l i f e

When it's days like this where I'm home alone, with crap on tv...I miss you most. I know you're up there having a great time in SD, but try not to have too much fun without me. 😞 #imissyou #homealone #itdbeniceifyoucalledortextee @joshhbgosh #fiancè #futurehusband #iloveyou

Happy first birthday to my beautiful, smart, adorable, silly niece. I love you my chub chub! #firstbirthday #shesoneyearoldnow #cute #happybirthday #mychubchub #niece #iloveyou

Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes. It means a lot. I just wish I could spend this one special day with the man that I truly love. #imissyou #iloveyou #mybirthday #ijustwantahug #fromyou #hubby #fiancè #truelove #manofmydreams

The day he asked me to marry him. #beach #proposal #sandy #sunset #beautiful #willyoumarryme #bikinis #surfshorts #hawaii #maui #luckywelivehi @nikkayye_

#oceantherapy #underwater #gopro pc @joshhbgosh #bigs

Andenilson Clementino! #6foot7 #tall #goodjob #kingofthecage #thefights #42seconds #mainevent

Shalia's first time at the pumpkin patch. #2months #baby #pumkins #pumkinpatch #cute @shyjah92 (Taken with Instagram)

FaceTime with my handsome baby boy. #lateupload #facetime #nephew #baby #handsome #lastnight (Taken with Instagram)

It's the cute random little texts like these that make my day. I love you sooooo much @joshhbgosh Muah. ❤😍😘💋 (Taken with Instagram)

Finally caught one of her cute facials. #Shalia #baby #nofilter #smile @shyjah92 @hid_hudson @tialynkh (Taken with Instagram)

Today's the day! 😒😓😔😞😖😥😰😨😣😢😭 (Taken with Instagram)

Because I live to spoil my nephew! Happy 4th Birthday Micah-Ryan Kealoha Tavita Hudson! Aunty loves you! ❤😘💋 (Taken with Instagram)

I wish I could pause time, because the days are just flying by. I'm not ready to cry and say good bye to my family and friends. 😞😔✌ (Taken with Instagram)

Because today was my Micah-Ryan's first day of preschool all by himself. He's such a cutie. He made his momma cry because he told her she had to go already. Hahah (Taken with Instagram)

Because although we could fight like it was World War 3. And I would always think she was out to ruin my life; I've grown up, matured and seen the real reason why she did all that she has. She was simply being my big sister and just looking out for me. She has also grown up so much now that she's a mommy and has someone else depending on her for everything her baby girl cannot do for herself yet. She will be a terrific mommy and I can't wait until I return to see how much she has taught her "angel from heaven". I honestly think we've bonded a lot more, and we're a TON closer. I love her, and I will admit it. And I will definitely miss her when I'm gone. ❤ (Taken with Instagram)

20 days! I have 20 days left on this island. 20 days left in Hawaii. 20 days left until I leave my family & @joshhbgosh. 20 days til I'm gone for 5 months. 20 days til I say "see ya later" to everyone. 20 days til I will be in basic training for #hiarng. 20 days til I will be with no phone, technology, or communication (besides writing old fashioned letters). 20 days! 😱 (Taken with Instagram)