Literally just romanticize your own life. What’s stopping you. Who will care. Commit to enjoying things. 

you will find someone who will reciprocate your feelings. you will find someone who will treat you kindly and with care. you will find someone who won’t leave you.

to everyone making progress that nobody else recognizes, I’m proud of you

Please, keep looking. Not for a person, but for your passion, your love, your courage, your goals, your dreams, your happiness, yourself. Keep looking. Explore yourself before you explore another. Know your worth, know yourself. Only then will you know what you need over what you want. You need yourself to become your own.

fat is important, it keeps your organs and other soft parts protected