Severely Existing

I revamped an OC of mine and of the many I made I find her to be one of my favorite and interesting OCs. She takes pictures of murder scenes before anyone finds the body. She doesn't do anything with them, she just collects them, though in her story I want her to cross paths with the mob (she's worked with them before). There's a lot of supernatural shit that would be more like liminal space backrooms type of shit. I just find her fascinating and her energy is so *chefs kiss*

Wtf, wtf, lexi isn't lexi, are you insane.

It's clean the Euphoria was always going to fall into story tropes that Sam Levinson clearly prefers and desires, which is so disappointing. The first season wasn't his to begin with, or at least wasn't what he was used to, and when everyone was hyped for season 2, the pressure was certainly on, coupled with lock down, bts drama, shit got fucked, and he didn't know what to do but what he did know. That wasn't season 1. with season 3 coming out it isn't a natural progression from season 1. the first line from season 2 was Rue going on about Fez's grandma being a bad ass drug dealer, and with the idea that Rue would go that route 'cause she relapsed, and is missing Jules, I didn't by it. Rue was terrified of Mouse, she even said once guns were involved, she was out. Now here we are, and I'm only going off what I saw in the trailers, but it isn't even Euphoria, it lost its core, it lost its essence. Nate is completely different and is one of the antagonists I hated so much I wanted to see how fucked up his story was going to be. I don't really see that, and after the weird character mistreatment in last season, the ending for him in season 2 don't make for this odd character switch up. Even with the time jump. Everyone else seems the same, but that feels odd too, why only Nate? Rue said last season she stayed clean for the rest of the school year. That leaves room for Rue to fall back into addiction, but like, come on, come on, that whole season was just Rue getting some grip on herself and her addiction. You're putting a scene of Rue in withdraw, crying and drooling, in so much pain she can't open a Jolly Rancher. Fuck you.