ALWAYS

that fucking part

september was practice… in october I’m getting my shit together

in november I'm getting my shit together

in december I’m getting my shit together

in february I’m getting my shit together

in march I’m getting my shit together

in april I’m getting my shit together

in may I’m getting my shit together

in june I’m getting my shit together

til my self sabotage do us apart

everything is that deep to me because i have this big empty hole in my heart

unfortunately i’m a person who takes words very seriously, so yes i’ll remember every little things you've said about me, whether if it's good or bad, it will stay in my mind for a very long time.

i feel like im constantly taking damage

with no health in sight and no save point

it’s a privilege to feel things so deeply but I hate it sometimes ngl

I find people’s lack of depth really disappointing

It’s like I overthink my overthinking

FREE ME!!!!!!! Idk from what...I just want to be free from literally everything

when i was like 5 i started waiting for something and never stopped

"for you, i would" is such a gentle and sweet love language like no maybe i wouldn't usually do this but i would love to do it if it would make you happy.

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything

i keep my stupid heart WIDE OPEN at all times #myStupidHeart