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i just saw a post saying that mina ‘shouldn’t have let kpop run her life’ but i feel as though she didn’t. she didn’t kill herself because of kpop she killed herself because of all of the people bullying her. yes it was because of a kpop incident, but it wasn BECAUSE of kpop. let’s stop belittling her death and making it seem like it happened or a small thing because it didnt
it actually makes me sick to call myself an engene at this point. i love all of the members, their content, and their music but i could NEVER imagine sending so much hate to another fan to the point of her killing herself. engenes has never been a very chill fandom, but it also hasn’t ever gotten to this point. i feel ashamed to call myself and engene or to have them in my introduction post because of this fandom. engenes need to calm down and focus on the things that actually matter. maybe let’s not drive all our attention to innocent fan interactions and focus on the bigger things, like how they are being overworked.
mina you didn’t deserve any of this, hopefully you are in a better less hateful place 🕊️🤍
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hi! i was wanting to know a few things to get to know you!
what are the groups you stan and your biases? besides h2h, enhypen, and illit.
what idol do you feel the most connected to? like represents you the best.
what are your top 5 songs right now?
are you in school? for what?
do you use ai?
thank you for answering! 💖
-@beadabopboop
haiii beadabopboop!!! i would love to let everyone know more about me! i have another post here with more information too!!
i stan soo many groups it’s actually crazy. i’ll only list a few though. idle (soyeon), le sserafim (kazuha), twice (dahyun), itzy (chaeryoung), newjeans (hanni), red velvet (seulgi), 82major (seongil), ateez (wooyoung), &team (jo), nct (i have one for each sub lol but my ult for nct rn is ryo), bts (jungkook), and cortis (juhoon). whew.
i’ve always felt super drawn towards soyeon from idle and ive not ever really sure why. i thinks it’s because we think very similarly and shared a lot of the same beliefs. i can just really relate to her whenever she talks about always thinking she is ‘ugly’ or ‘not enough’ (both of which aren’t true)
hmm top five songs… i’ve got a bunch but let me choose five
i actually loved this song when it first came out, despite all the hate and have been getting into it again. it’s just so colorful and fun!!
red velvet is sooo back and they brought summer back too!! i’ve been a reveluv for years and they have never released a miss imo. this was def worth the wait.
this song is actually so good i would recommend it to literally everyone. the vocals on this song are sooo good. so!yoon! and phums voices just sound so good together and the lyrics are so good idek how to describe them.
another peak velvet song. like i said before, they never released a miss and that includes hula hoop. i don’t even have anything to say about this song besides STREAM HULA HOOP!!!
i’ve been hooked ever since it was released. nmixx is another one of those groups who never released a miss. this song is just soo meaningful and JYP needs to let lily cook up some lyrics more often. what can i say, nmixx is for the arts not the charts.
4. so this is actually kinda embarrassing but i am 18 and still in highschool… 😭😭 i was held back in elementary school and so i am going to be a 19 year old graduate 😓😓 stfu stfu stfu stfu
5. no absolutely not. on my fiancé!jay smau i used a ai pic for his pfp without realizing. i got a comment about it and immediately replaced the ss immediately. for my writing though i have NEVER used ai and NEVER will. i was so scared about that smau hitting enablr tho bc tumblr engenes actually scare the shit out of me luckily it flopped though…
i’m soo glad you asked me all these questions @beadabopboop 💗💗
i’m so tired of seeing people use ai to write their fics and then ever so confidently accept all the praise coming their way— don’t you have any shame?
many of us are here are brainstorming, writing and rewriting, trying to take the sweet time of their busy days to write and you are out here feeding everyone ai slop and claiming it as a fruit of your own hardwork.
i’m tired of coming across fics that are so obviously ai and no one bats an eye. it’s so disgusting, even the readers too. you guys would consume anything as long as it feeds your delusion. it hurts to see genuine writers being overshadowed by the ones who post works every other day using ai and get the attention.
