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I've decided to read The Incandescent next, while I wait for my library books. I can't believe this sat on my shelf for over a year. Tesh is one of my favourite authors, and yet I just haven't been in the mood for dark acadwmia. I wanted something completely different from anything else I'd read recently, though.
a gay Sri Lankan war photographer who was just murdered - and wakes as a ghost in the afterlife, with seven moons to figure out who killed him, otherwise he’ll be stuck there forever
he must find a way to lead his boyfriend and best friend/beard to his stash of photos that will expose the brutalities of the civil war, while avoiding the demons and monsters of the afterlife
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I'm just going to say it - body hair (and beauty standards in general) is truly one of the final frontiers of women's issues in the West. Too many women just love their gilded cage too much. It shocks me how virulently women will defend it. I barely open my mouth and the "well I like how it feels. it just makes me feel cleaner. sensory issues. I do it for me. feminism is about choosing (to conform)." brigade come rushing in by the dozens.
Well I don't like how it feels. I don't feel cleaner without body hair. I don't prefer not having body hair. But who will advocate for women like me, but me? For women who do like hair removal, they are advocated for every time they step out of the house and see 99% of the female population also conforming to that standard, or when they watch a movie and see all the shaved actresses, or view an advertisment, or open a magazine, or watch a music video, or scroll through social media, or walk down the streets without receiving insults and glares for having a completely normal bodily feature.
You genuinely can't even point out that hairlessness is a man-made standard without women losing their shit and acting like they are totally immune to propaganda they've been exposed to from birth. I'm so tired.
i want 2 say this isnt just about aro characters. im aro i love aro characters i love ace characters but this also is about allo characters. its normal and healthy and fine for alloromantic people to not be in romantic relationships and i wish media reflected that
'Twas the month of homes and hearts and murder islands, apparently?? Happy Pride?!?
I did try to read exclusively queer authors (plus Poetry Quest material), and I was successful on that front! I'm also still chugging along on my revision project (and feeling the deadline squeeze)(we won't talk about that)(much).
Reviews linked!:
BEING ARO ★★★ Enjoyed some of these a lot! Unimpressed with some, too, though. BEING ACE is the stronger collection, but I'm glad they both exist!
COME HOME TO MY HEART ★★★★★ This fucked me up so bad I had to set it down for a week. Achingly and heartbreakingly well done
MODEL HOME ★★★★ I will follow Rivers Solomon anywhere, up to and including a horrible HOA in Dallas suburbs. More literary bent than haunted house, still extraordinarily well done.
THE ODYSSEY ★★★★ Phenomenal and fascinating translation, hugely approachable and thoroughly modernized language (with good pedagogical reasons for why!), I will be checking out Wilson's ILIAD also because of this.
MAKE ME BETTER ★★★ I will also follow Gailey anywhere, up to and including coral cult island :)
SEASONS OF GLASS AND IRON ★★★★ Amal El-Mohtar once again knocking it out of the park!! Loved this prickly collection.
THE ENDING WRITES ITSELF ★★★½ Indulgent fun! Check it out if you're a writer and want someone coming for your jugular, maybe skip it if you're a mystery/thriller aficionado.
ANNA AKHMATOVA - 169/942 pages read. Made it through "Rosary"! I'm still scribbling a LOT of fragments in my notebook, I dig her stuff a lot, I think.
Next month, I will be swinging back around to read more Driscoll-adjacent fiction (writing project reasons). I've got seven (7) scenes I'm trying to finalize by the end of July to stay on my Oft-Revised Target--I need to have this manuscript wrapped up by early September, so we're approaching the Final Sprint. Send more caffeine, I'm gonna need it!!
Under the Cut: How I Conceptualize ~*★Stars★*~
★ - This was Bad. I would actively recommend that you do NOT read this one, no redeeming qualities whatsoever, not worth the slog. Save Yourself, It's Too Late For Me. Book goes in the garbage (donate bin).
★★ - This was Not Good. I would not recommend it, but it wasn't a total waste or wash--something in here held my interest/kept my attention/sparked some joy. I will not be rereading this ever. Save Yourself (Or Join Me In Suffering, That Seems Like A Cool Bonding Activity).
★★★ - This was Good/Fine/Okay/Meh. I don't care about this enough to recommend it one way or another. Perfectly serviceable book, held my interest, I probably enjoyed myself (or at least didn't actively loathe the reading). I don't have especially strong feelings. You probably don't need to save yourself from this one--if it sounds like your jam, give it a shot! Just didn't resonate with me particularly powerfully. I probably won't reread this unless I'm after something in particular.
