no one notices you, there or not.

Eh...hold that thought whilst you go and read about various serial killers, Hitler and Myra Hindley and Ian Brady.

Yeah. And you think I'm a horrible person.

Hold that thought whilst I think of every single suicidal thought I've ever had, dwell on them and wish you had felt the way I do. I'm not a happy person. I am far from stable too. I'm fucked up from having an unstable home, from being called an animal at the age of 8 by my mum's ex-boyfriend, and living in a Catholic household for 15 years.

I once hit a girl after she hit me first. I once ripped down a curtain pole in a fit of anger. I once stole a packet of sweets because I was hungry. Might make me a horrible person then, but it doesn't make it so ALL OF THE TIME. I've barely even left the house in the last three years. I haven't had the time or the human contact to be horrible.

I might be completely screwed up in every way possible, but it doesn't make me a horrible person.

Oceanic ATC: I’m a Shinto Buddhist.

at least i can see the notifications without my glasses

or having my head an inch from my screen

i just have really crap eyesight