where madness lies.

Amazing clouds

I want to paint this

"I crave the most innocent parts of a relationship. Like holding hands, forehead kisses and being able to tell someone how much I adore them."

make peace with what didn’t happen, what passed you by. what wasn’t there for you wasn’t meant for you.

chiggins in the sun

This is what life is about

oh my god

it’s time 2 quit being sedentary. If you are physically able, go outside. Not in a “go outside you strange internet hermit way” but just a “go walk down the street and be present in your own neighborhood” type way. Just noticing the seasons changing and paying attention to people and houses and street signs and critters is very very good for mental health and shakes off that dissociation, depersonalization feeling.

Yes! We did not evolve to live inside small cages devoid of nature and community, it fucks us up, even introverts. Just walk outside your door and look. Feel the breeze, the sun, the rain, the heat, the cold. Feel your muscles move, rejoice in the fact that you can. Look at colors, look at real people in the flesh, look at animals, look at bugs. Watch how the concrete breaks down from water and wind and wear. Watch how the dandelions will grow through the cracks, their marvelous yellow blooms, their magical seed pods disperse in the wind to spread life in new places.