★★★½ - I liked this! I'll probably recommend it if I know it matches someone's vibes or specific requests, but I didn't commit to a star rating on Goodreads. More likely to reread, but not guaranteed.
★★★★ - I really enjoyed this!! I would recommend it (sometimes with caveats about content warnings or such--I like weird fucked up funny shit). Not a perfect book for me by any means, but Very Good. This is something I would reread! Join me!!
★★★★★ - I LOVED THE SHIT OUT OF THIS, IT REWIRED MY BRAIN, WILL RECOMMEND TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE AT THE SLIGHTEST PROVOCATION (content warning caveats still apply--see 4-star disclaimer). Excellent book, I'll reread it regularly, I'll buy copies for all my friends, I'll try to convince all of Booklr to read it, PLEASE join me!!
everytime this gets notes there's a chance i will see them while outside without sunscreen and go oh yeah. so ty for being part in my cancer prevention
Somehow, June felt overly long, and like it blew right on by. Celebrated my mom's birthday, made some art in sticker form for her, went to the zoo, sculpted a bird out of glass, took up latte art. And how could I forget, the suncatcher I made for the yarn shop. I guess it was pretty busy! I know I said I was going to take this month easy on the reading front, but I feel like I still managed to read a fair amount. A good chunk of novellas (I love you, Murderbot), but still!
Bluebird by Ciel Pierlot ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ – A lot of fun! Hurt my feelings a little bit! Non consenual body mods is my favorite genre. I kept thinking [REDACTED] was going to betray them, and was pleasantly surprised to find out they didn't.
All Systems Red by Martha Wells ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ – rereading all of Murderbot to refresh for the new installment! Still love it. Love how quickly Bot goes from "I hate humans" to "no one touches my humans". Love how much Gurathin is like bot. Love how bot hates him for it. This is the first time reading since the show came out, and I still don't like Skarsgard for it.
How To Hold Someone In Your Heart by Mizuki Tsujimura ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – Back on my Tsujimura bullshit! Didn't enjoy it as much as the first one in some way. I think it's the lack of Newness. But still full of Feelings. Grief again. Loved ones are gone from the world, but not our hearts. Ouchie. Would be hurt again.
Artificial Condition by Martha Wells ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ – Continuing my Murderbot reread. No new Thoughts, except maybe I think this is my favorite because of the Bot ART interactions. A Private Channel With My Friend. Keep The Communication Device In Case We're In Range Again Someday. ART playing Santuary Moon episodes and OST to calm Bot. Chewing the plaster about this. I love them your honor.
The Blighted Stars by Megan E O'Keefe ⭐️⭐️⭐️ – This one is hard for me to rate because there are a lot of things that hit My Buttons. Feelings about AI spaceships, mind controlling fungus, tiny robot companions, there's a lot here that I really did enjoy. And yet. It's not even that the romance was bad, but every time they ogled at each other I was left thinking can we move on? Y'all are running for your lives, this is not the time. I'd like to read it with my own eyes and see if the narrator had anything to do with it, because this is not adding up.
Rogue Protocol by Martha Wells ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ – For some reason the ending didn't change this time? [REDACTED] still crushed to death? Has anyone else experienced this? I'm also fascinated with when Bot calls itself SecUnit vs when it calls itself Murderbot. It does so twice in this entire novella. Once when its cover is blown and everyone's pointing guns at it, and again when [REDACTED] dies and it fails to save it. I'm sure this means nothing.
A Magical Girl Retires by Park Seolyeon ⭐️⭐️⭐️ – Book of the month! This was cute and silly and fun and needed to be longer. More fleshed out. Love that the message seems to be It's Never Too Late. Would have loved to have taken a bit longer to get there. It was Almost Gay, but again. No time to discover that. Even the Big Fight seemed too short. The illustrations were lovely and added a lot, and the translation didn't feel stiff or choppy.
Wolfworm by T Kingfisher ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ – Okay this one Got Me. It wasn't the body horror, it wasn't the locked underground, it wasn't the animals acting weird. It was The Bugs. Not the least bit helped by the fact somehow every time I read this, some sort of bug was crawling on or around me. Enjoyable, and the ending was cute, which is rare for a horror novel, would be scared again.
