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hello before you say I can't have the name rui, I am Brazilian American and in Brazil rui is a name used alot according to what I've seen so please be kind

WARNING THIS BLOG CONTAINS: suicide, self harm, potential eating disordered behavior, obessesive love, vents, cannibalism (I do not eat people it is a special interest), me geeking out over things, attention seeking behaviors, YOAIIIIII!!!!!!! And more

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thank for 100 followers I'm gonna make a wonderland x showtime themed ask game for it

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I probably need to let someone else front for my sanity

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not now kitten daddy is liveblogging his descent into madness

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　　　໒𓏼⨷　　ƒִ֗2ⓤ bυׁׅt ᥴrediɬ เƒִ֗ 𝕣ᧉ᩠֗𝚙o𑂘ȶ　パ𓈒フ

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anybody else need like large amounts of attention or else they crash out

hpdrui

OMG I JS STARTED TO STALK UR ACC AND U HAVE CANNIBALISM AS A SPECIAL INTEREST?? OMG UR GETTING PROMOTED TO MUTUAL OF ALL TIME AND SPAM LIKING NOW(sry 4 nerding out, I js think it's rlly interesting and I want to do my own research on funerary cannibalism but like....4 now video essays are fine) (all likes will be from my main teehee:3)

HIIII!!! thank you thank you I love cannibalism it's so interesting to me!!! I love it a lot!!! I wouldn't commit cannibalism but it is something I love in media and live learning about the act of doing it

#the consumption of ones soul existing as sustenance for your lover.. sigh #prev you get me on a spiritual level

Being closeted makes me wanna cry but being out and transitioning would make me a target gotta love the land of the free

who up trying to fill the ever present void?????

OMG I JS STARTED TO STALK UR ACC AND U HAVE CANNIBALISM AS A SPECIAL INTEREST?? OMG UR GETTING PROMOTED TO MUTUAL OF ALL TIME AND SPAM LIKING NOW(sry 4 nerding out, I js think it's rlly interesting and I want to do my own research on funerary cannibalism but like....4 now video essays are fine) (all likes will be from my main teehee:3)

HIIII!!! thank you thank you I love cannibalism it's so interesting to me!!! I love it a lot!!! I wouldn't commit cannibalism but it is something I love in media and live learning about the act of doing it

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Tell me you love me again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again again and again and again and again and again and again and again and-

yancorpse

Defile me. Rip me apart limb by limb. Drain my blood. Disassemble my nervous system. Take out my organs, empty me. Make me pure. Turn me into your perfect little doll. ♡

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Sorry for saying I get jealous of your organs cause they get to be inside your skin, do you still want me?

kedarika

──ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ i'll be your willing captive. if you promise to keep me forever, i will never try to escape. what am i if not yours to keep? my cage will be gilded, wrapped in the warmth that is you.

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hi rui. rocco. smiling at you. hi i’m smiling at you and hugging you and tackling you to the floor VIOLENTLY maybe <- kind and affectionate ok

‎ ‎𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐃𝐀𝐘 . do you believe it’s easy for someone to love you? are there aspects of yourself that you think make it hard for others to get close to you?

‎ ‎𝐂𝐀𝐊𝐄 . do you like to use nicknames / pet names on others? if you like them to be used on you, what are some of your favourites to be called?

‎ ‎𝐁𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐍𝐒 . what’s a small thing that anyone has done that made you feel truly loved / cared for? if you can’t think of any, what is something someone could do to make you feel this way?

‎ ‎𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐈 . what does vulnerability mean to you? how comfortable are you with being vulnerable around your darling / others, if at all?

‎ ‎𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆 . what’s a part of yourself / your personality that you tend to hide away? do you believe people would find this part of you to be a positive or a negative?

‎ ‎𝐈𝐍𝐕𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 . what are your thoughts on individuality in a relationship? do you feel that you lose yourself when you become obsessed with someone?

‎ ‎𝐑𝐈𝐁𝐁𝐎𝐍 . what are your biggest fears when it comes to a relationship, if any? do you feel that these fears hold you back when it comes to your darling?

‎ ‎𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇 . how have your obsessive tendencies changed your life, and are these changes positive or negative? if given the choice, would you change your obsessive tendencies or not?

‎ ‎𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐒 . show a photo that you associate with your love / obsession, a photo that you feel represents it.

‎ ‎𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐘 . use 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 picrew to make yourself / your persona.

‎ ‎𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐄 𝐁𝐀𝐆𝐒 . what’s a character that you associate with me? ( the asker )

‎ ‎𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒 . i would spend all my time with you if i could.

‎ ‎𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐘 𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐃𝐀𝐘 . you hold a special place in my heart.

‎ ‎𝐋𝐄𝐓’𝐒 𝐂𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐄 . i’ve been thinking of you a lot recently, i can’t get you out of my head.

‎ ‎𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋 𝐃𝐀𝐘 . you always know how to make me smile, even when i’m at my lowest.

