hxupi

people in this fandom look you in the eyes and earnestly call varka and lohen dad and son, uncle and nephew, mentor and mentee, and then you turn around and varka grabs you by the shoulder to tell you how he wants to brat tame lohen on company time

obviously i know that changgu are in love, but some of my favorite moments in the books are when gu yun thirsts over chang geng—his bare shoulders, his broad back, his slim waist, his silky black hair, his intelligence, his policies, his power, his kindness...... like sure, chang geng is down horrendous, nobody can touch his crown, but there's something so hot about gu yun's attraction to chang geng. and the fact he wants to top chang geng on at least four different occasions. god. let him