#actuallyhypersexual

hey guys! if you’re in the nyc area and want to see a play about trauma and hypersexuality in a few hours, come down and support me!!! i’d love to meet some of you :)

Uhh tfw you desperately need to be fucked but your fwb is a hard code bottom & doesn't feel comfortable topping so you just die!!!!

Tfw the only way you can think of slowly getting rid of your hypersexuality is to give yourself Pavlovian training to associate arousal with discomfort using a rubber band around your wrist and to forcefully schedule when you're "allowed" to touch yourself

When you have two mental states of either "oh fuck yeah I'm just a nasty sl*t and I fucking love it" or "I'm just a nasty sl*t and I'm fucking disgusting no one look at me". Also during orgasm you keep repeating ti yourself "you're a horrible person" over and over.

somebody come fuck me because my boyfriend sure won’t, even though he knows with no sex i suffer!

tfw when you’re well aware most of your kinks stem from childhood abuse and trauma

tfw you’re constantly horny and touch starved but whenever you get in an actual sexual encounter your trauma rears its ugly head and you become completely terrified and break down

Tfw you try to jack off to feel and have something good in your life again but every single time you just end up in pain and reliving ur trauma from exes bc they treated you like shit but you've never come so hard since them and ur constantly considering going back

tfw you would love to try to talk to others about your hypersexuality but you worry that it makes you seem disgusting

TFW your start HRT and that makes you less sex crazed but you also can't have sex as often and there's nothing good enough to replace it

tfw you're hypersexual but also sex repulsed and you just wanna cry

tfw your anxiety makes you very distant from people but your hypersexuality is demanding! Sex so it's either fucking strangers or masturbation

Tfw you don’t want to Fucking be touched because you’re disgusting but making someone else feel good is literally your one damned goal

tfw you just wanna talk about sex all the time bc it makes you feel happy and you can ignore your problems that way, but your friends would just be creeped out

when u finally figure out how to positively deal with ur hypersexuality and have gotten to a point where you feel better! don't give up, yall, I used to think I could never get through it but I've healed and grown! you can do it, it just takes a lot of effort :D