Nicholas Alexander

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so!!!!!!! this is def not gonna be a complicated relationship at allllll huh lasdjflkjdsjkf ;DDDDDD

ok so!!!!! full disclosure, nick actually does love his sister!!!!! the only problem is that he also finds her a source of stress and guilt and irritation!!!!!!  i do feel like his answer is more to avoid her than to sit around and bicker w her, like he deffff highkey self-medicates and avoids and is never home and that’s how he ~deals tho i mean he’s def not gonna back away from a fight either yknow and he’s def here to call everyone on all their crap when he ~is home but he finds home kinda unbearable so he’s kinda like why??? be there???? esp when the parents are home/awake!!!!! no thanks!!!!!

that being said, he def prefers his sisters to his parents, no contest!!!!!!  and he’s also protective of them in his own way but!!!! he also feels like they can take care of themselves!!!! and do what he does and just…go lsdfjaslkjdf i think he def underestimates the sheer level of patriarchal nonsense going on bc yknow that ~does make his life easier and so he just assumes its the same for his sisters but nah

okay, so I feel like Violet has some mixed emotions re: Nick. I think she was okay with him when he was really little b/c he was her brother and he was family and if she ever felt love for him, it was then. I think, when they were younger, there was a time that Violet would have defended him against anyone who wanted to hurt him and would have been the best big sister, but it all went downhill pretty quickly as soon as she realized that Nick wasn’t going to be a friend but a rival (through literally zERO fault of his own!!) 

Honestly, as soon as her father started trying to play them against each other, that’s all she started to see in him. Nick is basically the one person in her life she feels is in her way and she’s not going to let him win everything she wants (which is basically to be dad’s favorite – which is literally something no one should want but here we are!) 

She also finds it incredibly frustrating that it is even an issue w/ her dad that he thinks Nick is better than her when Nick doesn’t seem to care about anything/seems to have no interest in being a vampire and just generally seems to be a complete disappointment at literally every turn and I feel like she does constantly try to pick fights with him in attempts to expose his weaknesses to everyone around her so that she feels better about herself (it’s fun) 

i do feel like nick has a hard time relating to violet bc he just can’t comprehend why someone would ~want the thing he considers the worst burden of his entire life aka their dad’s affection which nick views as their dad’s oppression??? and of course that’s super easy for him to say/think bc he’s got it and has never been just…blocked out like violet has, but he’s so caught up in his own pov and experiences that he can’t step back and think what that might’ve meant and felt like for her and so he’s just like ‘but you were spared???????’ and tbh i think he’s actually kinda jealous?????? like, if he could reject his dad and have him back off, he would no hesitiation but as it is i feel like their dad doesn’t really care about nick as a person, but only for nick as a symbol (or this is what nick believes anyway) and so he really has no power bc there’s nothing he can do to make himself ~not the firstborn son yknow?? so its alsjdfkljsdf there’s lots happening there that’s fun

oh yeah!!! how is violet feeling about/reacting to their, uhhh, transition?  also, how do we think it happened, exactly?  like, did their mom put some of her blood in their wine and some poisin in their food so it was relatively nonviolet, or did she like attack them, or smth else?  and then when their dad murdered her, was it in front of the kids? how’d he do it?  etc…

omg!!!!! violet literally trying to expose his weaknesses to everyone!!!!!  he hates that!!!!!  like, if she were just picking fights that’d be one thing but showcasing his soft spots!!!! no!!!! he is noT about that lakjdsfkjldsf i feel like he’s like ‘fine, you gonna fight dirty?  im gonna fight dirty too’ and so he starts in on her weaknesses too and woof those’re probs some fun sessions right there!!!!!  some real sibling bonding opportunities alsdkjfkljdsf i feel like he’s super cruelly blunt like if she’s doing this he’s like ‘trying to make me look bad isn’t gonna make anyone love you if they don’t already – in fact, it might make them love you less’ sorta thing which alkjsdflkjsf what a sweet thing to say yikes

So I’m done for whatever, honestly. I had imagined that she attacked them when their dad was out of the house after they had had a huge fight and when their dad came home and found out what had happened, he killed his wife in front of all of the kids. But I also like the idea that maybe she put her blood in their food at dinner or something and then when their dad realized he attacked and killed her (also in front of the kids lmao). IDK which one you like better????