and by using ai, you’re making it hard for everyone. even the genuine, organic writers get accused of using ai and honestly, i don’t blame anyone for being paranoid. with the rise of ai fics in this community, don’t be surprised that everyone else who is innocent is being targeted because of a few talentless, uncreative sorry excuse of writers who cannot write one sentence on their own.
i don’t care if you only use ai to find prompts, or outline your plot, or fix the grammar— ai is ai, and as someone who puts my precious time and effort into coming up with every single detail about my works, i find it disrespectful to myself and several other genuine writers that ai writers get away with these things by making lame excuses.
if you don’t have time to write, deactivate. it’s not an excuse to use ai to post frequently. i don’t care if you aren’t native english speaker or have a bad grammar, learn it. that’s how we learn and have been learning for ages. humans existed before ai and frankly, lived better and cognitively more productive life than the ones right now.
what’s the point of calling yourself a writer if you cannot write one thing on your own? trust me, it gets easier as your proceed. not all of us were born with the talent to write. we picked it up and we learnt instead of putting out ai works and claiming it as our own without any shame.
no one is asking you to put out pictures perfect fics. i don’t care if there are spelling mistakes or grammer inconsistencies. none of it matters as long as you are putting in the work to improve yourself instead of resorting to some cheap tool that is harming the community and the planet.
if you use ai, just stop. if you cannot, deactivate. i’m being so serious, you have no place in a community that was built off creativity. you are doing nothing but ruining this place for everyone else.
synopsis. random texts between you and your finance jay
ss. 7
tags. fiancé!jay x fem!reader, smau, fluff, not worth getting your hopes up for, inspired by some texts i saw on pinterest
note. hei… what’s up… dwdw im going to be getting an actual fic up soon but ive just be soo busyyy. so here is a little smau to tide you all over. pls lmk iso other apps for smaus bc i was legit just texting myself 😭 also jay recently has just been soo hottuhh 😩😩. he has been bias wrecking soo much more than usual. (sorry sunoo) reqs are open btw 👀👀
i want to apologize for using an ai image as the pfp for this smau. i really don’t do much when i find a picture besides save it and use it. i don’t do any background research before using it. i will definitely start doing that in the future before using a picture. i am so sorry.
i have replaced the ss with updated ones without the ai pfp
maybe this is too personal for the tumblr but idc i need to tell someone loll. basically I just really want to end it all right now. like completely wipe myself from the earth iykwim. its just really funny too because i've seen this coming for literal years now and i haven't done anything to try and prevent it. I'm not going to lie, the only thing that has kept me from not kms yet is all my wips. like something about the idea that people are waiting for them and that if i do then they wont ever get to read them makes me feel even more terrible. thank god for jake, niki, wooyoung, and james ig lol
synopsis. the hyung lines green and red flags, this request explains it pretty well
wc. 2.2k
tags. hyung line x fem!reader, headcannons, fluff, the only real fighting part is martin and r, pet names (baby, babe, ma), not proofread. there might be more but it is late and i just want to get this out
note. omg this was soo hard. like thes boys do not have red flags so i was having to my reader freak about abt small things 😭 but on to the bigger topic - my debut fic(?) 🎉🎉!! party at my place at 10 to celebrate. also requests are open so you should totally request 👀👀 anyway… enjoy!
now playing :: REDRED by cortis
bf!james who would rather have a flop album than see you mad ever, especially at him.
“Baby!” You whined. James had stayed late at the studio and missed your date night for the third time in a row. “You missed our date night. Again!”
There was a stark difference between you and James. You were all dolled up - hair curled, makeup applied perfectly, the black dress James loved hugging all your curves - and his outfit could only be described as someone who hasn’t left the house, or studio for that matter, in three days.
“Babe, I know I’m so sorry.” James looked up at you from his chair. He had reached out to place his hands on your hips, but you jerked away from his touch. He placed his hands awkwardly on his thighs. “I’ve been so caught up in the comeback, that I’ve completely forgot.”
