HermitCrabStar's Page 🌟

(huge Vocaloid and Kirby fan)

I struggle with anxiety so it may be tough for me to reach out directly, but know that I'm always happy to make friends! I also immensely appreciate any form of support! Thank you so much! Hope you have a great day! ^^

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For blog organization you can check out these tags to find what you want to see on this blog:

#my art - all of my art regardless of fandom

#my vocaloid art - my art relating to Vocaloids (like Miku and KAITO)

#my kirby art - my art relating to the Kirby series

#my oc art - my art involving my own OCs

#reblog - others art I come across that I want to share

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Please consider following me on Instagram if you like my work, or just want to hang out and chat! I'm the most active on there! ^v^ 🌟

(Honestly, the news lately has been getting pretty bad for my mental health; open up the web browser and BAM, FEAR.) I've probably actually needed therapy my whole life, but never got it, and I am scared now that it's too late, I felt it was too late to have any impact since this is what I attribute to myself now. This fear of inability to make good life decisions, I'm just stuck in place, just like my vocal chords (sorry for the heavy thoughts, I was just always so hard on myself.) But my significant other is hopefully planning to move to my side of the country to be with me this year. And he told me that he'd be willing to help me through therapy if I need it. And, maybe the idea is finally not so distant now. Sure it's still scary, but I dunno... Maybe it'll work? :D I am also really fearful in taking medications because I worry I won't feel like the same person, or what if it causes potentially dangerous health issues for the ones I try? My parents also told me if I ever need to see a specialist, that I should go for it. (Is it actually that common to be terrified of therapy, I guess specifically if you have social anxiety?) But back to the present, I'm having so much fun spending time with my family now that I'm pretty detached from the online world! I'm currently playing Yakuza games with my dad (he casually just gave me another hyperfixation haha XD)! But thank you so much for everything everyone, I mean it! I'll still draw, rest assured! I can still totally draw! I'm just taking a lot more time than previously to do other activities with my time! Thank you everyone who recommended me a break! I was always thinking about it, but I couldn't take a break from school, so in turn my mind made itself up to not take a break from my social accounts. I guess I was more mentally exhausted than I thought once everything started spilling out huh...