As far as handling the transition, I feel like Violet is doing relatively well. She’s angry about how and when it happened, but she’s always wanted to be a vampire because she didn’t feel like she could fully prove herself until she was one, so she’s definitely enjoying it all wayyyyy more than Nick is and I don’t think she feels much remorse or regret when it comes to the people she’s killed (I think she’s also been very careful in comparison to Nick, but I also think she’s been consistent when it comes to eating so she also has a little more control b/c of that ++ she’s stronger).

tbh i was also originally picturing her attacking them but then it occurred to me that that might not be what had happened, but since that’s what we both imagined, i say we go w it! and then they can later ask why she didn’t take that easier route <3 and yeah their dad was always violently murdering mom in front of them hahaha #funfamilymemories

nick just like ‘time to take an accidental impromptu blood bath!!!!’ his sisters defffff being much more careful smh but at least he’s feeling lotsa regret which is...less fun but hey at least he cares ig alksdjflkjsfj jake peralta voice ‘still murder’

omg you know they areeeeee laksdjfalkdsjff the alexander sibling motto <3

literal godsend mia wilson <3 nm that chris might just murder nick for hanging w her!!!!!! but then again nick might thank him!!!! alksjdfkljsdf #itscomplicated

anyway, nick is in love w mia big time!!!!!! but he firmly believes she deserves better!!!!! and he doesn’t wanna lose her in his life so! he’s decided he will never, ever, ever tell her that!!!!! so he’s just her asshole buddy alsjkfkljdsf i do think he’s less open w her than he is w nate bc, for one, nate’s a fellow spn and mia’s not, but also he wants to only be his best self w her and not expose her to what’s worst about himself bc he highkey hates himself so aslkdjfjklsdf and he doesn’t wanna put her through dealing w his whole personality basically laskjdfklsd

I’m not sure how long they’ve been friends, exactly, but I feel like it has been sometime now? I can see where maybe they met at school or something and I feel like Mia went out of her way to get to know Nick b/c she felt like he needed a friend/seemed lonely and now he’s stuck with her lkajdflj

I also think that Mia had always thought that Nick is a better person than he (and outsiders too!) realize and felt that he was just rough around the edges and just really needed someone to care about him, y’know? And I think she realized that not only was that true, but she also genuinely liked to hang out with him and while he might think he’s only showing her part of himself, I think Mia would argue that she brings out the best in him!!

I also think she’s just honestly horrified by his family situation and his childhood (and she doesn’t even know the half of it!!!!) and I think she’s also someone who probably dragged him to all of the silly town events and participate in wholesome Wilson family traditions (this being a little more awkward now that he’s a vampire and her brother is a hunter but y’know!!!) and now she’s always here to drag him along to see a new movie or go on a hike or the town fair or whatever w/ him b/c she likes it when he tags along and tbh there’s nothing more fulfilling to mia than making nick go do something he says he doesn’t want to do and then seeing him have fun there anyway ;D

anyway, it sounds like nick maybe knew the wilson parents, if they met that early on, too?  if so, he was def big time there for her when her parents died <3 i mean, he had no clue what its like to lose a family member bc he literally never had (just ask his great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great aunt petronilla) and he def didn’t know what it’s like to lose a loved one but he knew she was hurting and he knew that he couldn’t just abandon her!!!!! i do think he at first avoided her bc he was like ‘she doesn’t want the burden of me’ or whatever but then of course he went to the funeral and she hugged him or said smth or whatever and he was like ‘oh wait i misread that’ and then he was there big time <33333333  he probs did know that it must’ve been a vamp which was probs...uhhhh...complicated but alsdkfjaklsjdf he wasn’t about to share that tidbit tbh anyway that probs just underscored to him at the time that he didn’t wanna be one so!!!! that’s cool!!!

