hi! i'm cal, and this is my art blog. i'm a jack-of-all-trades-master-of-none, so i post art, animation, writing, music, and video edits. i post both fan content and original stuff, but i have a separate blog for personal posts and (most) reblogs.
software: for art, i use procreate, csp, or toonsquid. synthv and fl studio are my go-tos for music, and my mvs are made in davinci resolve.
current fandoms: my current fixation is link click, and hades was before that. i'm also a big fan of tf2, utdr, hollow knight, okami, and the legend of zelda.
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Hello Art Fighters! It's time to get prepared for the 2026 MAP!
We've just recently updated our latest news post with the link to sign up for the 5th edition of our annual MAP. This year's song is Radiant Revival by Jamie Paige (ft. Hatsune Miku)!
For those who don't know what a MAP is, MAP stands for "multiple animator project". A MAP is a short, collaborative project made up of numerous animations by different creators. MAPs are typically set to music which have been sliced into shorter segments. Each project member is responsible for animating their assigned part.
Our sign-ups will work a little differently this year. Instead of it being a first-come, first-serve application process like in previous years, applications will be open from now through June 25th at 12:00 PM EDT. After closing, we will randomly select our 34 participants. We will randomly select backup participants as needed as well.
Please be sure to read over the MAP rules here prior to signing up. You can sign up here.
Thank you for all your interest in our annual MAP, and we hope to see you sign up!
Still learning to make animatics using stick figures, but I'm finally through the first bridge of this! The song is Kikomori's cover of Pale Machine, and the characters are from Link Click. I hope you can still tell who is who :P
Here's my new English SynthV cover of THE TIDES by ç˝é˛¨ JAWS (from Link Click)! Lyrics:
Dark room, quiet night:
Spindrift stings in my mindâs eye.
All these visions got me feelinâ like
I just got my perfect alibi.
Often spend nights in a gale, still set sail--
So torn up, but I fly still.
Hunt eyes in the dark, skipping heart
Head reelinâ cause Iâm frightened as hell.
So whatâs that sound, sound, sound?
Spinninâ all night long, long, long
Temperature goes down, down, down
Got my mind feelinâ drown, drown, drowned.
Itâs constant.
Iâd hear it in the echo of a pindrop,
only revealing its luster when the lightâs off.
Secretly, we extend our hands
trying to hold onto lives that slip through fingers like sand,
And the moonlightâs reflection I chased it with you,
sinking into the blue.
Open your eyes (In every lifetime)
Passing through lies (All days intertwined)
Youâll wake without me by your side,
the presentâs stuck on standby.
Steady your stride (I got lost in the trap of timelapse)
Cut through the night
(I can see we ainât got no way back)
Weâll never alter fateâs design
Marooned within the flow of time.
Sordid, the vanity: Spectacles fracturing.
Quiet reprises of rusted candlelight.
That one precipitous touch,
Then there were no witnesses left to testify.
Impending redemption unfolds.
Footsteps controlled.
Trail has gone cold.
Spiderwebs of enigmas untold.
Close to your chest, keep the cards that you want to hide.
_____
Iâm looking at people come and go,
Wondering who would run this show.
Canât kill this butterfly in my stomach
When I gotta swallow the truth down my throat, But I just know
I hear the symphony in your vicinity.
Riding the low tide deep into the sea.
Trippinâ, Trippinâ
Weâre losing the target, yeah.
Sinkinâ , Sinkinâ
Deep into the darkness, yeah.
Catch me off the radar.
Iâll be ghosting so hard.
Is there any hope of calling a mayday in currents out this far?
Trippinâ, Trippinâ
Weâre losing the target, yeah.
Sinkinâ , Sinkinâ
Deep into the darkness, yeah.
Catch me off the radar.
Iâll be ghosting so hard.
Catch me off the radar.
Open your eyes (In every lifetime)
Passing through lies (All days intertwined)
Youâll wake without me by your side,
the presentâs stuck on standby.
