Highgrace Untouched.

And do you prefer the sun

as it rises

or as it declines

the first rays of a hopeful new day

or the crimson glory

as it passes away

i like the sunset

despite the promise

of the horizon lightening

in the warming

of the coming

i like the setting

the falling and the darkening

not for reasons

of decay

not for the celebration

of doing away

more for the knowing

the certainty of fact

no matter what

happens in the past

the night is needed

to contrast

Caffeinated but not awaken,

The embracing warmth of cold shower,

No thoughts, just a heavy cloud

There's no rain, and sunshine just a plain blank state,

Breathing tiredly,

Staring to nothing,

I'm so sick and so this shitty world.

We are all afraid of reality, because it opposes our desires. It contradicts our personal entitlement of being always happy and okay all the time. The more you pursue feeling better that more you feel not. Try not to be positive, but accept that life isn't always what you want it to be. Start solving your dilemma in life. Step by step. One at a time. There's no problem that is unsolvable. You just have to enjoy your shit and get through with it.

Mark Manson's "The subtle art of not giving a fuck"

It may sound cliche but you must cherish everything while it still lasts.

Write. Sing. Create. Dance. Draw. Paint. Plant. Learn. Read. Collect. Cook. Share.

Do whatever you want to do and do not give a single fuck to unworthy things. Expect to fail. Nobody cares and that's okay. They have a lot to care for too just like you.

There's nothing wrong about 2020, It's just like, adversities, pain, struggles.. are inevitable.. It's okay to cry. To rest. To be sleep. To be stagnant. To be sad. To be happy. To struggle. To fail. That's how life supposed to be. We need to find ways to cope up with our pain. We are 100% responsible with our own problems, pain, happiness no matter who's at fault. You responsible for your life.

Fue en tu ausencia donde empezó mi cuesta arriba, pero ya la he subido y, desde aquí arriba, mi amor por ti se parece demasiado a la indiferencia, al ya no me importas, al ya no te espero, al ya ni me dueles.

& though I wanted to hold

your tears until my hands

turned into oceans, this

loneliness can miss you

all by itself, back when we

needed nothing but our

eyes on each other, loving

you was always the answer,

but surviving you was always

the question. You should be

here where I love you & not

Taurus: I don’t care about tomorrow, maybe, or someday.. I just want your eyes on me tonight.

Cancer: I want to take you in my arms and hold you until the sunset looks at us in envy.

Gemini: I wonder what it would feel like to not know if you're flying or falling until you land.

Leo: I always look for you on the ocean floor, but sometimes I find you in the stars.

Scorpio: This coffee tastes like we should be making out right now.

Sagittarius: You’re gone, but the love I have for you isn’t. it will forever be a part of everything I am, in every word, every thought, and every dream I have.

Virgo: What hurts the most is how easily your heart beats without me.

Libra: I want to love you to the end of loving, until nothing is left but us.

Capricorn: and when you‘re full of sad songs, I will listen & let my heart break for you.

Aquarius: I promise to love you through the darkness .