akjsdfkljsdjkfjsdf im emotional!!!!! bc i think she’s actually right about nick!!!!! but he’s better than anyone else (except nate) thinks!!!! but he’s also worse than they think at the same time!!!!! and its a meSS!!!!! anyway s/o to mia for believing in her piece of crap vampire bestie <33333 like, she def brings out the best in him!!!! but also the best in him is only a piece of him!!!! but she does also make him ~want to be better which is what really matters if he can just get to the trying part alkjsdfjklsdf yknow when he isn’t cracking and dragging ppl under a bridge to kill and eat them whoops

omg!!!!!!! bb!mia dragging bb!nick out to fairs and stuff lakjsdklfjsjkf def not envisioning [ this ] adslkfjkdlsjfjs (minus the relatives bit yikes) and that equals nick getting to hang w the wilson fam for a hot second and im!!!!!! so!!!! emotional!!!!! nick after a night of wilson!style revels in the park, probs: ‘this is...fake, right???? families aren’t actually supposed to...like e/o, right??????’ nothing more fulfilling than making him do smth he says he doesn’t wanna do alksdjflkjsdfjklf but honestly!!!!!!!!! and tbh he always has fun as long as she’s there and he can be his best self w her and forget the bad and <33333333 (cue when she invites him to thanksgiving, chris vs nick with the wishbone gets a lil too heated) and honestly his life is super enriched on top of that too bc he’s seen so many movies and mountain views he never would have if it weren’t for her <3

lkjasjfkkjlsdkfjsdf ok so *cracks knuckles* the whole thing w his mom!!!!!!!!!!!! is so!!!!!! complicated!!!!!! and i do think honesty esp w her is super important to him (bc again best self!!!!) and so that death was also super alienating to him!!!!! plus, he’s not really hearing anything she’s saying bc he’s just hearing the blood in her veins!!!! and the things he ~is hearing are just underscoring everything that’s worst and yeshhhhhh he woulda pulled away big time on sooooo many levels!!!!! he was convincing himself that he’d just lied to himself that they could ever be friends!!!!!! plus, he’s highkey rejecting everything that’s best abt himself bc he just can’t hold up under the strain of it all and so he def can’t be near her and lakjsfkjdf plus his mom literally murdered him!!!! and if that’s not traumatic enough, his dad then murdered his mom!!!!! so!!!!! it’s a loT!!!! and the fact that he recovered from the murder does noT make it any less such emotionally speaking esp bc this was smth he didn’t want alkjsdfjdsfkdjsf plus obv his mom did ~not get better so just lots to unpack there emotionally that he hasn’t even started on yknow and now he’s trying to protect her from himself and he’s trying to protect any slice of humanity he might have left and its just a loT!!!!!! so he just really wasn’t in any way shape or form in the headspace for any of that, plus on top of that he had all the more ordinary grief issues to deal with lksjdfljksdfj and of course as we know he ended up distancing himself entirely after awhile too

The sun was just starting to peak through the trees when Nate heard the unmistakable sound of Nick’s car. (It was the only car that ever came this far back that didn’t sound like it was moments away from breaking down). Nick had spent last night back at the Alexander house, but judging from his early arrival time, it had not been a loving family gathering (even by his family standards, which were low enough as it was). Nate knew it had to be bad to keep ditching the comforts of his multi-million dollar mansion to slum it out here in the woods with Nate.

“I gotta know: is it the shitty space heaters, the junkyard couch, or the crackhead neighbors that just keeps bringing you back?”

He was teasing, well aware that both of them would rather live out here forever than deal with the majority of Nick’s family. He wasn’t complaining about the state of things, either. He knew his living quarters left one wanting, but it was his and he wasn’t about to let Nick buy him anything better (despite his many attempts).

He snapped his fingers, “It’s the overpowering smell of my shitty cooking that lingers for days, isn’t it?”

Nick’s smile didn’t reach his eyes, but he was shaking it off, trying to resume the casual way he’d used to come and go.  Eventually, the looks had glazed over: Nick’s face nearly as common a sight here as Nate’s.  Now...now, things were different, but only he and Nate knew it.

“But I admit I’m kind of fond of the whirring space heaters, too.  It’s comforting -- even if you’re freezing cold, you don’t have to wonder if they’re trying.  You know it just from the sound: the lounder it is, the colder you’re going to be.  Still, it beats sleeping under a bridge like a troll,” he added, smirking as if his recent disappearance were something to laugh about.

