👑Princess Of Sadness👑

to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.

I love that most days I barely feel like a person and then on Saturday I get to feel real for a moment and experience the slightest glimmer of meaningful existence and then that door just gets repeatedly slammed in my face every Sunday and that’s my entire life forever !

the future looks so bleak. i dont blame anyone for being mental

imagine being well-adjusted to any of this

My life is pretty good guys unfortunately it has never been quite good enough to defeat The Sadness that’s lived right under the surface of my skin and in the deepest pit of my belly since the 6th grade. Will update if anything changes

i am massively overdue for a very very good week where not a single bad thing happens and everything is easy

reblog to give prev a very good week where not a single bad thing happens and everything is easy