“You said that the first two times.”
“And it was true those times too.”
You let out a long huff as you started to pace back and forth in the studio. “James, you just don’t understand! I have been busy with university, but I didn’t forget, did I?”
“Babe, I know. There really is no excuse for me to keep forgetting.” He tracked you with his brown eyes as you walked back forth. Suddenly, he grabbed your wrist, causing you to stop your pacing in front of him. “Tomorrow night, that fancy Italian restaurant you like, this same dress, and me this time. We are going to make up for the past three missed dates.”
“Promise?” You looked down at him in the chair. You could see in his eyes he really meant it.
James stuck his pinky finger out and you interlocked yours with it. “Promise.”
You couldn’t help but giggle. James always had that affect on you - making you laugh during a serious time with his child-like antics.
“C’mere.” James pulled you into his lap. “Listen to this beat I just made.”
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bf!james
who loves telling stories about you, but doesn’t realize that what is funny to him is embarrassing to you.
“And then, and then,” James said in between gasps of air. “She fell backwards off the chair!”
All the boys burst into laughter. James was telling an embarrassing story about you to the boys, even though you had already asked him to stop.
“Noona, did this really happen?” Keonho said between wheezes. Your face turned bright red as you looked at your lap.
You were sitting by James one the couch, his arm draped on your shoulders. You didn’t think the story was very funny and you told James that, but he didn’t listen.
“I think I am going to go to bed.” You stood up abruptly, all the laughing stopped.
“Babe, it’s only 8:00. Are you that tired?”
“Yeah, it’s been a long day.”
James pulled you down to give you a kiss, but you turned your face last minute, letting his lips fall on your cheek instead. “Okay, goodnight, babe. I love you. I’ll be in bed soon.”
The other four boys started gagging at the kiss.
“Okay, goodnight.” You always said I love you back. To James, the simple goodnight felt almost cold without ‘I love you’.
Before James could question it, you were already walking to your bedroom. He continued with the story, not realizing that it was the reason you left.
Later that night, when James crawled into bed beside you, he found you fast asleep with a tear stained face. The look made his heart ache, but he couldn’t place why you were crying in the first place.
The other four boys started gagging at the kiss.
“Okay, goodnight.” You always said I love you back. To James, the simple goodnight felt almost cold without ‘I love you’.
Before James could question it, you were already walking to your bedroom. He continued with the story, not realizing that it was the reason you left.
Later that night, when James crawled into bed beside you, he found you fast asleep with a tear stained face. The look made his heart ache, but he couldn’t place why you were crying in the first place.
bf!juhoon
who always remembers the small things, like that one movie you mentioned once.
Juhoon hadn’t had a day off for what felt like years, even though he had barely been debuted for years. His plan for the day was to just lay around at the dorm with the boys, but they all decided last minute to go on a shopping trip to down town. Juhoon was so sore from practice and his voice was starting to hurt so he told them to go without him. Besides, he had other plans.
You knew it was Juhoon’s day off and, coincidentally, it was yours too. You texted Martin to leave the dorm door unlocked so you could sneak in and surprise Juhoon.
As you neared the door to the dorm, you could hear the faint noise of the tv coming from inside. You quietly opened the door just enough for you to slip in and turned the corner to the living room.
In the living room, you found Juhoon, spread out on the couch in a pair of black sweat pants and white tank top holding a bag of popcorn.
“Juhoon?” You said standing behind the couch. You thought Juhoon was going to have a heart attack.
He jumped up, spilling popcorn all over the couch. “Y/n?!” Juhoon yelped out. “What are you doing here?” He pressed pause on the tv.
“Better question. Why are you watching a k-drama?” You rounded the couch, sitting down next to him. “Let alone ‘Love Untangled’?”
Juhoon was leaning over picking up all the spilt popcorn. “You said it was your favorite the other day. So, I thought I should watch it so we can talk about it.”