“Hey, your cooking beats mine any day.”  But Nick had always had a taste for undercooked food.  Maybe he should have known from start that there was no avoiding his vampiric heritage, whatever the fuck he did.  “Remember the time I tried to make pasta?”

Rather than the tasty delight he’d expected, he’d somehow ended up with the noodles’ ends sticking up on end out of the water...and catching fire due to the heat of the stove.  It had then fallen to the two boys to try to put out the fire -- without getting boiled, a story in itself.  To be fair, they’d just been kids when this had happened and Nick’s cooking (such as it was) had gotten much better since, but a disaster was a disaster and that story was just a little too golden to let go entirely.

not to be dramatic (tho…it’s me w a new and dramatic character…who’m i kidding here lkajsdflkjsdf), but nate and mia are literally nick’s sanity lifeline alkdsjflkajsdkjf they’re the only connection he has to any of that and i defffff feel like, w nate in particular, nick’s constantly sneaking out of the house and like crashing at nate’s place and just chillin w him wherever that might lead them including but not limited to sleeping covered in blood in a mud pit w a wolf if it comes to that bc that’s literally better than going home as far as nick is concerned <3  anyway!!! he literally cannot even express how lucky and grateful he is to have nate in his life!!!!! and also he has literally zero vocabulary to express that bc that aint how he was raised!!!!! so he’s just like ‘i will show my affection by hanging out ig’ so we can only hope that’s enough sakfjklsdjf

also?????? nick will probs get nate killed asp just bc his family!!!!1 and his own personal antics!!!! and also he’s got a bunch of hunters coming into town on his trail bc of his literal murder spree so!!!!!! the best friend you could hope for <333333 #thankspal 

also nick is super rich obv and i feel like that (amongst other things) makes him arrogant and entitled but also super clueless about basic stuff (how much can one banana cost? $10?) and like he’s used to throwing money at stuff and has literally been taught that money + compulsion will solve pr much every problem so!!!!! that def can’t cause them any issues at all smdh

he’s also having a tough time dealing w his vampiric transition/condition and all the baggage that came w that for their whole fam, and i defffff feel like for the first like month he just full on isolated himself and disappeared and ghosted literally everyone except for the six ppl he attacked and murdered and he’s starting to come back out of it but he was a M E S S and like im not even sure he remembers a lot of that month so!!!! its great!!!! zero trauma here!!!  i think his plan when he first turned was lowkey to go out into the middle of nowhere and like let himself dessicate or just straight up die but he didn’t have enough control not to eat when some rando approached (usually hoping to help him oops), and standing out in the sun was just too painful he couldn’t take it and alkjsdflkjsf it was a great time!!!

This arrangement works great for Nate tbh!!! Nate feels very close to his friends (when he’s friends w/ you, you are friends for life!!!) I don’t think he really has much family to speak of. His dad is an alcoholic who sorta drifts around and just shows up now and again for money (which Nate never has) and I think his mom left them both when he was tiny and he doesn’t even remember her. I think he was mostly raised by his grandmother, but she died a long time ago now and basically all of this is to say, that Nate lives alone/is alone most of the time and he’s never had a lot of strong family connections, so his friends are his family and if Nick wants to come slum it with him, he’s always done for that.

laksjflajf haha omg also I think that Nate was always afraid that he was going to be the one to kill Nick seeing as he’s a werewolf but trust Nick to cause more trouble in the past few months as a vamp than Nate ever has as a werewolf ;DD

Speaking of that – Nate is HERE FOR NICK!! I don’t think Nate’s ever killed anyone (at least, that he knows about #werewolfproblems) but I do think that he understands how it can happen and he knows that Nick would never consciously have killed those people, y’know? He also thinks that Nick can learn to control himself better, he just needs help, and Nate is here to do whatever he can for him!!! (I also think he’s probably told him that Chris Wilson is a hunter and he probably suspects that Theo is one, too, and if not, that Theo is most likely at least aware of the spn so he should be careful around both of them)

okay, but I also have a headcannon that when Nick went and disappeared on everyone, that Nate was the one who went and found him!!! I don’t think he was too worried at first and just thought that Nick wanted to deal with it on his own, but after the first few days and no one heard anything from him, Nick was desperate to find him and when the bodies started turning up, then he knew something was wrong and I think he eventually found Nick and helped talk him out of his plans for suicide and made him come home with him (to Nate’s place haha, Nick’s place probably wouldn’t have been the best option)

