returning to my roots

it's so funny to think about what people were shipping back then, and how, and why, and how everyone in the world is currently reacting to a concept I could only talk about with a few people, some of whom have passed? "ilya and shane are just sid and ovie" ...my heart, my little fandom heart. Caps fangirls literally kept me alive in 2009 when I was going through some horrible things. The fact that this is so viral right now feels poignant in a way I can't quite fathom? idk man this is all so wild and crazy and I guess what I'm trying to say is if anyone is still here from that era - from pucking, from 2mins, from the yahoo groups - please come find me I am dying to cling and process all of this with you too