Sibling Love Protection Club
Aurelia really is just a princess
"CJ~ come help me pretty please!"
"Help you with what Aurelia?" My big brother is perfection. He's perfect at everything. And even better that means he's perfect at being a big brother.
"I want to practice Violin. But I don't want to be with that stuffy tutor. You're a much better teacher." I lean forward just a little twisting my right foot slightly behind my left. There's no way he can say no when I'm being cute just for him.
"I guess it can be helped. Ive probably gotten farther than that tutor mom got you anyway. Let's go princess, are you still working on the same piece?"
The music room isn't a bad spot, not many strays wandering about. None of those nosy house servants to bother us.
"Yeah, I think I've got it for the most part."
He sits in a chair directly across from me. Watching every movement as I pick up and position my violin. I can feel his eyes look over every part of me. Is he checking my posture? Is he admiring my outfit? Is he simply watching me?
"Come on then let me hear you play. You've got an audience of great importance here." I blush at his words. I really shouldn't he's only complimenting himself, but I don't care. I get to play for him. Just me and just for him.
Taking a deep breath I start. I know this piece by heart so the sheets of music sitting on the stand slightly to my right is for quick glances just in case. The piece is soft in my opinion, it's a song he often played for me during private concerts. I love it, but not like I love him.
I can hear him humming softly along. A small smile on his face as he watches me, I know he loves me. It shows in his smiles, the lingering glances, the way he stares down the boys that try to talk to me at school.
There's only 10 measures left. 10 measures of him staring at me with that adoration as I work to become a perfect little sister for him. 10 measures that I have memorized.
I lock eyes with him as I play now. This is a moment just for us. He's so handsome, and so much bigger than me. I know he could easily swallow me up. And sometimes it makes me want to hop around in excitement. He's a wolf and I am a bunny. I'm his bunny.
The last note rings out and is drowned out immediately by his clapping. Rough hands that sound louder than when my soft hands clap.
"That was really good princess! I'm surprised you thought you needed my help. But it's no surprise." He towers over me, looking deep into my eyes, I wish he would devour me. "I've played that song for you so many times, it'd pain me to think you weren't listening during our private concerts."
Then he kisses me on the forehead. It's so close I want to tilt my head up further for me. He could give me more. Easily.
"Of course I was CJ... Your playing is always so wonderful." Complimenting him probably makes his ego swell, but I don't care. My brother is perfection. And so he only deserves praise. And he loves me so I can only imagine that I must also be perfection.
"What a good girl. I'm sure you only wanted my attention." He could always see through me. "Come on I think we deserve an outing. Lets go get some ice cream."
A date. I get to have a date with my big brother. "Okay! Let's go!!"
One day I'll use every ounce of my courage to tell him I want to be with him and him only. There's no one better. I don't care who says what!