Yeah and honestly, i feel like Nate also picks at him when he can tell it’s getting bad and makes Nick talk to him b/c clearly he does stupid things when he’s left to deal with this on his own!!! And I think Nate makes it pretty clear that he needs help, also, and he probably only really trusts himself when he has Nick come over and help tie him up once a month so he won’t go crazy on everyone and he’s over here willing to do the same for Nick!!

omg now im just thinking about back when they first knew e/o, when nick was still human but ~in the know~ and nate was a wolf and they were probs some of first ppl they could be totally open with about everything and ajdsfkljf 

nate living aloneeeee bc his parents abandoned him noooooooo i deF feel like nick’s protective streak comes into play when nate’s parents come up bc he fully believes that anyone who’d abandon someone as great as nate when he was just a lil kid no less and needed them is the worst kind of dirtbag scum and asldjfaksdjafkf nick is! not! a! fan! (tho tbf his own mommy/daddy issues are enough to ensure that nick only has a handle on bad parental relationships so aldskjfkljdf mia: ‘my parents were great’ nick: ‘hmmm sounds suspicious...she’s only saying that bc they’re dead right?????’) and nick wants to give them an earful about how little they deserve nate esp if they only come back to mooch smh nick aint having nonE sjlflksdjafs but expressing that to nate, himself???? nick is hopeless smdh nate probs returns from giving his dad all $15 in his wallet to like a brand new flatscreen installed as nick’s way of saying ‘sorry your parents suck you deserve better’ #facepalm (and also nick probs bribed his dad asp to leave nate the fuck alonE unless he wants a genuine relationship whoops -- i mean who knows how effective that might’ve been -- probs not very -- but yeah smh)

honestly i feel like nick’s the samE re: friendships he’s just terrible at showing it???? like, if you can actually break through his thousand laters of sarcasm and dislike and self loathing etc then you a keeper!!!!!!!! and he would literally die for you!!!!!! but that doesn’t mean he’s gonna be a good friend in any other respect bc???? he doesn’t know how???? he’s literally never seen an example of it performed irl???? so he’s just stumbling along doing his best tryna figure out wtf he’s supposed to do and like???? he’s a mess lsdkjflsjdf

but i do feel like he’s really good about showing up at nate’s time of the month and making sure he’s all secure etc and stays w him all night and probs talks to him and, at least the first time asakjflskjf had no clue whether he knew what he was saying, still, or would remember, or hwatever but <3333 he’s got his back!! and esp now that he’s a vamp, himself, he’s probs about as well qualified to tackle getting him ~back in the cage or whatever, even if he does somehow break out, as anyone can be so!! silverlinings alksjdfkdsf btw, is a wolf bite fatal to a vamp or anything in this world? and are they instinctually driven to attack vamps, etc?

nick like ‘hey...can i sleep in your wolf cage while there’re trick or treaters running through the woods????’ or whatever probs sdkjaflsdjfds

omg!!!!!! nate coming and sniffing him out and talking him down and bringing him home!!!!!1 my emotions!!!!  tbh he was probs the only one who could!!!!! and tbh nick was probs like ‘can i just lie low for a bit, can you like not tell ppl you found me? i gotta adjust’ so that probs put him in a weird spot for a day or two but!!! alksjdfjsdf lbr it probs isn’t for the first time bc being friends w nick isn’t easy askljfkljsdf nate warning him about hunters!!!! nick probs feeling like ‘well sure naturally now that you’ve convinced me not to die there’re gonna be ppl out there tryna change that again that tracks w my life in general ok good to know some things really don’t change ig’

anyway, he might still be staying w nate, at least nominally?  like, he’s been home atp and maybe has spent a night or two there, but he probs generally peaces out and goes to hang w nate instead esp between violet’s increased aggression, lucy’s increased ‘nothing matters’ mindset, and their dad’s recent murder of their mom, home just isn’t feeling that hospitable!!!!!

