Be Kind To Me

Hmmmmmm this is gonna sound really fucking bratty but honestly I'm tired of being told what to do at this point Like I have no problem following directions and stuff but the minute you start abusing your power over me I start to get pissed. You can't just use me to get something for you that is literally on the other side of the house just because you just sat down. Now if I had been standing up and was about to be in that area no problem. But no. I am sitting down further away than you. Or like??? If you cook and it's not for everyone you clean up after yourself. You don't fucking call me down when I was about to sleep to clean up after you So just shut the fuck up I'm in pain tired and have been pulled in so many directions without being able to voice my opinion and I honestly can't handle this right now

Mhmmmmm TBH I'm really overwhelmed with school right now and I wanna relax and watch shows but I'm too overwhelmed to actually watch anything new??? So I really wanna rewatch something but I also don't wanna do it alone BC I miss my friends and I also need affection so like if someone could just come over and cuddle with me while watching something that would be great just don't make me talk I'm too tired

I hate realizing how little I matter to ppl

I can't handle this house anymore. Everyone is too controlling and too lazy and too loud. I can't express my self ever because they'll just ridicule me and tear me down and I can't ever actually do things I enjoy because they put all of these restrictions on everything. They tell me to clean my room then call me down every 5 minutes. Then get mad when I don't get as far on my room as they'd like????? To top it off I can't handle a lot of noise??? And everyone here is literally half deaf???? And they always have the TV so loud????? I just want to do somewhere dark and quiet and be held and not have to talk or do anything but I can't and I cry