nobody nobody nobody nooobody nobody ooh nobody no

i must not kill myself . killing myself is the myself killer

if i ever stop posting completely im either in a psychiatric penitentiary or i killed myself 

You always hear about the people who “get better” after diagnosis but I believe not everyone dose get better, some people are born to rot. Some people are born broken and there is nothing they can do to make it better, they are expected to just suffer with it so that the people around them don’t have to deal with their death.

(guy who acts weird in real life already) no one can know i act weird on the internet

personality disorder-related identity loss is insane because three different people could ask me what my favorite color is and i would give them three different answers each time and not even realize im lying

*through gritted teeth* it doesn’t have to be perfect, it just has to be done. it doesn’t have to be perfect, it just has to be done. it doesn’t have to be-

due to many foreseen circumstances i will go insane

*sitting in my bedroom with nothing going on* HELP!!!! HELP ME!!!! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SOMEBODY FUCKING HELP ME!!!!

SH is so weird. Sometimes I’ll run into the bathroom in tears and tear at my leg, then other times I’m casually slicing watching YouTube.

I want to cut and be pretty and bleed and take pills and vomit and burn and cry and die and just feel something