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The Origins of the Avatar of Despair: AKA The Infinite Times I Almost Died, And the One Time I Did... Don’t Worry! I Got Better!
Semi-cannon novelization play-through of Shall We Date: Obey Me! With a feminine slanted non-binary amab MC with eventual demon magick.
Magical lust makes for customized body parts for all occasions!
Mara: a sassy, impulsive and rebellious human with an unaddressed death wish and a brave streak a mile long, gets abducted to the Daemonium, Capital of Hell. She is rather fine with this.
Partly because she just finally came out to her adoptive Catholic parents as a fem-nonbinary polyamorous atheist, and it went about as well as expect: disowned after saying the words feminine, non-binary, and that her name wasn’t Henry.
Sitting on her bus bench after leaving her childhood home for the last time, she was ready for a lovely life of sin, revelry and HRT on the west coast. She definitely wasn’t ready for spending a year in hell but she more than grows into it.
Maybe God saw this ending coming, but no one but the reader gets to expect so much of her on first day in hell: she will eventually become one of the strongest members of the Demonic aristocracy.
Happy Polyamorus Ending!

