Steady your stride (I got lost in the trap of timelapse)
Cut through the night
(I can see we ainât got no way back)
Weâll never alter fateâs design
Marooned within the flow of time.
Go on without me by your side:
The present waits on standby.
Steady your stride.
Cut through the night.
Find your new place in fateâs design.
Remember me and brave the tide.
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Here's my new English SynthV cover of THE TIDES by ç˝é˛¨ JAWS (from Link Click)! Lyrics:
Dark room, quiet night:
Spindrift stings in my mindâs eye.
All these visions got me feelinâ like
I just got my perfect alibi.
Often spend nights in a gale, still set sail--
So torn up, but I fly still.
Hunt eyes in the dark, skipping heart
Head reelinâ cause Iâm frightened as hell.
So whatâs that sound, sound, sound?
Spinninâ all night long, long, long
Temperature goes down, down, down
Got my mind feelinâ drown, drown, drowned.
Itâs constant.
Iâd hear it in the echo of a pindrop,
only revealing its luster when the lightâs off.
Secretly, we extend our hands
trying to hold onto lives that slip through fingers like sand,
And the moonlightâs reflection I chased it with you,
sinking into the blue.
Open your eyes (In every lifetime)
Passing through lies (All days intertwined)
Youâll wake without me by your side,
the presentâs stuck on standby.
Steady your stride (I got lost in the trap of timelapse)
Cut through the night
(I can see we ainât got no way back)
Weâll never alter fateâs design
Marooned within the flow of time.
Sordid, the vanity: Spectacles fracturing.
Quiet reprises of rusted candlelight.
That one precipitous touch,
Then there were no witnesses left to testify.
Impending redemption unfolds.
Footsteps controlled.
Trail has gone cold.
Spiderwebs of enigmas untold.
Close to your chest, keep the cards that you want to hide.
_____
Iâm looking at people come and go,
Wondering who would run this show.
Canât kill this butterfly in my stomach
When I gotta swallow the truth down my throat, But I just know
I hear the symphony in your vicinity.
Riding the low tide deep into the sea.
Trippinâ, Trippinâ
Weâre losing the target, yeah.
Sinkinâ , Sinkinâ
Deep into the darkness, yeah.
Catch me off the radar.
Iâll be ghosting so hard.
Is there any hope of calling a mayday in currents out this far?
Trippinâ, Trippinâ
Weâre losing the target, yeah.
Sinkinâ , Sinkinâ
Deep into the darkness, yeah.
Catch me off the radar.
Iâll be ghosting so hard.
Catch me off the radar.
Open your eyes (In every lifetime)
Passing through lies (All days intertwined)
Youâll wake without me by your side,
the presentâs stuck on standby.
Steady your stride (I got lost in the trap of timelapse)
Cut through the night
(I can see we ainât got no way back)
Weâll never alter fateâs design
Marooned within the flow of time.
Go on without me by your side:
The present waits on standby.
Steady your stride.
Cut through the night.
Find your new place in fateâs design.
Remember me and brave the tide.
Thank you so much to @jellyv33 for the new profile picture! Not only is the art stellar, the commission process was so friendly and pleasant. Please check out @âjellyv33's art and give it some love đ!!
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New SYNTHV cover is out now, this time for Ruler of My Heart!
[LYRICS]
Chase the darkness inside:
Youâll still outshine the dawnâs light
in your wreckage, my star.
My immaculate muse,
all of creation diffused
in Lacrymosa unmarred.
My savior, un belle âme teinte en noir.
I donât believe youâre a liar.
So, give me your sins, and Iâll bear all of our scars.
Trust me, and Iâll lift you higher.
Ruler of my heart (x3)
Your beautyâs transcendental.
Ruler of my heart (x3)
Stripping away your walls,
Endless crumbling vaults
Cast me into the Abyss unfurled.
Every glimpse of you gone,
Can't remember your song.
Iâve lost my whole world.