“Juhoon, you don’t like romance dramas though.”
“But you do.” Juhoon looked at you, his dark eyes practically melting your heart. He pulled you closer to him and pressed unpause on the show. “Se-ri is about to confess her love to Yun-seok!”
You side eyed him, but decided to hold back what actually happened. He would find out in a minute or two anyway.
bf!juhoon who, whenever he gets stressed, tends to push you away and bottle everything up.
It had been almost a full two days without having a conversation with Juhoon. All you had gotten was a good morning and good night from him. You knew that the comeback was coming up and that it stressed the boys out. Juhoon had a tendency of trying to deal with all of his problems alone, and you knew it more than anyone. Just the thought of him trying to handle the stress made your heart ache.
You didn’t want him to shut you out, again, so you made a plan to try and help him feel a bit better. That’s why you were standing in front of the shelve of chips at the grocery store. Juhoon had at least five different favorite chips, so after standing for at least ten minutes trying to decide which one to get, you threw them all into the cart, moving onto the candy aisle.
After you shopped, you went straight to his dorm. You knocked once. No answer. Again. No answer. Finally, as you raised your hand to knock again, James flung the door open.
“Oh, thank God you’re here. Juhoon hasn’t left our room since we got back from practice. I think the stress is really getting to him.” James moved to the side, making room for you to step in.
“I can tell. That’s why I brought all this.” You kicked your shoes off as you held the grocery bag up for James to see.
You quietly walked to Juhoon and James shared room. There, you found him lying face down in his bed, obviously asleep.
“Jju, baby? I brought you some snacks.” You said softly. Juhoon didn’t even stir.
You set the grocery bag on his desk before you sat down on the edge of his bed. You ran your hands through his dark hair, causing him to roll over.
“Baby?” His eyes fluttered open. “What are you doing here?”
“I brought you some snacks, as a pick me up. I know how stressful preparing for this comeback has been.”
Juhoon sat up, positioning himself against the headboard as you grabbed one of the chip bags. “Here.” You said, opening it for him.
He grabbed the chips. “Thank you, Y/n.” He said between bites.
You scooted closer to him, so that you were sitting right by him. Juhoon set the bag down, wrapping his arms around your waist, pulling you into a tight hug. After a moment you hugged, him back. The hug went for a few minutes, both of you relishing in each other’s warmth.
“Juhoon?” You said, pulling away from him slightly. “Please, promise me you won’t keep shutting me out whenever you’re stressed.”
For a few moments, Juhoon said nothing. He only pulled you back into the hug, inhaling your sweet, vanilla scent.
“I promise.” He finally mumbled into your ear.
This exact scene was something that had happened many times before. You would make Juhoon promise to not shut you out, but that promise would always be broken a few days later. You knew this time wouldn’t be any different.
bf!martin
who has never once complained about you wanting to match outfits. Sometimes it’s even his idea.
You were currently standing in front of the mess called Martin’s closet. Martin insisted that he match with you today. You had on a black pair of baggy jeans, a white tank top, and one of Martin’s maroon zip ups.
Martin appeared behind you, wrapped his arms around your waist as his chin found your shoulder to rest on. “Find anything yet, Ma?”
“I can barely see the ground, Mars. What makes you think I can find anything in this mess.” You leaned into his touch.
“Y/n,” Martin said in a serious tone, turning you around. “I’ve seen your closet before, this is clean compared to that.”
You cracked a smile at Martin’s deadpan tone. “That’s organized chaos. This is just… chaos.”
“Here,” Martin picked up a navy zip up from the floor. “This matches with yours, right? Like it’s the same brand and everything.”
“Is it clean?”
“Smells like it.”
You laughed. “Then yes. I’ll go get you a white tank top and you can just wear those jeans.”
Martin sat down on his bed as he waited for you to come back.
You threw the tank top at him when you did. “Put that on.”
