Idk anymore

If only I was born in the US into a financially stable family who'd support my talent I would have been an actor by now

I hate them so much fuck my parents

I hate my parents, why do they keep on insisting my life be miserable? They don't even know they're making it fucking miserable THEY JUST WONT SEE THEY DONT EVER BLAME THEMSELVES ALL THEY DO IS BLAME ME AND THE FUCKING AUDACITY OF THE WOMAN WHO CALLS HERSELF MY MOTHER TO TELL ME SHE FEELS USELESS BECAUSE I DON'T EVER HANG OUT WITH HER WHEN ALL I'VE EVER FELT SINCE I WAS FUCKING 12 YEARS OLD WAS BEING FUCKING USELESS, and that fucking man child who calls himself my father will never UNDERSTAND. They tell me their times were tough and now teenagers do nothing but feel depressed and anxious over the stupidest things IF LIFE WERE SO HARD ON YOU THEN YOU SHOULD HAVE KILLED YOURSELF SO THEN MAYBE MY CONSCIOUSNESS WOULDNT HAVE MADE IT INTO YOUR BORDERS THIS SICK FUCKING FAMILY I CANT ANYMORE they are such pretentious hypocrites who knew nothing else but to incinerate the joys of my life BOTH OF YOU

I FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING HATE MY PARENTS

I forever will thank my friends for the fleeting happiness they provide when I'm knocked-down-and-dragged from the pressures of life, this night especially. I've found myself in the worse depth of anguish and sadness yet their pulchritudinous smiles do not cease to bring one to my own mouth. I love them

The fucking audacity of them to point out the absolute fact that I love my friends more than them, I've never felt pity from them when all I've ever been in this household was pitiful. How could I not love my friends more when I was the one who was wrong yet they were still the ones to ask me if I was okay? Fuck my parents, they don't understand me, they never will. Even in the day I decide to leave everything behind for their deprecating voices to never reach me again they will not understand the reason, I'll dance around the truth that it will always be them, as I always have and will continue to. Respect should be mutual, yet I do not crave it for them whilst they keep demanding it from me. I do not wish to receive their pity or empathy as I never did, I only wish for the freedom to seize what I really want. I just want to leave them already.

VOLTRON IS STILL ON MY NETFLIX LETS GOOO

Yearned so hard the last few months now idk what else to do at night