also nate picking at him to get him to talk!!!!! honestly nick needs that bc he is more of the ‘avoid!!!!!!’ mindset in general and slfjkdsjfdf does not deal in healthy ways (hence committing six murders that his sisters were able to avoid whoops)

so!!!!!!! this is def not gonna be a complicated relationship at allllll huh lasdjflkjdsjkf ;DDDDDD

ok so!!!!! full disclosure, nick actually does love his sister!!!!! the only problem is that he also finds her a source of stress and guilt and irritation!!!!!!  i do feel like his answer is more to avoid her than to sit around and bicker w her, like he deffff highkey self-medicates and avoids and is never home and that’s how he ~deals tho i mean he’s def not gonna back away from a fight either yknow and he’s def here to call everyone on all their crap when he ~is home but he finds home kinda unbearable so he’s kinda like why??? be there???? esp when the parents are home/awake!!!!! no thanks!!!!!

that being said, he def prefers his sisters to his parents, no contest!!!!!!  and he’s also protective of them in his own way but!!!! he also feels like they can take care of themselves!!!! and do what he does and just…go lsdfjaslkjdf i think he def underestimates the sheer level of patriarchal nonsense going on bc yknow that ~does make his life easier and so he just assumes its the same for his sisters but nah

okay, so I feel like Violet has some mixed emotions re: Nick. I think she was okay with him when he was really little b/c he was her brother and he was family and if she ever felt love for him, it was then. I think, when they were younger, there was a time that Violet would have defended him against anyone who wanted to hurt him and would have been the best big sister, but it all went downhill pretty quickly as soon as she realized that Nick wasn’t going to be a friend but a rival (through literally zERO fault of his own!!) 

Honestly, as soon as her father started trying to play them against each other, that’s all she started to see in him. Nick is basically the one person in her life she feels is in her way and she’s not going to let him win everything she wants (which is basically to be dad’s favorite – which is literally something no one should want but here we are!) 

She also finds it incredibly frustrating that it is even an issue w/ her dad that he thinks Nick is better than her when Nick doesn’t seem to care about anything/seems to have no interest in being a vampire and just generally seems to be a complete disappointment at literally every turn and I feel like she does constantly try to pick fights with him in attempts to expose his weaknesses to everyone around her so that she feels better about herself (it’s fun) 

i do feel like nick has a hard time relating to violet bc he just can’t comprehend why someone would ~want the thing he considers the worst burden of his entire life aka their dad’s affection which nick views as their dad’s oppression??? and of course that’s super easy for him to say/think bc he’s got it and has never been just...blocked out like violet has, but he’s so caught up in his own pov and experiences that he can’t step back and think what that might’ve meant and felt like for her and so he’s just like ‘but you were spared???????’ and tbh i think he’s actually kinda jealous?????? like, if he could reject his dad and have him back off, he would no hesitiation but as it is i feel like their dad doesn’t really care about nick as a person, but only for nick as a symbol (or this is what nick believes anyway) and so he really has no power bc there’s nothing he can do to make himself ~not the firstborn son yknow?? so its alsjdfkljsdf there’s lots happening there that’s fun

oh yeah!!! how is violet feeling about/reacting to their, uhhh, transition?  also, how do we think it happened, exactly?  like, did their mom put some of her blood in their wine and some poisin in their food so it was relatively nonviolet, or did she like attack them, or smth else?  and then when their dad murdered her, was it in front of the kids? how’d he do it?  etc...

omg!!!!! violet literally trying to expose his weaknesses to everyone!!!!!  he hates that!!!!!  like, if she were just picking fights that’d be one thing but showcasing his soft spots!!!! no!!!! he is noT about that lakjdsfkjldsf i feel like he’s like ‘fine, you gonna fight dirty?  im gonna fight dirty too’ and so he starts in on her weaknesses too and woof those’re probs some fun sessions right there!!!!!  some real sibling bonding opportunities alsdkjfkljdsf i feel like he’s super cruelly blunt like if she’s doing this he’s like ‘trying to make me look bad isn’t gonna make anyone love you if they don’t already -- in fact, it might make them love you less’ sorta thing which alkjsdflkjsf what a sweet thing to say yikes

While he’s in no way as protective of the Wilson girls as Chris is (he thinks Chris goes a little far sometimes, but he’s not out here judging ;DD), I think he feels like Nick is just a complete ass and does not trust his motives at all, ever, and believes that Mia’s tendency to see the good in people can actually be a bad thing when she picks friends like Nick. 