“Okay, bossy.”
“What was that?”
“I said I loved you.”
“That’s what I thought.”
When Martin was finally dressed, you dragged him into the bathroom to take pictures. He pretended to be annoyed, but you knew one of these would be his new phone background by tomorrow.
bf!martin
who is known for his excessive fan service. That same fan service that you don’t like.
You not liking Martins excessive fan service was nothing new. You were okay with the little flirty comments here and there with fans, but, honestly, it got you a bit jealous. You knew it was part of dating an idol, but you felt like Martins always went a bit farther than needed.
Martin knew this too.
“Ma, it’s not even that much! I have to keep fans happy.”
“But you don’t have to do that much! Look.” You pulled out your phone, showing Martin a clip of him telling a delusional fan that the word for ‘pretty girl’ in Korean was her name.
“Oh, yeah because you want me saying those things to you.” Martin rolled his eyes.
“Maybe I would sometimes! You have never said anything like that to me before, but, sure, whenever it’s a random thing let’s say it five times in three minutes.”
“If I said that to you, you would tell me not too.”
“Martin, you’re just not getting it!”
“No, you aren’t! If you were an idol you would understand.”
“No, I wouldn’t because I wouldn’t flirt with a random fan I have to talk to more than my own boyfriend.”
“Y/n, I don’t know what you want me to say.”
“I want you to say sorry and actually change!”
You didn’t want to cry, but the tears were welling up in your eyes. You knew you seemed like the possessive girlfriend, but it just really bothered you. The way Martin would compliment fans all the time and, sure, he did that to you too, but not to the same extent. It was almost like he tried harder with the fans.
“Ma, I don’t know what you want me to do.”
“Change! That’s all I want!” The tears were slowly starting to fall from your face now. “Please.”
Martin didn’t say anything as he grabbed his car keys and headed towards the door. “We need to take a break from each other for a minute. I’m going on a drive.”
You tried yelling after him, but he was already out the door. Tomorrow morning, you would wake up in his arms and he would apologize. But he wouldn’t stop, you would just ignore it until you couldn’t anymore. Then the cycle would repeat.
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okay ik i have a bunch of wips rn that i need to work on but hear me out… martin x reader inspired by loud by nmixx. 👀👀 like they both just want to be able to go places and post each other but they are idols so they can’t and it’s just a whole thing, probably a drabble. please tell me you are seeing the vision 👀👀 please please please 👀👀 (i love that emoji 👀👀)
okay ik i have a bunch of wips rn that i need to work on but hear me out… martin x reader inspired by loud by nmixx. 👀👀 like they both just want to be able to go places and post each other but they are idols so they can’t and it’s just a whole thing, probably a drabble. please tell me you are seeing the vision 👀👀 please please please 👀👀 (i love that emoji 👀👀)
synopsis. random texts between you and your finance jay
ss. 7
tags. fiancé!jay x fem!reader, smau, fluff, not worth getting your hopes up for, inspired by some texts i saw on pinterest
note. hei… what’s up… dwdw im going to be getting an actual fic up soon but ive just be soo busyyy. so here is a little smau to tide you all over. pls lmk iso other apps for smaus bc i was legit just texting myself 😭 also jay recently has just been soo hottuhh 😩😩. he has been bias wrecking soo much more than usual. (sorry sunoo) reqs are open btw 👀👀
synopsis. random texts between you and your finance jay
ss. 7
tags. fiancé!jay x fem!reader, smau, fluff, not worth getting your hopes up for, inspired by some texts i saw on pinterest
note. hei… what’s up… dwdw im going to be getting an actual fic up soon but ive just be soo busyyy. so here is a little smau to tide you all over. pls lmk iso other apps for smaus bc i was legit just texting myself 😭 also jay recently has just been soo hottuhh 😩😩. he has been bias wrecking soo much more than usual. (sorry sunoo) reqs are open btw 👀👀
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