Oliveira

What is going on?

Why does everything seem strange and dark?

I'm lost in an unknown place where everything seems to be my fault. It was not meant to be, everything seems strange. It's me? Is that what I did? Is that what I stop doing? Is it my fault?

I just want to be happy, to exhale the love that flows within me, to be faithful and companion. But it seems strange and wrong.

Love is a feeling too big to be own. I love myself, I care, I have my dreams, but I want to share. Is this weird and wrong?

I also want to feel, in every way, love is this, to be everything and nothing at the same time. The strange sensation in the belly and in the chest that nobody explains, but that renews souls and fills empty.

They are necessary fuels for a stone jungle, where we are groups with alone individuals.

I love something more than myself. Is this weird and wrong?

Why do I feel like this? Lost? Confused? Afraid? Empty?

I'm tired.