My savior, divine and devastating.
Make me your God: I can give you everything.
So, give me your sins: Iâll bear perditionâs flame:
All hell exalted in your name.
Ruler of my heart (x3)
Ever ethereal.
Ruler of my heart (x3)
[Instrumental]
Ruler of my heart (x6)
My SynthV Hayden cover of Solitude by Evanescence. This was one of the first songs I made using SynthV, which is a synth similar to Vocaloid but with better English voicebanks. I only recently decided to revamp it.
The thumbnail is a recolor of official Alien Stage art. The song is not related to Alien Stage, but the lyrics remind me so much of Ivan (like, word for word). It breaks my heart đĽ˛. Thanks for listening!
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See the Youtube description for credits regarding the original song, instrumental track, and thumbnail art! Made using SynthV Hayden (a vocal synth similar to Vocaloid) and Audacity for after-effects.
Lyrics:
Wrong or right, win or die:Â
These lessons all Iâve ever known.
Bitter in my heart, my song,Â
voice hanging on my lips so cold.
Still swore I would be okay,Â
then saw the fire in your eyes when I looked your way.
The light you came to radiate:Â
In its umbra I had found my favorite hiding place.
My wish: To live in you like a parasite.Â
Youâll be my own private paradise.
(So Perfect)
Burrowed deep into your wounds but still left wanting more
(So Perfect)
Just consume me with your addled gaze that I adore.
(So Perfect)
Our strange symbiosis cuts my life to pieces I want it, darlin; I like it, letâs call this paratise.
âWhatâs your wish?â theyâd ask of me, Iâve penned my answer finally.
The rests between the notes you sing: Can I stay there for eternity?
And if that flame fueled by your painâs engulfed in dark waves hollow,
You who shine, I promised Iâd always be by your side in shadow.
My secret, kept hidden deep within: By the time itâs found itâs already unknown til the end.
My wish: To live in you like a parasite. Youâll be my own private paradise.
(So Perfect)
Digging deep into your wounds canât seem to get enough.
(So perfect)
Immolate me with that withering stare Iâve come to love.
(So perfect)
Our sick symbiosis cuts my soul to pieces I want it, beloved. I like it. Letâs call this paratise.
Credits for the original song go to âŞ@/xenovibe92⏠, âŞ@/byeonghoon⏠, and âŞ@/STUDIOLICO⏠on Youtube. The instrumental track is from âŞ@sunfish_squid⏠, also on Youtube, and the art in the thumbnail is a recolor of official Alien Stage art by âŞ@/QMENG⏠. Made using SynthV Hayden and Audacity for after-effects.
Lyrics:
Wrong or right, win or die:
These lessons all Iâve ever known.
Bitter in my heart, my song,
voice hanging on my lips so cold.
Still swore I would be okay,
then saw the fire in your eyes when I looked your way.
The light you came to radiate:
In its umbra I had found my favorite hiding place.
My wish: To live in you like a parasite.
Youâll be my own private paradise.
(So Perfect)
Burrowed deep into your wounds
but still left wanting more
(So Perfect)
Just consume me with your
addled gaze that I adore.
(So Perfect)
Our strange symbiosis cuts my life to pieces
I want it, darlin; I like it,
letâs call this paratise.
âWhatâs your wish?â theyâd ask of me,
Iâve penned my answer finally.
The rests between the notes you sing:
Can I stay there for eternity?
And if that flame fueled by your painâs
engulfed in dark waves hollowed,
You who shine, I promised Iâd always
be by your side in shadow.
My secret, kept hidden deep within:
By the time itâs found itâs already unknown til the end.
My wish: To live in you like a parasite.
Youâll be my own private paradise.
(So Perfect)
Digging deep into your wounds canât seem to get enough.
(So perfect)
Immolate me with that withering stare Iâve come to love.
(So perfect)
Our sick symbiosis cuts my soul to pieces
I want it, beloved. I like it.
Letâs call this paratise.
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