‎ ‎𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 . i think we could have a great time hanging out, i want to make memories with you.

‎ ‎𝐀 𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐊𝐄 . i want to take a bite out of you, can i?

𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐃𝐀𝐘 . do you believe it’s easy for someone to love you? are there aspects of yourself that you think make it hard for others to get close to you?

I say it's a little difficult due to the fact I self sabotage and show more symptoms then most headmates

‎𝐂𝐀𝐊𝐄 . do you like to use nicknames / pet names on others? if you like them to be used on you, what are some of your favourites to be called?

I LOVE BOTH SOSOSOSOOSOSOS MUCHHHH!!!!! I like to be called darling prince sweetheart anything with my in front of it!!!! I love using pet names but I only use them on people I want or pursue

‎𝐁𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐍𝐒 . what’s a small thing that anyone has done that made you feel truly loved / cared for? if you can’t think of any, what is something someone could do to make you feel this way?

Listen to me ramble / read my rambles!!! Mean a lot genuinely!!!!!!

𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐈 . what does vulnerability mean to you? how comfortable are you with being vulnerable around your darling / others, if at all?

Atleast a little vulnerability is key in my relationships romantic or otherwise!!! I am very comfortable being vulnerable around people!!!

𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆 . what’s a part of yourself / your personality that you tend to hide away? do you believe people would find this part of you to be a positive or a negative?

My more violent thoughts I believe people find it to be a negative!!!!

𝐈𝐍𝐕𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 . what are your thoughts on individuality in a relationship? do you feel that you lose yourself when you become obsessed with someone?

As long as everyone consents I think you can do whatever in a relationship!!!! I do lose myself kinda in relationships and obsessions but honestly I also find myself too

‎𝐑𝐈𝐁𝐁𝐎𝐍 . what are your biggest fears when it comes to a relationship, if any? do you feel that these fears hold you back when it comes to your darling?

Like the rest of the system, abandonment. I feel as though these hold me back because I don't want anybody to leave me

‎𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇 . how have your obsessive tendencies changed your life, and are these changes positive or negative? if given the choice, would you change your obsessive tendencies or not?

They've made me find this lovely community but they've also almost lead me too kill myself due to a ex-fp so there's that! I feel it's a mixed bag!!!!

‎𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐒 . show a photo that you associate with your love / obsession, a photo that you feel represents it.

Get it???? cause you have my heart!!!!!!

𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐘 . use 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 picrew to make yourself / your persona.

I identify more with the body so imma do us irl

taaaa daaaa

𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐄 𝐁𝐀𝐆𝐒 . what’s a character that you associate with me? ( the asker )

Verity!!!!!! He has some traits I think you both share

‎𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒 . i would spend all my time with you if i could.

You are so sweet I'd do the same!!!!

‎𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐘 𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐃𝐀𝐘 . you hold a special place in my heart.

You always will hold a special place in mine, meu amor!!!!!!

‎𝐋𝐄𝐓’𝐒 𝐂𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐄 . i’ve been thinking of you a lot recently, i can’t get you out of my head.

Pinky promise you mean it!!! I hope you are on my mind a lot like you are to me <333

‎𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋 𝐃𝐀𝐘 . you always know how to make me smile, even when i’m at my lowest.

Can we make out? Sorry! Can we make out? Sorry! Can we make out? Sorry! Can we make out? Sorry! Can we make out? Sorry! Can we make out? Sorry! Can we-

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 . i think we could have a great time hanging out, i want to make memories with you.

I'd love to do that!!!!

‎𝐀 𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐊𝐄 . i want to take a bite out of you, can i?

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

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‎𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒 , ‎𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒 , 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐄 𝐁𝐀𝐆𝐒 + ‎𝐋𝐄𝐓’𝐒 𝐂𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐄 and 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐖 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒.

‎𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒 . what’s something small that you notice / pay attention to in others that you think some don’t notice as much?

Ooo good question I'd probably say what characters they relate too. I kinda use that to help navigate relationships and help understand my loved ones personalities

‎𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒 . is there someone who’s been on your mind recently? what is something that draws your attention to them? ‎ ‎

Their have been 3 people on my mind as of late

our parrot (platonic fp) -> they are the exact opposite of us and I find it fascinating

our psys -> I adore how sweet they can be regardless of how they are personally feeling as someone who lashes out alot

You guys (qpp system) -> your stories and humor really attract my attention

‎ ‎𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐄 𝐁𝐀𝐆𝐒 . what’s a character that you associate with me? ( the asker )

you remind me a lot of mystic flour cookie!!!!

‎ ‎𝐋𝐄𝐓’𝐒 𝐂𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐄 . i’ve been thinking of you a lot recently, i can’t get you out of my head.

awww glad I mean so much to you cause you mean so much to me

‎ ‎𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐖 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒 . i hope you’ve posted about me before.

I have been too embarrassed to say they are directed haha

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