hobbussy

He stole my pictures!!!!11

(stopping everything and taking a picture of the fuck ass sky, as if its beauty will ever go away)

Springtime arrived a long, long time ago,

Pollen pushes peers to their edge.

A single sparrow sings his imploring ode

Of his love to another, like a pledge.

There sit two tranquil tree peaks,

Gushing and gliding along gusts of wind.

In front of solid blue, the green leaks;

A leaf leaving her home; tree tops thinned.

A single cloud stains the clear sky.

The sun hiding himself behind

His new friend; shy,

Throwing shadows for you to find.

Gloomy sunsets paint the sky; it glows

In beautiful shades of pink and violett,

Like glory-of-the-snows.

Attention is a prayer.

Seems like you pay me no mind.

I want to find your treasure,

But you just leave me behind.

Hiding my glances

From across the room.

Feels like your hiding your advances,

Avoiding your truth.

Just admit it.

Your admiration might heal you.

Or just quit it,

I breathe in

The musky air,

Dirty laundry

Piled on my chair.

I can't eat,

Skip more meals.

Can't long for you,

To help and heal.

I keep choking

On my words.

Lost in thoughts,

As if thinking hurts.

I feel sick

And I feel sad.

Churning acid

Like it's something bad.

I listen to

childhood sounds.

Did you see my pride

On school bounds?

I awake

Above the dirty ground.

Did you see my hope

In the lost and found?

I fall down

Get undressed,

Feel the burn

On my chest.

I dream of

Impossible relations

Those keep turning

Into infatuation

I sleep in

Every day.

Please feel and form me

Like I'm clay.

I want to write

About my mental stars,

Rather translate it to

Bloody physical scars.

I want to write,

But my mind is blank.

Put semicolons;

For my life to end.

Hold me back

Before i will die.

dear worst enemy,

Movies. Follow my letterboxd maybe yes thank you yay