies toward fanaticism, toward obsession. the driving force behind what keeps both of them hunting in s1 is revenge.

the common fanon misconception is that s1 dean is the one who wants to find john the most, that he has an unchallenged and uncritical devotion to his father, that he hunts because he’s trying to emulate john, that he’d do anything john tells him to. and yes, he’s on this hunt in 1.11 because john contacted them for the first time in months and ordered them work this job. but what we’ve been shown for most of the season is dean leading sam on hunts under the weight of john’s total radio silence, helping people because it’s the right thing to do, and not really looking especially hard for john at all after 1.02. in fact, in that very episode, sam wants to abandon the hunt (and the people they’ve started helping) when the trail to john goes cold, and it’s dean who has to convince him to stay and rescue everyone.