i am in your debt

He’s got a solid grip on her, and she can’t help but accept it without complaint, leaning into his warmth a little bit, because she’s cold and scared and she can.  She’s not got a sword, nor does she have a knife, and if this boy intends to lead her to her death, then there’s not much she can do about it either way.  She’d rather go in comfort than dragged through the forest by her wrists.  

“I don’t think you’d believe me if I told you.  All I know for sure is that I am very lost, and quite cold, and I’m not really in the mood for confrontation, so I should probably be on my way.”

She hasn’t got a destination in mind, clearly, but she doesn’t want to be a bother to this boy who, presumably, just saved her life.  So she turns from him and takes two very confident steps, five slightly wobbly ones, and then drops to her knees, raising a hand to her forehead in an attempt to steady herself.  She can’t feel her fingers, and she’s a breath away from exhaustion, but she has to keep moving.  It’s important to keep moving.

“You don’t know where the nearest village might be, do you?”

“I have a cousin, I have lots of experience listening to unbelievable stories. And sometimes I believe them, too.”

He’s afraid to let her go on her own, but if he doesn’t let her go then she’ll be absolutely terrified, and that’s not something he wants to do to her either. A little girl lost in the woods? She deserves whatever kindness she can find.

ʀᴇᴀᴘᴇʀ “ Hope that I’ve been found, before I hit the ground. ” “ Sun rays out the corner of my eye. ” “ Saw you weeping. ” “ Saw you creeping. ” “ Saw you sneaking in the shadow’s dawn. ” “ I feel so strong. ” “ Don’t come for me today. ” “ I’m feeling good, I'mma savor it. ” “ You came to take me away. ” “ So close I was to heaven’s gates. ” “ Not today. ” “ You tried to track me down. ” “ You followed me like the darkest cloud. ” “ So come back when I’m good to go. ” “ I got drinks to drink, and men to hold. ” “ I got good things to do with my life. ” “ I wanna dance in the open breeze. ” “ Feel the wind in my hair, hear the ocean sing. ” “ I got good things to feel in my life. ”

ʜᴏᴜsᴇ ᴏɴ ғɪʀᴇ “ I don’t like to wait too long. ” “ Figured out I’m burning slow. ” “ I feel the pain and it feels good. ” “ Your heart burns slow. ” “ I feel the pain and I cry out. ” “ I need you. ” “ Babe I want to drink you in like oxygen. ” “ I’m a house on fire and I want to keep burning. ” “ I’m going on up in flames and you’re to blame. ” “ I want to keep burning. ” “ So take me to the heavens now. ” “ As we burn down, as we are found, take me to the heavens. ” “ Love me until the walls give in. ”

ғᴏᴏᴛᴘʀɪɴᴛs “ I’ve fallen through the floor again. ” “ Crashed into the basement. ” “ Your pain was swallowing me. ” “ I was like a leper when I couldn’t even get up towards. ” “ Lord knows you can’t trust your head. ” “ When you’re standing on the edge I’m breaking down. ” “ When you’re hanging by a thread I was breaking down. ” “ I saw only two footprints in the sand. ” “ Thought you’d abandoned me. ” “ Let go of my hand. ” “ You were carrying (me to safety). ” “ Who would have been done with you? ” “ Forgive me, (I was lost and found). ” “ You helped me and I was fine. ”

sᴡᴇᴇᴛ ᴅᴇsɪɢɴ “ Hypnotise the whole room.” “ My girls are ready and you heard enough. ” “ Word travels fast. ”

ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ɢʟᴀss “ Lay down your arms. ” “ I don’t wanna fight anymore. ” “ Hold on while we weather the storm. ” “ We fall down like dogs playing dead. ” “ I’m not discarding you like broken glass. ” “ There are no winners when the die is cast. ” “ There’s only tears when it’s the final dance. ” “ So don’t give up, it’s just young lovers’ romance. ” “ This too shall pass. ” “ We’re right where we’re meant to be. ” “ There’s things I don’t ask. ” “ What I don’t know can’t hurt me. ”

sᴘᴀᴄᴇ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ “ We lay hollow in the emptiness. ” “ I’m too tired to push you from the bed. ” “ No more fighting for us. ” “ Feel the void in our bed. ” “ The space between is deafening. ” “ We don’t bend or break it. ” “ No one’s moving, (we lack the courage to). ” “ We lay in stalemate. ” “ We’re at the ember’s core. ”

 you’ve got a CLEVER mind and a fragile heart but neither makes sense without the other. 

       you think you can settle for second best but your world gets turned upside down with                                 one SUDDEN moment and your life is changed forever

                                           you can never go back

                                                                              and you never would

          for characters from fantasy or historical settings.           send a symbol to see what my muse would be like in the present day. 

                  ►   Netflix                   what does their Netflix queue look like? if Netflix has all the TV & Movies!

                  ♪    Playlist                     random five songs from their favourites playlist. 

                  👏   Dream                       what is their aspiration?

                   👓   Education                       top 3 subjects, worst 3 subject. what was their ‘clique stereotype’?

                  ♚   Resume                       what is their occupational history?

                  ☒   Criminal Record                     do they have one? what did they do? their mugshot.

                  ☺   Online Profile                       top five sites, example tweet, what would their tumblr be like?

                  ✞    Beliefs                       what is their religion, political leaning & what would they advocate for?

                  🎧   Gaming                      top 3 games, favourite game genre. are they any good?

                  ✎   Books                       their five favourite books. what type of story do they like?

                  ✈   Travel                    good driver? how do they get to work? been abroad?

                  ✿   Home                       what does their home look like; and their bedroom?

                  ☕   Coffee Shop                       what would they order from a coffee shop or cafe?

so let me start by saying:

i never thought i would get to this point. lucy has been an on-again-off-again muse for me, sort of flitting in and out of existence as my life dictates. but recently, lucy has been around stronger than ever, and i have a lot of you guys to thank for that. there are some of you who’ve stuck with me through all of my hiatuses, some of you who i’ve only recently met, and some whom i have yet to meet. and just because you’re not included here, it doesn’t mean i don’t love you! and if you’re on here and not following me, this is not an obligation to follow me, it just means i enjoy seeing you on my dash, and thank you for exisiting!

high kings and queens (of my heart)

westxrnwood: lana, godbless you and everything you’ve done for my muse. you’ve helped me expand lucy, and who she is, through your beautifully written edmund, and i literally cannot thank you enough for that. gentlearrow: even though you’re not always around (which first of all u lil asshole) i still hold you in my heart as my main susan, possibly for the rest of time. you too have helped me figure out who lucy is, and how to expand her outside of the written/movie works, and i love you to bits for it. return to me soon my child!! pluriimus: so we literally met like less than a week ago, and i already adORE you. your peter is amazing, your writing is phenomenal, and i just love that we got to watch prince caspian together (kind of). it was a really cool experience, and i look forwards to writing with you a lot more! telmariine: do i even need to say anything? you adopted lucy and formed a relationship between her and caspian that i couldn’t even have dreamed up. i think you’ve definitely been with me the longest, and my god am i glad i still have you! friendtomrboggins: you know what you mean to me. you know what kili means to lucy. you ALSO know how much it means to me that all of our beautiful relationshipping started from one silly meme, and look where we are now!! love you forever and ever!

kings and queens (of my soul)