I think he’s especially skeptical of Nick’s behavior when he sees that he seems like his a better person when he’s around Mia than when he’s not and he doesn’t see that as Nick trying to be his best self when he’s with her (which Theo would actually respect tbh!!!) but instead, Theo thinks Nick is just out here manipulating Mia to some end he’s not quite sure of yet. 

tbf, chris ~does get pr extreme lakjsdfkjlsf and yeah!!!! he is right about both the boys lbr lskjfalkjsdf bc nick is a total ass and he was a total ass when he was human!!!! and he’s gotten worSe bc he’s in less control rn!!!!! and so that’s just what we in the business like to call fun but what is kinda interesting is that nick actually lowkey agrees about mia’s positivity being a bad thing when she picks friends like him!!!! he thinks she deserves sm better!!!!! but also he doesn’t know what he’d do w himself if he didn’t have her around so alkjdsfkljsf there’s a lot happening there whoops and also he’d tell ~her that but he’d never say it to theo in a million years bc he might agree w all his detractors but they can burn in hell alsdjfjsdfklsjf arrogance vs self loathing is such a fun internal dichotomy lasldkjfaskdjf

ldkfl;dskfajlksjfkldjsf when even your best is manwhore manipulate manslaughter <3 omg!! im scremaing bc i feel like if nick picks up on the fact that theo’s def tryna insert himself between nick and mia’s he’s gonna draw a v diff conclusion abt this whole thing and i gotta laugh bc, while theo would respect nick for being his best around mia, nick would would respect theo for trying to protect mia from nick!! but sadly they will probs never get there bc they will probs never knoW and in the mean time nick probs thinks theo is in love w mia, himself, and tryna eliminate the competish and he’s like ‘ummm nO i am noT letting you steal my not!gf from under my v nose!!! i may never be able to be w her but ill be damned if i stand aside and let her be happy!’ jk jk but only ~kinda lkajsdkljfjkds it’s way more complicated than that obv hahaha but anyway!!  i feel like this belief will be bringing out the worst in nick around theo which will probs help cement theo’s theory and IM SCREAMING

Bill Skarsgård | Roman Godfrey

NICHOLAS “NICK” ALEXANDER (24/25) bill skarsgard

occupation: Heir relationships: Violet Alexander, Lucy Alexander (sisters), Nate Warner (best friend), Amelia Wilson (best friend/interest), Emma Wilson, Chris Wilson (irritants), Andrea Sharpe, Xavier Sharpe (cousins)

Nick grew up knowing that, one day, he would be a vampire

His father and mother, both, were vampires and his father planned on waiting until Nick and his sisters had children of their own to change them, thus securing the Alexander line 

As a boy, it was something that he had wanted: it was what he was being groomed to be and, as his father’s only son, he was his father’s favorite

It wasn’t until he grew a little older that he realized the gravity of what being a vampire actually meant and y’know that awkward moment when everyone around you is now food? 

has a complicated relationship with his dad and constantly threatens to run away and ruin his father’s plans 

His dad tended to use forms of emotional abuse/manipulation/threats/guilt trips to get him to come around +++ nick both loves and hates his father it’s a whole thing

was closer with his mom but felt horribly betrayed when she finally snapped under the controlled/manipulative relationship she had with her husband and turned all three of their children before any of them had a chance to have children of their own, thus ending the line 

Nick feels like his mother took away the potential choice he had and now he’s trapped as a vampire for the rest of his life 

has become both angry and withdrawn in this last year and often has trouble controlling himself 

his friends often ground him, but he’s also scared to be with them, especially after he went on a killing spree: murdering 6 and doing so so carelessly, that he’s managed to draw two group of hunters back to Hidden Falls …