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[Office Pet] Art comp of Poppy and William
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(CW: Mentions of (fictional) Rape, Incest, Pedophilia, Grooming in yaoi comics.) ---- I'm aware that this is a very unusual post for me to make, but I needed to rant about it because it's been bugging me for years.
I dislike the reoccurring pattern of old protagonists in yaoi either having "getting raped" as their plot, or having a young man/teenager as their love interest instead of someone that's their age or close to it. Sometimes both of these tropes pop up in one comic and it's really aggravating. Obviously not all comics do this, but a lot of them are guilty of it.
Note that I am specifically talking about original (non-bara) yaoi comics, not the fandom ones or other gay media.
I know the phrase "don't like, don't read" exists-- but when the only options you're given is rape for dinner and incest for dessert, can you really blame the readers for getting mad about it?
Do you know how small the number of comics are with old yaoi protagonists who actually look and act their age?
Very few.
Can you imagine how irritating it is to search for comic recommendations about old yaoi protagonists only to be met with a character who doesn't even look like he's above the age of 25? Or when they act so childish and immature, it takes you out of the story? How about times when you see a really handsome looking older man in a comic cover, only to witness him getting assaulted not even a few panels in to the 1st chapter with zero content warnings? How about times when you've anxiously wondered if the young man the old protagonist raised and treated like a son would turn out to be his love interest?
As someone who has experience digging through dirt and mud just to find older men in yaoi, it's already hard enough trying to find ones with my type of old men in it, but it's borderline impossible to find comics that don't feature these cursed tropes one way or another.
You might be asking, "Kat, why not just draw it?" Well here's the thing. I have been doing that for years already. And also, wanting to be an artist and wanting to be a consumer are two separate things.
Do you have any idea how exhausting it is to constantly have to draw for yourself just because you can't find a specific niche that you like? For years?
I'm not even asking for much. All I want is a middle-aged gay love story with no rape & both partners being age appropriate for each other & consenting without being forced to.
That's it.
And it's outrageous that most of these comics can't even do that!
Please note that I know there's this whole other conversation in the community regarding dark-shipping and all that, but that's not my topic for today. I'm here to talk about how there's genuinely almost no comics about gay older men that's not about them getting assaulted or being (forced) into non-con/pedophilia/grooming/incest. THAT'S what I'm really upset about.
The number one big reason why I like being in fandoms so much is because these are the only spaces that exist who don't treat their gay older men like trash. And the canon media doesn't even have any confirmed gay characters most of the time! The fans just headcanon them as gay and ship them, and it works!
... Maybe I'm just looking for what I want in the wrong places… Maybe I'm the silly one for trying to look for something normal in the yaoi market considering (not all but) a lot of them are really into dark-shipping...
(Remember, these are my personal thoughts regarding this topic, and they should not be treated as objective fact.)
[Animal Hospital] Anomaly fan designs I made
[Animal Hospital] The Surgeon
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[The Stanley Parable | Deltarune] Weird Ending ⚠️CONTAINS SPOILERS FOR BOTH GAMES
[Toon x Mobster | Backrooms] The Draftrooms
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[Animal Hospital] The Intern in my style
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[Achromatic Loop AU] Unfinished TSP AU animation
VA: doofguy | Music: Everything is romantic (Alina Kay TikTok Remix) | Fall in love again and again
My sona evolution
Hey TSP fans, what if we just made an infection AU...
Not the lovebug, like actual infection AU 👀 Lemme know if y'all would like that...
Some news for the Tumblr TSP community:
It's going to be a Really long wait until the Infection AU officially becomes a thing.
The wait is 6 months or more. After Halloween.
The reason for this being I am working on a personal project unrelated to TSP. One that needs my devoted attention, and working on anything else right now would distract me from that, which I can't have.
On the flip side, I (and a few other set of people I'm working with) all want to develop the TSPverse Infection AU and turn it into a public event with a story where everyone can join!
Very important note: don't get mad if I can't follow through with this promise because of one reason or another. I made the proposal of an infection AU randomly. If it doesn't end up being some large public event, it's not that serious.
Besides, it's not like we still can't draw any of it regardless. I do still want to post concept art about the infection, and people can still join in on the fun, even if it's not official yet.
Hey TSP fans, what if we just made an infection AU...
Not the lovebug, like actual infection AU 👀 Lemme know if y'all would like that...
[Toon x Mobster] Practicing my noir art style... still trying to learn how this works. I've just been referencing professional artists' artworks to figure it out lol
Just rambling here, but my problem here is that this style takes so long to do since I'm drawing it on digital. And the fact that I don't really know how to draw in a west style + my anatomy is lacking really makes it feel kinda amateurish... or at least it doesn't feel very classically comic noir.
And this is just the lineart. I'm not even on the coloring/rendering part yet.
Not sure if I'm being too harsh on myself, but I'll figure it out somehow. Honestly, I'm probably a bit stupid trying to replicate the exact style you'd only achieve drawing on physical paper lol. Maybe I should try something else...
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[Suction Cup Man] Been a while since I've drawn them
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[Blank Scripts] I did a test on Toonboom. I figured out how to do a sketchy animation effect, but there was still some stuff I didn't like and couldn't figure out so I dropped it
-------- Initial base sketch
-------- Added in-betweens for smoother movement
-------- Refining the hardest part to draw, his face
-------- Another stuff I animated