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private: i'm sorry about last night. i know you're pissed at me and i deserve the anger, so i'm not going to make excuses. i should have been honest with you, and i'm sorry that i wasn't. i just want us to be okay, huddy, and i promise i'll make it up to you. also, thank you for listening to me, you could have told me to fuck off, but the fact that you were still there for me when i was upset about francois means a lot. but i'm still really sorry i hurt you, you know i love you, right? and hurting you is the last thing i'd truly want to do.

Private: I know you're sorry, Papi, and I am pissed at you, but you know I'll be over it in a few days. You should have been honest with me, I could have helped you in a way that didn't involve sleeping with someone to make Francois jealous. And I don't mean that to say I regret sleeping with you, because I don't. It just shouldn't have been because you wanted to hurt Francois. You're going to make it up to me you're right and I'll hold you to that. But of course I'll always listen to you, and I want you and him to work your shit out, so I can be grossed out by how cute you are together. I love you too, Connie. We'll be good though, alright?

Private: Hey. First I'm so sorry you two got in a fight and it is mostly my fault. I don't want to think of you being used like that because you deserve the best Hudson. It was to make me jealous but I hate that he had to use someone else to try and achieve that. Connor wants something between us and he's pissed because I'm hesitant about it. It's mostly down to the age difference to me even though it said it doesn't bother him. I feel like I'd be holding him back and he deserves someone his age.

Private: We'll be fine in a day or two, so don't worry about it. And it's safe to say we won't be sleeping together anymore, so don't worry about that either. It wasn't like it was anything serious with Connor and I, it was just fooling around, but he should have told me about his feelings for you. He has a lot of feelings for you. Like a lot. I get the age difference being an issue for you and all, but it's just a number at the end of the day, and you shouldn't let it get in the way of something that could make you happy. You two would be good together. Now stop making me be so fucking serious, I can't handle it.

not to be that elusive superstar who just pops up out of nowhere whenever someone's dealing with paparazzi drama but hi, it's me — the one who walks backwards so they can't use the shot and hides under umbrellas like some kind of victorian ghost and has definitely considered using the pointy end as a weapon on more than one occasion. i heard about your run-in with that autograph hound though and honestly that's awful, i'm really sorry. / @hvddywilliams

I need you to train me on how to deal with them it sound like, because you are badass and I couldn't even get my fucking lighter to light quickly. It was so embarrassing. But yeah, it was kind of awful and they were following us everywhere and just wouldn't stop, it sucked. It was bad enough we had so many fans camped out outside the hotel, than having people stalk us? It was all too much for me. I know that's the price of fame as I keep being told, but people need to learn how to back off. I know you get it like a million times worse. How do you handle it all?

the last time you were here when you came to la, you left one of your hoodies and i'm just letting you know that i've decided that it's mine now and you're not getting it back. it looks good on me, it's nice and baggy on me and it's super comfortable, so, finders keepers and all of that. i'll make it up to you next time you come back to la though, alright? and i'm sure you'll like whatever i do better than an old hoodie anyway, yeah? though speaking of, when are you coming back to la? | @hvddywilliams

I suppose I don't mind you not giving it back and it probably looks better on you than it ever did on me anyway. Plus, you've got me curious about this making it up to me next time I'm in LA part, especially if whatever you plan on doing to me is better than an old hoodie. Which I've no doubt about, since every time we're together it's fantastic. Season 2 started filming so I'm in Toronto right now, not sure when I'll be making it to LA. But you could always come to Toronto?

baby, are you sick of me yet? i feel like we're getting papped every second of every minute we're in toronto for filming, and every new article that pops up about us is wild, especially the one talking about us dressing alike. but if you're sick of seeing my face, i'm probably going to be out hoeing around this weekend, so you won't have to worry about seeing me too much. unless you want to go with me? we can either help each other get laid, lay each other, or i'm sure there's someone out there that's wants us to take them to paris. sounds like a good night, yeah? | @hvddywilliams

I could never get tired of you, Papi. We have been getting papped a lot, noticed someone shared our location last night five seconds after they took a picture of us which isn't creepy at all. I'd never get sick of that handsome face of yours, which you should already know. But if you want space from me, going out this weekend without me won't hurt my feelings. Unless the offer to go with you is something you truly want? I'm not against helping each other get laid, laying each other, or taking someone to Paris, as you so eloquently put it, you dirty dog.