you're beautiful

I’ve been in so many wrong relationships with so many wrong people. I’ve given my love and the best parts of myself to those who only saw me as a ‘pretty face’ or a ‘nice body’. So many people that took advantage of my thoughts and emotions and held them against me. So many people that left me because of the type of life I was given. So many people that made me question if I was really loved or if this was all a big facade. I was drug in deep and being yelled at every night. But when I first saw your face, I felt a longing I’ve never felt before. Like I HAD to know you, and when we first spoke I felt like I already did. Like I’d known you for my whole life, and I don’t ever want to know what life feels like without you, because even just the thought tears me apart at every tendon in my body. You make me feel whole, you make me feel beautiful, you make me feel loved. I’ve never known the real definition until this, and I still may not know much, but I do know I want to spend the rest of my life with you and I want to give you everything the world has to offer and be your rock when you feel like life is dragging you in the undertow.