Blood Over Bright Haven by ML Wang ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – Read because tumblr told me to! What tumblr did not tell me that it was a Tragedy on par with Gideon the Ninth and The Once and Future Witches. Thanks, tumblr! In all seriousness this was a great book with great and terrible characters, and the only thing keeping it from being a full five stars is there was a lot of textbook-y info dumps right at the beginning. They were relevant (they were so, so relevant), but it's hard to get through. I figured out the magic system before the characters, and let me tell you! It still punched!
I don't think I can pinpoint a Favorite of the month. I want to say Wolfworm, but I think that's just recency bias. I have fond thoughts about Bluebird, and Blood Over Bright Haven was wonderfully done. I will endorse any of those in a heartbeat.
I have a few fun things lined up for July! Celebrating a friends birthday this weekend, and again later in the month when we go to the cool bug exhibit at the zoo! I also signed up for a tote bag making event led by a Queer group out of Providence which I am very scared about but also very excited about. Going to go with my friends as my emotional support. We will do things, even if we have to Do Them Scared.
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I do really like Bright Haven's take on colonialism, that there's no Fixing Things In A Day, there's no Forgiveness. No matter what you think now, the Horrors have happened and you participated and benefitted and you cannot take that back.
But at the same time it acknowledged that it was good that minds were changed. That it was good to see the horrors, to try and fix things. To learn youve done wrong. At the end, despite it all, there was hope. Not for now, not for them, but for the future. For the kids. For the grandkids.
It was a very good balance of heres all the bad that can never be undone, but also heres some good we can make from the ashes.
Exit Strategy & Fugitive Telemetry by Martha Wells -- I'm re-reading Murderbot. It's good & fun. :)
Fair Play by Tove Jansson -- this was a series of vignettes in the life of two artists who love and understand each other and get on each other's nerves. It was sweet.
The Poet Empress by Shen Tao -- Hot damn!! Honestly, incredible.
Greenteeth by Molly O'Neill -- ummm. Mostly good. I just need to not read "cozy" books. Will be on the podcast.
The Spirit Ring by Lois McMaster Bujold -- Our Lady of Words, LMB. We do love some messed up necromancy.
Foxhunt by Rem Wigmore -- I didn't know this was a duology so the lack of resolution was something of a surprise. Makes sense though. Not sure I'm invested enough to read book #2.
Emerald House Rising by Peg Kerr -- I was reminded of this book after The Spirit Ring. I was right 👍 Daughter of a craftsman wants to become a craftswoman, faces obstacles, does some crafting, etc. Also for the podcast eventually.
Supergirl: Woman of Tomorrow -- I actually went & saw the new Supergirl movie before reading this. Apparently this is the book the movie is based on. They sure made some choices! I think the movie was fun. It's just always interesting to compare the choices.
Radiant Star by Ann Leckie -- You know when a narrator takes your hand and says "hey bud, we're on the road to a huge disaster"? Yeah. I'm a big wimp so it kept making me anxious and I kept having a hard time picking it up until around 50% when it was like "here we gooooo" so. I liked it. 👍
can't believe this guy fumbled Dr Ogden so fast. Like, y'all were gonna bone in the woods (before marriage?? She mentioned prophylactics and you didn't flinch??) but nooo now that you know she's had an abortion it's all "I'm so Catholic" and "well i wouldn't report YOU" Ogden is RIGHT to stop courting you, begone foul man with your beautiful lashes and soulful brown eyes
he's gonna fumble her again. dude. you were okay with her lying under oath (!!!) to get an annulment rather than a divorce bc God doesn't recognize divorce. Dr. Principles Ogden, however, is not okay with it. And good for her.
if you'd just proposed to her years ago like you intended then you wouldn't be in this mess. but no. you had to be tragic etc.
Carmilla by Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu- this one is a precursor to Dracula and feels more manageable in length and story. It’s about a young lonely girl whose family takes in a mysterious stranger and they become attached until a horrible secret is revealed.
Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman- basically a big long poem that stands on themes of nature, sexuality, being, and life. I really liked this book because you can read it cohesively and then afterwards I like flipping to random pages.
To the Lighthouse by Virginia Woolf- I’m reading this one right now and I really enjoy Woolf’s way of prose-writing a novel. She does a good job keeping the reader involved and writing beautifully.
The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka- a short story that packs a LOT into it. If you haven’t already heard of it, The Metamorphosis is about Gregor Samsa who wakes up one morning to find he’s now a giant beetle. This story is short, but made me emotional by the end.
Beloved by Toni Morrison- published in the 20th century, this is a great book to get yourself immersed in more recent classics. Toni Morrison is a power house of an author and writes beautifully, tragically, and with so much heart.
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